I was eighteen when I first met him. He was charming, had a sexy smile. I knew who was because his brother was going to the same high school as
me. My best friend Silvia joked that he was tall, dark and handsome. If i only knew from the beginning how dark he really was. It would save me a lot of
tears and heartbreak. as stupid as I was it flattered me that a twenty-two year old sexy guy was paying attention to me. Silver, that's his name, knew
what he was doing. In ten seconds flat he had my undivided attention. We met In a club called ''The Space'' and danced the night away. When the time
come to say goodnight Silver asked on a date and as the saying goes the rest is history which is where my story really begins.
After a year of dating I have finally finished high school with a 4,0 GPA. I was proud of it because it opened so much possibility's for my future but the I
found out I was eight weeks pregnant and my world began to fall apart. Don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend and the little peanut that was growing
inside of me but the pressure that was our parents insisting that we get married right away was suffocating. So on august 8 in the year 2008 we tied
the knot. I tried telling myself that everything was going to be alright and it was for at least few months but then the banks in America bankrupt and my
husband lost his job. I was nine month pregnant and had no means of income. Finding a job was hard as it is. Thank God for our parents that helped us
get on our feet so we could care for our baby boy. Jackson was born on January second 2009. a healthy ten pound baby. i had to have a c-section
because he was too big and there was risk both of us wouldn't survive the birth.
As life goes forward my little boy grow so silver and I grew apart. Most nights he comes home drank calls me names, we fight almost every night now.
The next day when he sobered up he apologizes said that he didn't mean it so our life was steadily moving forward.
It was our routine now fight call each others names, the after a couple of hours call a truce. Sometimes we have sex but there isn't much to talk about.
Silver is more of a two pump champ. We tried every position there is and he always finishes too fast. I remember this particular night I was already in
bed exhausted because I was running after my little devil. He was already eighteen months old. Silver came to bed and said he likes to fuck, well that
didn't go over well.
- Are you out of your mind? It's 11 pm. I was already asleep why do you have to always wake me?
- I am a man and I have my needs. You know as well as me that I will never cheat so you can give it up.- he said and started fondling my breasts.
- Let go of me. I'm not in mood. So you let it go. Another time.
- So this how it is you little whore?! Do you have a nice big dick on the side so you don't want me anymore. No one says no to me.- and the he raped
me the first time. I remember the night very clear because that night that we conceived our daughter. I cried very long hours after I found out. I wanted
to file for divorce but I hadn't had a chance to win custody over my son because I wasn't working and with a second child on the way it was hopeless.
I forgot to mention earlier that I'm going to college. I'm taking evening classes at the local university in International Relationship. I made friends there
and I know their safe because every other friend that I had prior Silver he had turned against me. My college friends don't know my husband and he
doesn't want to know them so I can be me. Its my little slice of heaven.
It was a difficult pregnancy. With an abusive husband, a toddler who expects attention the whole time and trying to get my degree finished.
My back was hurting so bad, my ankles were swollen. I have just entered the eight month in the pregnancy. My husband was horny, again. My doctor
forbid me to have any form of intercourse but of course Silver wouldn't listen. He raped me that night over and over. I have cried and cried for him to
stop. He was hurting me and the baby but all my pleas fell on death ears. And so in the middle of the night my water broke and I had to be brought to
the hospital...
I know I hate cliffies myself. The story is my first one so I appreciate any comments and guidelines that could improve my writing. I know I have a long way to go. Even if someone would like to be my beta that would be great.
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love kanka