Title: Bluer Than Blue
Rating: M rated
Warning: Foul Language, heartbreak, Limes, OOC's, unbeta'd, angst-y love story and another Crying Sasuke. (~~ _ )~~
Discaimer: Naruto's not mine. as well as the title. it's from a song called Bluer than Blue by Michael Johnson. Also, I forgot, from the 1st chapter, "Naruto Ondo" is a song sung by the dubber of Naruto, Shikamaru and Sakura. So, also not mine. :D
Summary: Sasuke realized one thing after everything that has happened to him and his relationship with Naruto; everything that you thought was fun isn't fun at all when you don't have the one you love beside you doing all those things with you.
Author's note: [IMPORTANT] ...Oh wait, not really. just SPOILER ALERT TO THOSE WHO HAVEN'T READ THE MANGA YET. I just wanted to know about your thoughts on the Manga Update. ch. 631. I know, I am fucking ecstatic about it. I'm so happy that Naruto and Minato is able to fight side by side with the other Hokages. and I am so SOOOO FUCKING HAPPY I CAN'T EVEN BREATHE when Team 7 got back together. or, well, not really, just fighting together again. What got me so pissed off - not much since I'm too happy to be pissed that much, but pissed nonetheless - is the part where Sasuke declared that he will be Hokage. I know, I know, He looked adorable when he said that, but yah know you can't just be a Psycho-oh-hell-I'm-gonna-kill-you-Aniki to being a Hokage. you just can't...so what I'm saying is...KISHIMOTO SENSEI...I CAN SMELL AN ENDING BATTLE BETWEEN NARUTO AND SASUKE BUT NOT TO KILL EACH OTHER BUT TO PROVE ON WHO'S BETTER! (or even better, after their battle, Sasuke will confess his feelings to our Naru-chan, because let's face it, Sasuke's so gay for Naruto, I swear. I'm not even saying this cause I'm a NaruSasu Fangirl but because I can smell it. *sniffsniff*) I'M BETTING FOR MY DEAR NARU-CHAN BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND IF ALL OF YOU BECAME SASUKE'S FANGIRLS AGAIN I DON'T CARE I'LL STICK TO MY ONE TRUE LOOVE!
*Coughs* Anyway, Thank you for reading, and on your way out, You can click that review button or fav or follow it. ? *imitiates Happy from fairytail's voice*
Oh, that creature is just adorable. :3
Chapter 2: I would rather sleep
5 months ago…
I opened the door to our apartment, tired from work. I tossed my keys at the coffee table while pulling my necktie off. I looked around the place seeing no one's making noises or anything. I just shrugged and walked straight to our room and saw Naruto waiting for me there, smiling at me seductively.
"Tsk, I'm tired dobe, I would rather sleep." I tossed my coat at him and he scowled.
"Aw, come on Teme! We hadn't had sex since that incident with Kiba. It's our fault that he walked in on us in the first place since we're in his house and doing it in his room. And I doubt that it will happen tonight, it's not like he's also here sleeping with us. Come on, Sasuke!" Naruto whined but still went and hang my coat inside my closet.
"I've had a shitty day at the company Naruto. That imbecile Danzo just wouldn't let us buy his soon-to-be-bankrupt company." I said while fixing a hot bath for me.
"Well, of course he's not going to sell it to you. After all, if it's already going to go bankrupt, why would some company – no less Uchiha Corporation – is so fixated on buying that company? Unless there's still something that you can get out of it that can benefit the company who will buy it, right? Which is true." I tsked at him and continued on stripping my clothes off.
"He's just having fun giving us headaches." I felt warm hands encircled in my waist and a hot breath on my ears.
"Then I'll help you with that headache of yours." Naruto whispered seductively in my ears. I elbowed him, and went inside the bathroom.
"I'm tired, dobe. I just want to sleep after I take a bath. You're being a headache yourself, so if you're so concerned about me, just let me be." I pulled the shower curtains and lay down on the tub, still aware of Naruto's presence.
"Well, sorry for being concerned!..." Naruto snapped back and walked out of the bathroom, and was followed by an "Asshole!" from the other side of the door.
I shook my head and slid deeper in the tub. I am actually tired and him fucking me senseless just cause he's horny wouldn't help my case either. Sometimes, Naruto just can't understand. I just wanted to sleep without stress or anything when I wake up the next morning. It's already hard dealing with my nosy brother. It's not my fault that my job is much more tedious than what he's doing.
"Tsk…dobe…" I closed my eyes and counted to 10.
-I would rather sleep-
7 days ago…
"I really am tired, Naruto. Just let me sleep for an hour then I can listen to you." I mumbled under the sheets and kept my eyes closed, wishing that the dobe can take a hint that, well, I really am tired.
"But Sasuke, I just need you to hear me out. The company just called awhile ago and said I got the promotion but I'm torn whether I should accept it or not because – guh – I'm going crazy and I can't think of any possible way to solve this fucking problem. I swear, those administration officers are plotting something against me just to have me out of the company. It's not my fault that the manager chose me for promotion!" Naruto whispered-shout at me while still shaking me awake.
"Well, congratulations on your promotion, now can I go back to sleep?" I muttered grumpily.
"No, you can't. Sasuke, I need you, Okay? What do you think I should do? Should I take the promotion and leave them with bad blood or decline the offer and settle the problem first?" I rolled on my back and glared at him with just my left eye.
"I don't care whether you leave with bad blood or decline the position and regretting your decision because you're too attached to those imbeciles who think highly of themselves. It's your problem, fix it!" I snapped at him and felt his body slump in resignation. I heard him mumble and I suddenly felt my annoyance turn into anger. I stood up and glared at him.
"What the fuck are you mumbling about now, Dobe?" I snapped angrily at him. It's just too early for this whining. Last night's stupid argument almost made me want to hit my head on a wall, and now this?
"I said that you could've just pretended that you at least care." He rolled his eyes at me then walked out of our room. I followed him, still pissed off that I didn't get my last hour of sleep.
"Then okay, fine. Naruto, you can do it. Just chose what your heart is telling you." I said, mockingly. "That's what you want me to say right? Then there, I already said it."
"You're not serious, right? You're not fucking serious!" Naruto looked at me disbelievingly. I wracked my hair from too much irritation.
"What do you fucking want from me, Naruto?" I wiped my hand across my face and looked at him once again.
"I just want you to listen to what I'm going through, is that too much?" he mumbled silently.
He wants me to listen? Then what the hell does he think I'm doing the whole time he's shouting at my ears? Am I not listening that time? Am I just sleeping that time? Because last time I check, I can't even sleep for a minute without hearing his annoying voice.
I felt myself in anger, only to regret everything at the end of it.
"You know what? You're fucking too much! Will you get out of my sight for once?"
-I would rather sleep-
Present day: Sunday, 6:30 pm
I woke up at 6:30 pm only to be welcomed by darkness. After my breakdown this morning, I went on my usual Sunday morning ritual. Brush my teeth, wash my face, make myself breakfast and eat my home made breakfast, still the same as usual. The only difference was that I brushed my teeth without Naruto talking nonstop beside me while brushing his teeth at the same time, no Naruto enjoying washing his face while playing with the water like a 5 year old brat, no whining Naruto about how he should be served like a king with a bowl of ramen and no Naruto who – despite all of his complaints about the lack of Ramen for breakfast – wouldn't hesitate on swallowing the food in one go.
None.
So I just opted on cleaning the house, trying to tire myself out. Then tried – but again, failed – on watching my favorite comedy sitcom and ended up falling asleep on the couch, which brought me to this pitch black apartment I have.
I stood up and walked to where I knew the switch was and clicked it on. The place, now lit, still felt like it was being enveloped with darkness.
I snorted at my fail attempt at being poetic.
Why do I always have to fail at everything? I failed as a son, as a brother, as the president of a company, as a friend and as a lover.
I walked straight to my bathroom and, unknowingly, opened the shower with my clothes still on. I remembered the night where I almost fell asleep in the tub while counting to ten when suddenly, the blonde idiot came bursting inside the bathroom completely naked and went inside the tub with me.
"Teme, you won't get rid of me that easily." He chuckled evilly, grinning from ear to ear. I was about to snap back at him about how tired I was that night but stopped when I felt a hand grip my member and a finger prodding my hole. I almost squeaked at the intrusion but stopped myself and instead, it came out as a grunt.
And it gave Naruto the idea that I also wanted it.
So in the end, even though I insisted that I'm tired, we ended up having sex in the tub, his hard thrusts causing the water from the tub to wave and fall at the floor. Grunts, moans and gasps can be heard the whole time. It was slow at first then fast, hard and wild then it became slow again. Almost sensually, passionately and lovingly. I cried out Naruto's name when I came that night while he kept mumbling I love you's before he came.
That night was tiring because of the problem in our company but when I think about it again, I did wake up happy and feeling relaxed, contented even, and not because I was able to sleep early, oh no far from that. I woke up relaxed because I spent the night with my most precious person and slept beside him satisfied and feeling loved.
I turned the shower off and choked back a gasp as I realized that I really am the biggest fool in the world, now regretting everything that I have done. I don't have work today, but still I'm so tired.
And for the second time, I fell asleep, clutching my wet clothes and bawling my eyes out.