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Freddie and I got closer after the night he left without saying goodbye to Carly, he understood the feelings I had when Carly was with Jake, Carly was all the time with him so we had to be together if we didn't want to be alone. Actually the day after we met Jake we were alone in the iCarly studio because Carly went to Jake's house; and I told Freddie how I felt for Carly.

"What's wrong Fredward? You seem down" I said.

"Nothing"

"This is about Carly right?"

"Yes" he said looking to the floor

"Yeah I know how you're feeling" I said and then I realized I didn't mean to say that.

"No you don't" he said and then continue "You don't know how it is to see the person you love with somebody else, you might now what it is to be left out because you're her best friend but you don't know how it feels" he said shouting, he had never shouted to me before.

"You think I don't know how it feels?" I was shouting too "I hate seen them together, I hate that she's with him all the time and I hate that she is dating him instead of me" I shouted.

"What do you mean she's dating him instead of you?"

"I love her" I shouted "Not only as a best friend I'm in love with her" I said and he just stayed in shock.

After a few minutes he said that he was okay with it. He was the first person I told about my feelings for Carly; actually it was good to have someone to talk about it.

Jake turned into the possessive boyfriend, he wanted to be with Carly all the time and if Carly and I went out he was calling her all the time. He never let her do anything, and Carly didn't do anything about it. It was a torture for me seeing them together but if I wanted to be with Carly I will have to be with him too.

I was in Carly's apartment and Jake called her.

"Jake is coming" Carly said.

"But I thought this was our day together" I said and she noticed the sadness in my voice.

"Yeah I know but he said that he misses me"

"He just can't stand you been with somebody else" I was angry, I really wanted to spend a day alone with her.

"Why are you so angry about it?"

"You are all the time with him and when you're not he calls you, you don't even have time for your friends anymore" I said shouting to her.

"Well he is my boyfriend"

"I know that, but that doesn't mean that you have to get away from your friends, we love you too you know"

"I'm sorry for being in love" she said. She was angry too.

"You don't have to apologize for that, you can have a boyfriend I'm just saying that you shouldn't leave your friends"

"Jake says I spend a lot of time with you and Freddie"

"When was the last time we were together? Just the us" I asked getting more angry. She stayed in silence. "See you don't even remember when was the last time you were with us"

"He wants to be with me, there is nothing wrong with that"

"He is a possessive freak"

"Don't say things about him, every time he tries to be nice to you, you are just rude". She said she was defending him instead of me and that hurt. Jake arrived just after she said that.

"What's going on here?" Jake said.

"Nothing" we both said at the same time.

"Yeah nothing is going on here. I'm just leaving" I said and I left and Carly didn't say anything.

I didn't sleep that night, I had to much in my head. It was my first fight with Carly in years. I hated Jake, he was so possessive and the worst part was that Carly didn't realize it, he changed her. I still loved her and I couldn't stand that she was with him all the time, it didn't feel anymore like we were best friends we were rarely together and when I was with her he was there too. I wanted my Carly back but she didn't seem to be there. I was too stressed to be in Seattle needed to go to clear my mind and my feelings for Carly. I had to try to stop feeling what I felt for her because the only thing that was causing, was pain.

I went to Groovie Smoothie with Freddie the next day I needed to talk to someone.

"Hey Fredbag" I said.

"What's up? How did it go with Carly?"

"We had a fight"

"Really? Why?"

"Jake called her and told her that he was coming" I said and he shook his head. "And I told her that she is never with us and she said that she needed to be with her boyfriend and blah blah blah"

"Wow! That dude has seriously change Carly, I mean When was the last time you had a fight?"

"Like years ago, since the Fleck and Dave thing"

"It sucks"

"Yeah I know" I said. "I've been thinking"

"About what?"

"I can't stand been here anymore. Seeing Carly all the time with him kills me, I need to get away to think, spend some time away from her to clear my head."

"Where do you want to go?" he said his voice seemed like he thought I was joking,

"I have an uncle in Portland, I'm going with him"

"Are you sure you want to leave" He seemed shocked.

"I am, I can't be here, I need to go for a while"

"Wow! When are you planning to leave?"

"The day after tomorrow, I need to talk to Carly first"

"She is not going to let you go, if you tell her that you are leaving" he said.

"I know I just don't want her to be angry when I leave"

"For how long are you going?"

"I don't know, until I'm ready to come back" I said and the continue. "I'm not going to call you or Carly while I'm there, I need to be away from everything, so Goodbye Freddie" He hugged me, and I hugged him back.

"Until you come back"

"Yeah"

"Make sure you call me when that happens"

"I will, I promise" and I left him there, I needed to go to Carly's apartment.

She opened her door, I could see that she was sad.

"Hi" I said.

"You came to yell at me?"

"No, I don't want to fight with you anymore"

"Great" she said and I nodded "I'm sorry for shouting to you" she said and she hugged me I hugged her back, we stayed like that for a while, this was my way of saying goodbye. I was going to miss her so much but I needed to leave.

"I'm sorry too" I said.

She asked me to stay and I did.

I woke up really early in the morning my uncle was outside waiting for me because I asked him to pick me up there. I left a letter on her bed next to her, I gave her a kiss on the cheek and whispered "Goodbye Carls, I love you". She just moved but she didn't wake up.

I saw my uncle and I got into his truck, he started the engine.

And just like that, I'm gone.

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