"Shit" I'm trying to scramble through the woods at the back of my house, well my spare house, it's in paradise too, I bought it when four moved here just after I became Sarah, the house is bought under the name 'Mary Smith' most common first name and surname in the United States, good luck to tracking me with that name, over 22680 people are named 'Mary Smith' in the US alone, so I'm just a paper chase in the system always lost, never found, well I have been found a number of times, but that was so not my fault, I blame two for that. After trying to kill me she put a message online trying to find the others and got found within five minutes by the mogs, I was there, I watched them torture her, I heard her scream as they killed her the girl I was trying to protect. And I could do nothing to help, just sit and listen hidden away as they tried to get information from her about me, and the others.

But that was so long ago now. I pause in my footing as I hear a rustle in the trees, and then as I look down I see faintly in the dark a large boot print implanted into the soil. They've found me, or number four; I follow the boot prints, occasionally tripping over roots and logs, bloody nature; is all I can think every time I go plummeting to the ground and get a face full of earth. Why does this planet have to be so full of trees? Couldn't they just plant them below earth or something and have bushes everywhere? That would be so much easier and maybe I wouldn't be so dirty, all I can say thank god I don't wear white anymore.

I'm so worried fours not replying to my texts and I'm actually staring to feel something for him, but I can't I'm not allowed, for has to learn to love six, but when he finds out who I really am he will kill me so love isn't really an option for me. The footprints stop here and I look up I'm on the edge of a road, near a rail way track I was here ten minutes ago I must have gone in a circle. This is where I saw Henri die, in four's arms, I truly felt sorry for them. I stop myself I can't go over there, not where Henri had... well left the world. This is why I'm different from the other mogs I was born with a soul; the only mog to ever have a soul that's why my eyes aren't black, there bright green and so it was noticed straight away. They were going to kill me straight there and then, but they had a better idea; they killed my parents and blamed them for this monstrosity (me). And then trained me up for battle and sent me to my death. I watched them shoot the children and the parents of Loren and I just couldn't do it.