Sakuya seems to have grown fatigued and she hasn't been feeling very well. Reimu's mother hasn't been well either. From what I could see, it seems Sakuya isn't feeling very well. Of course, that was bound to be, after all she might have the radiation disease and she hasn't eaten in a while, so her feeling ill isn't out the eqaution. In thinking of her illness, I wondered how Reimu's mother is doing, after all, she seems to have gotten better. As she recovers, Sakuya seems to get worse. Hmm, it must be Reimu's mother is more desperate to live, whereas Sakuya is losing her will to.
Interesting sort, I noticed flowers peering out the snow. It's been some time since the war that I seem to have a vague memory of it. Of course, that was bound to be as nature so readily adapts to anything, nuclear holocaust included. However, society isn't like nature and it won't bounce back so easily. Like society, neither will we bounce back so quickly and it will take a long time for us to rebuild anew. Yes, that's it, it will indeed take quite a long time for us rebuild anew. Nature can rebuild quickly in the event of disaster and has done so many times in the past but society isn't like nature and cannot do so. However, even nature has limits and can only rebuild after so many times it has been destroyed. Humans can be destructive sometimes and it seems that humanity had ended their reign during that war amongst the fantasy lands. Of course, the "fantasy lands" were not a fantasy. Me and my daydreaming. Crumbs!
In sniffing these flowers, I wondered about Yukari. It has indeed been awhile since she had vanished without telling. Sometimes, I can hear her voice. That shaky but overall gentle voice she seemed to have. Sometimes, I hear her laughing or wandering around calling out for ducksie and clapping her hands as she does so. I couldn't help but to wonder if she thought ducksie was a lost pet or if she forgot where she was. Hmm, Yukari's gone a bit nuts so I'm not at all surprised if she thought either one. On the other hand, I cannot help to wonder if she died, after all, resources had run scarce and it is unlikely that she would even bother to stay if it meant she would be another mouth to feed. If she truly had left to die, then it would be one final sacrifice she would have made. I could really only hope she died peacefully and, as strange as it seems, happy, satisfied that she leaving this ravaged world.
She's returned to
us after a long abscense but she has brought
along some company