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Serena snapped her head around to see what made that breaking noise. But when she turned around she wasn't expecting to see what she did.
"What are you doing here, Darien?" she asked upsettingly.
Darien then removed himself from the shadows and embraces himself under the streetlight.
"I'm worried about you, just because we're...you know over...doesn't mean I don't care." he said gazing into her deep blue eyes.
She couldn't speak..not yet. What could she say, that she' s hurting, that she's scared? No she had to hide it from him, from everyone. She had to do this for herself.
To prove she truely doesn't need anyone's help.
"This isn't you." he stated with a hint of sadness in his voice.
She looks into his eyes and sees the scaredness in them.
"How do you know who I am.. If.. If.. I don't."Her gaze turned from him to the dark night sky.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
But Serena didn't respond, she just kept swaying back and fourth, like he wasn't even there.
An akward silence fell over the two but neither knew what to say. Nothing he could say could change what he had said. And nothing he does can change or she feels inside.
"Serena. look at me..please." he pleaded in a soft sad voice.
But she didn't, she sat there an was as emotionless as she had been earlier. By now this was frightening Darien. He had never seen her this way. She's the bubbly, always laughing, kind of girl. Not the " I don't care about anything or anyone" kind. He couldn't help but keep looking at her. There was just something about her that captivated him so. It never failed. Whenever he looked at her, everything else disappeared, or maybe just beacuse nothing else mattered. Being with her was all he ever wanted. But now he didn't know if that could ever happen again. His dreams told him she would get hurt if they were together but it seesm she's hurting more than he's ever know, and they're inevitably apart.
"Maybe it's better this way." she said now focusing on him. "Maybe this is the person I was truely meant to be.The person I need to be."
"Please don't say that...you don't know how bad it hurts me to hear you say those kind of things." He said sadly.
He walked closer to her and knelt down in front of her. Only shocked to notice how different she is in appearence. Her body has become so pale. She's much more thinner than what he was used to.
Darien's Thoughts
I did this to her.. I made her feel this pain. I just want to hear the cheerful voice that I once knew. I want to recognise the girl I once called "meatball head." I know she's not gone. She can't be. She can't be this sad unfeeling person.It..it...just can't be.
Thoughts Over
Darien cups his hand over Serena's and hopes to get a reation. Any reaction at all. But there was nothing, not a flinch, not a smile, nothing.
"I think I should get going."she stammered as she got up at a fast pace.
"It's late, I dont trust you out at night alone. I'll walk you." He said smiling.
"No I'm fine rea.." before she could answer he interrupted.
I'm not taking no for an answer." He gently smiled at her and started walking along side her.
Author's Note:
R&R AND ILL update sooner. Thank you my lovely fans.