Chapter 2
Preperations.
AN: Hey thanks for the reviews. I just got my new laptop and I LOVE writing on it (= as requested, chapter 2. Hope you like it.
"It's not very nice to play jokes on me, Edward." Edward sighed. "Bella, this isnt a joke. If this is how you really feel... then I will do this for you. I love you, and I want to keep you. If this is really the only way it can work out, then im willing to do this." I couldn't believe it. He finally said yes. I was finally going to become a vampire.
"I won't lie, this isn't going to be easy. The transformation it's self is so painful like-" I cut him off. "Like fire running through your veins and destroying everything in it's path. Like a black hole of pain and hoplessness that seems endless." I mocked his voice. I've heard him describe the pain of the transformation so many times, he always tried using the pain to try and scare me out of it. "Bella be serious, you may think i'm a broken record, but I can not stress enough the amount of pain you will be in." "I know it will hurt, but its oviosly surviveable, you seem just fine." I smiled "I love you." he hugged me tightly and I nestled my head into his cold chest and inhaled the sweet scent. He alwaysd smelled like honey, lavendar, and sunshine. "Weak as a kitten, yet so brave." He said.
I squirmed out of his arms when I felt my cell phone vibrate. I pulled it out of my pocket and we both saw the called id. It was Jacob. "Don't answer." He said in a quiet pained voice. "But... I...its him and I..." He took the cell phone out of my hand and answered it. "Stop calling." He said flatly. Then he crushed the phone in his fingers like it was nothing. "You won't need it anyway. I'll get you a new one. There will be no contacting anyone outside my family, understand?" I nodded sadly. I guess I understood. Best not talk to anyone for a while.
"And you do understand you can't see Charlie or Renee ever again, right?" "I know... but maybe I could write them a letter to tell them im happy and safe? You know so they dont think I was kidnapped or murdered?" He narrowed his eyes. "I guess thats alright. But don't tell them what's happening to you or where we are going." "Okay."
"Can I go back home to get some of my things and write my letter? I'm pretty sure Charlie is still at the station." "All right then." he smiled "Exciting isn't it?" I just rolled My eyes. When we got back to Charlie's house, I told Edward I needed some alone time. He said he understood and that I should take as much time as I needed. I grabbed a stray coloured pencil and a peice of notebook paper.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I hope you know I love you, so much, but I am leaving with Edward. Don't ask why, or where i'm going, but just know that I am safe and happy with Edward. I don't know where we will go or what we will do but I do know that this is somthing I need to do. Don't think you are bad parents, you were always there for me but i'm sorry, I can't always be there for you. If you ever miss me, read this letter and remember no matter how far apart we are, I will always be your little girl, and I will always love you both.
Please forgive me for doing this to you.
Love you forever,
Bella.
I picked up the house phone and dialed Edward's cell. "Bella?" He answered on the first ring. "Come get me, please." "Okay Bella I was just getting a few things ready here at the house. i'll be there in a few minutes." "Okay, I love you, thanks." I hung up and layed back on the couch. I can't believe this is the last time I would be in this house. I ran my hands along the familiar matierial of the couch and sighed. I would miss this so much. Being the chief's daughter, living in a tiny house, taking naps on this couch, and being human. Suddenly i realized I forgot somthing. A large framed painting Renee had made for me when I was a little girl. I ran up to my room and pulled it out of my closet. It was a painting of a little girl walking along the shore line picking up seashells. And next to the girl was a small poem my mom particurlally enjoyed.
Whatever her future, only god knows. But may it be wrapped in pretty pink bows.
So this chapter is ehhh to me but whatever hehe tell me if I should keep going pleasee (= pennypencil123