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Chapter 2:: Decisions and a Choice to Make

Len POV

Another paper to go in the recycling bin. So many papers I had written, trying to convey my feelings. But I still can't, no matter how many times I try. Kaito sat behind me on my bed, looking upset. I was more upset than he ever could've been though, because the feeling of disappointment in yourself is worse than anything, if you asked me.

"Len..." Kaito finally said.

"Yeah, Kaito?"

"What are you writing?" Oh no.

"Letters." I said, making sure to keep it vague.

"What kind of letters?" He pressed further.

"Just... letters." He made me so nervous. It felt like he could just jump on me and rip me apart any second. I knew he wouldn't though.

"... To who?" He said after a little while. I couldn't answer this one.

"My imaginary friend."

"No, seriously."

"None of your business," I sighed. I wasn't sure if he was overprotective, or just... Kaito. He got up out of his chair and put his hands on my shoulders from behind.

"Are you okay?" Oh no.

"Yeah, get off me." I tried to shoo him away. His strong hands wouldn't let go, though.

"Len, stop."

"You stop!"

"Len!" I turned around and tried to slap him. Then he took my face in his hands and brought himself two inches away from me. I thought he was going to kiss me. He looked crazed, like a madman. He let go and began to walk away. I heard him murmur a curse word and I didn't bother feeling bad. I didn't want anything to happen again. I heard Miku calling for dinner and I headed downstairs, angry I couldn't write my letter and about the possible situation that could've just happened.

I sat down next to Kaito, since I knew he would be mad if I didn't. Then, I made sure Rin was on the other side of me. I was kind of zoning out because I felt so bad that I couldn't write the letter. So angry at myself. So guilty of forbidden love. But I guess life sucks and then you die.

I finally snapped back into the world when I saw Rin's eyes look up finally into a glare. I looked at Kaito, reaching for an orange. Oh, no.

"Kaito, I don't recommend you do that," I whispered.

"What?" He looked at me all confused. I looked at Rin, fire starting in her water-blue eyes. If that makes sense. She was murmuring death traps, but stupid Kaito didn't seem to hear.

"Kaito, Kaito! Put it down!" I murmured.

"What?" He still wasn't listening. I had to take it from him. I hoped she wouldn't mind if her twin touched it. Since he's a little uninnocent himself.

"Here, Rin-chan. This is yours." I tried to remain calm looking into her deep blue eyes. They were the most gorgeous things I'd ever seen...

"Thank you, Len!" Her cute voice thanked me and I could've melted on the spot. How lucky am I to have such an adorable sister...

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I decided to take a walk outside. Miku was out there already. Not again. I sighed. I needed some fresh air, so I decided to walk out anyway and ignore her. I sat down, but apparently I made a noise, so she turned around.

"Len." I sighed, on the verge of tears. I am a softy, but too much happens to me, really.

"Miku-nee..."

"I told you you could call me Miku-chan."

"But I want to call you Miku-nee."

"Len... I thought we were..."

"That was a while ago, Miku-nee." She sat next to me. Please, no...

"I still feel the same way." She's determined.

"But I don't. It was only one night, I wasn't... in the right mind..."

"Len... what was it you said to me? I can have some of your spice...?"

"No, no, stop..." That was reminding me of bad times.

"Yeah, you were only going to give it to me..."

"Miku, I'm serious..."

"So am I..." she leaned over and kissed me. I tried to escape, but she held me in place. I felt like I was about to cry. She pushed me down on the bench and I couldn't get up. She started to unbutton her shirt. "Len..."

"Miku, no, no, no, stop, don't do that..." I tried to get out, or close my eyes. I was disappointed that I was getting turned on. I tried to roll off the bench, since getting away from Miku was first priority, but her body was too heavy. I looked back up at her, on the verge of tears.

"You... shouldn't cry, Len..." Miku finally sadly said. That got me. I just didn't know what to say. She knew I didn't like it, it was her fault that she didn't stop... "Why don't you just accept me?" She got up and ran away. But I have accepted you. Just not anymore, I couldn't help thinking. I got up and watched her leave, just 'cause I knew she would be really mad if this stupid scene wasn't dramatic enough. Then I sat down again. Stupid. I tapped my foot angrily. Why can't anyone just leave me alone? Am I that irresistible that-

"Hey Len," Goddammit, another fricking rapist- (A/N: Not literally rape, but whatever. :D)

"Go away." I whipped my head around, glaring at at the person who appeared to be Meiko. She shrugged and left. DIE! I suddenly felt very... "emo", as the western-ers say.

I took out the crumpled up letter that I couldn't bare to recycle. I reread it again sadly. It was addressed to Rin, of course. Since our feelings were forbidden, I could never send this letter. Since we're twins. I really hate myself sometimes... it's so disgusting.

"Are you okay?" A voice softly said. Rin!

"Y-Y-Y-Yeah, I'm fine. Yeah," I was alarmed, stuffing the piece of paper in his pocket. Hopefully she didn't see what it was. I breathed a sigh of relief when a look of confusion told me she hadn't. Then she said,

"Want my orange?" That had to be the cutest thing I had ever heard come from her mouth. I smiled and felt a shade of light pink come to my cheeks.

"All right." I reached for it. I could tell she still wanted some though, 'cause she didn't really let go really quickly. I began to peel it, and not taking my eyes off the orange to avoid embarrassment, I said,

"Want some?" I could see out of my peripheral vision the look in her eyes. She obviously did.

"Ummm, sure." She smiled gratefully, I think. Not really sure why she was being so shy around her disgusting twin brother.

"Here," I put one in my mouth before I had realized what I had done. Oh, crap... I stayed calm, though. Then, she started laughing, which surprised me. I thought she would've just taken it all greedy or whatever. This is Rin we're talking about, I'm pretty sure she would eat an orange that had just been stepped on 20 times. "What's the matter?" I couldn't help asking. Maybe she wasn't feeling well.

"... You're serious?" She finally said. Well... yeah. I began to get a little nervous myself. My heart was beating but I wanted her to take the orange.

"Yeah. We are... twins." I suddenly regretted my words. I finally admitted it, we're twins. God, I wish we weren't.

"Yeah... I guess we are..." She began to move closer. Oh, no... I was getting a little excited.

We were finally close enough for her to take a bite. Her cute little ribbon bounced and her deep blue eyes shined at me. Her radiant smile began to form as she came closer to her orange. She closed her eyes as if she was going to kiss me, and for a second I wished she was. But then she sank her teeth down into the orange. I couldn't help taking the orange a little farther in my mouth to get closer to her. And then the orange broke off into two and I assume she pulled away. When I opened my eyes, she was falling, and I bent down really fast and caught her.

"Rin?" She didn't respond. She wasn't breathing, so I ran inside and brought her to Gakupo, who I assumed would know something for some weird reason. And he did.

"Concussion," he said blankly after a little while. I'm pretty sure he was trying to feel her... chest area, but I stopped him, knowing she didn't need to be felt around there.

"Thanks, Gakupo." I picked her up again and brought her to her room. I closed the door behind us just out of habit and put her on her bed. The moonlight shined down through her window. God, I wish we weren't twins. I leaned in closer, originally to feel if she was breathing, but then for... other reasons. Personal ones? She still wasn't. And she was so irresistible. I stared at her for another five minutes and finally made the decision. I leaned down and kissed her for about thirty seconds. I was guilty. I was disgusting. But I couldn't help it. I couldn't do it anymore, feeling bad that I had just ruined her not-so-innocent innocence. I ran out of the room, and back into my own. I locked the door behind me and crawled into bed, still clothed. Why do I have to live like this?

No POV

Rin got up from her bed. Her eyes widened as the door shut again. She covered her now touched lips, letting a few tears drip down. Len...

... Why do we have to live like this?

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