Beta: HeartSNS
It was results day already and Naruto was waiting for the teacher to handover their results.
He was more calm then before and determined too. After his and Sasuke's little break down both of them spoke about Naruto's problem. Sasuke had said to him to stay strong because one hurdle was out of the way and that was Kakashi's sexuality. It was now clear about which way Kakashi swung. The problem now was to get Kakashi to notice Naruto. Naruto was thinking about giving up but his two friends wouldn't let him. They said for him to try until at least Kakashi rejected him out right. Sasuke said that it would be more heart breaking but then Naruto won't have any regrets.
After much convincing Naruto was better. The ache wasn't gone but he was better. Well at least he wasn't crying any more. He thought bitterly. Then his name was called. Naruto lazily saw the result and his eyes widened.
Kakashi heard the doorbell being rung and he lazily got up. It was Friday and he wasn't expecting anyone to ruin his quiet time. Kakashi opened the door and saw the blond mop of hairs and blue eyes looking at him. He was instantly reminded that today was the day of Naruto's results.
If Kakashi said it wasn't an awkward moment than it would be the understatement of the century. They were right now in kitchen and Kakashi offered Naruto orange juice and egg sandwiches. Which he devoured without a word.
But otherwise Naruto was quiet. He hadn't said a word. Not even acknowledged him and it had been already twenty minutes since Naruto came. He was taking his sweet time finishing sandwiches and juice. Kakashi couldn't take it anymore. He had to clear it. He had to tell Naruto that Asuma was just a sex friend. And even if he wasn't, it was impossible for them to be together. It would not work out. Kakashi bit the inside of his cheek, 'Why the hell am I getting so worked up over what he thinks.' But no matter what he had to make things clear.
"Naruto I.." Kakashi started but he was cut off by Naruto.
"Here. I got straight A's." Naruto slapped down the result on the counter in front of Kakashi.
Kakashi was momentarily dumbfounded but then he looked at the piece of paper and surely there was an A in front of every subject.
"...Congrats. Your parents must be happy." Kakashi cleared his throat and tried to give a small smile.
Naruto looked up at Kakashi with calculating eyes and calm face. His arms were on the counter and he was turned toward Kakashi. Kakashi felt uncomfortable under such a calculating gaze.
"I don't know. I came straight here after dropping my bag at home." Naruto said monotonically without batting his eyelashes.
"Oh." Kakashi really wanted to punch the wall on his smart response but really Naruto was
making it so difficult.
"Yeah. I came here to remind you of our promise. Tomorrow is Saturday so please be ready at eight. I have a whole day planned." Naruto said getting up from the stool and grabbing the piece of paper.
Kakashi opened his lips to say something but Naruto's behavior was so cold and distant that it made it impossible for him to say anything.
"Thanks for the sandwiches" Naruto said as parting words and left the house. Kakashi was left boiling in anger. Naruto was being too willful. Just forcing down his decision and not even asking what he wanted. It was too much but well, Kakashi wasn't childish. He made a promise and he was going to keep it. Kakashi rubbed his temples , took the plate and glass off the counter to wash them and to make a hot bitter cup of coffee to sooth his raging headache.
Time Skip
Next Morning:
Kakashi looked at his reflection. He was wearing plain black jeans and a gray full sleeved sweater. It wasn't that cold but still the mornings and evenings could get chilly. So better safe than sorry. He took a black leather jacket too. It was already 7:45. Kakashi sighed. He was tired as hell.
Kakashi came downstairs and made a cup of coffee. He didn't know what to expect today. What would be that brats wish anyway? He sighed and sipped his bitter warm coffee. It was almost eight when the doorbell rang. Kakashi washed the cup and then sighed. It was about time huh.
He opened the door and Naruto was standing there. He was wearing nice mustard color fitted jeans with a blue dress shirt with a navy blue cardigan. His hairstyle was looking messy and it was not so different from his usual look but still, over all it looked good on him. The blond locks, those blue eyes and that arrogant expression. He looked incredibly hot and edible.
"You have the whole day to stare at me. Can we go now?" The cocky way Naruto spoke left Kakashi really wanting to twist his ear but he simply sighed and nodded. It was his fault too for staring so long and thinking that indecent thought.
"Stop being so cocky you damn brat" Kakashi grumbled but Naruto only snickered in response.
They were heading toward Kakashi's car when Naruto halted in his step, "I've got dad's keys."
"No. We are going in my car" Kakashi dismissed Naruto.
"Fine. Wait a sec though. I'm gonna return the keys then" Naruto said and Kakashi shrugged. Naruto jogged back to his house.
Kakashi got into the car, leaned back and sighed. He really felt sleepy. Soon he heard a click and some shuffling. Kakashi opened his eyes to see Naruto getting in. He closed the door.
"So what's the plan?" Kakashi asked and started the engine.
"First I wanna have breakfast at that nice place you know, Lizzy's place. I had breakfast there once and they really make some good pancakes" Naruto said in a smooth tone. His expressions were soft but that was it.
"Is this part of your wish?" Kakashi asked a bit annoyed and pulled the car out into the street.
"Yeah." The reply was simple and nonchalant. Kakashi sighed and drove them to Lizzy's. They ordered pancakes. Naruto ordered a strawberry milkshake and Kakashi ordered a coffee. When they were done eating Naruto looked at his wrist watch and then looked at Kakashi.
"So we have two hours until the aquarium opens so any ideas? How can we kill some time?" Naruto inquired and Kakashi gave him a strange look.
"You asked me to get ready at eight. We had breakfast here. Now Naruto, tell me what's going on?" Kakashi said sipping the last drop of coffee.
"Well since I won the bet you are stuck for the day with me. You have to fulfill my wishes" Naruto shrugged his shoulders and gave a sly grin.
Kakashi just sighed and shook his head. They paid and left. Since it was early they decided to take a walk in the park closer to the aquarium. They fell into a random conversation about anything and everything. But mostly it was Naruto who was talking and Kakashi was surprised on Naruto's ability to break the awkwardness. There wasn't any trace of previous bitterness. He was talking about something that one of his classmate did during P.E. and he was laughing uncontrollably. He looked so beautiful in the morning glow. It was breathtaking and Kakashi had to remind himself to control his urge to push down Naruto. It wasn't meant to be this way. Kakashi's stomach churned with unease. He tried to shake off this feeling and just enjoy Naruto's company.
The rest of the day was spent by Kakashi following Naruto around the city here and there fulfilling his childish whims. It felt more and more like a date but Kakashi tried to not think about that.
It was already seven when they returned tired. Naruto fell asleep during their drive. Once they were outside Naruto's house Kakashi stopped the car and shook Naruto gently. Naruto yawned, sleepily rubbed his eyes and opened them.
"Get up sleepy head. We're home." Kakashi gently ruffled the wild blond mess as Naruto sighed and opened the car door getting out. Kakashi stopped the engine and got out. The night air was cold and crisp. Naruto shivered a bit and Kakashi's gaze narrowed unconsciously.
"Today was fun thanks" Naruto said with a small smile when Kakashi came and stood in front of him.
"I enjoyed it to so no thanks is required." Kakashi waved his hand and gave a smile.
Naruto nodded, looked straight into his eyes, biting those plump lips and then licked them. Kakashi had to inhale deeply to make his insides less hot.
"Well then go inside. Your parents must be worrying" Kakashi said trying to just leave now because the mood was changing and he wasn't comfortable.
"Are you trying to get rid of me?" Naruto took a step closer and asked in a low purr. Kakashi's eyes widened. Goodness! What happened?
"I'm not. Just go back for now" Kakashi said trying to create distance between them but Naruto just took another step closer.
"I will, but before that I have something I want to tell you" Naruto said still coming closer to him until their faces were inches apart.
"I'm listening." Kakashi tried his best to not show how much their proximity was affecting him.
"You...you know that I like you right?" Naruto said momentarily flushed, "and even if you don't... I.. I wanna tell you that.. I really do" Naruto said pausing many times biting his lips to alleviate some of the tension.
"I like you too Naruto. You're a nice kid." Kakashi tried to change the intense mood but Naruto furrowed his eyebrows.
"Well my like is different Kakashi and you know that too" Naruto said with a cute pout while batting his eyelashes in a natural sexy manner.
"I really don't know what you are talking about" Kakashi said gritting his teeth.
Naruto just gave a sly smile and in the next moment Kakashi, was in too much shock that his body betrayed him, so he was stuck in the place he was standing. He felt the warm plump lips touch his cold and chapped ones. To say he was surprised on Naruto's boldness was an understatement. He was shocked beyond recovery. He never thought that Naruto would act this boldly. When Naruto's lips left his he just looked at the boy in front of him with a bewildered expression.
Naruto stroked his lips gently with his fingers and gave a shy smile, "I hope you get it now." The half lidded blue eyes were full with lust and desire. Kakashi tried to regain his ability to speak.
"Naruto, how dare.." Kakashi felt rage boiling in his stomach. But Naruto was quick to press his palm over Kakashi's lips.
"No matter how angry you get I'm not going to give up on you. I'll make you mine." The words were spoken with confidence. With that Naruto turned to his house.
"No matter what you do I'll never be yours" Kakashi said the words coolly and Naruto halted in his steps, turned and gave a smile.
"We will see about that. Good night Kakashi" Naruto said and turned. Kakashi stood and was left biting his lips lost in his thoughts.
'The brat was going to be death of him.' These were Kakashi's thoughts nowadays…
Naruto was being extremely touchy feely with lots of contentious flirting. Just like right now when Kakashi played a piece of music and gave the flute back to Naruto. He deliberately touched his fingers and held his hand there for more than necessary. It was bothering Kakashi to no end.
"Stop this" Kakashi said irritated.
Naruto innocently eyed his crush and gave a sly foxy smile, "What did I do?"
"You clearly know what you are doing. Stop playing this childish game with me! I'm too old for your stupid games." Kakashi saw how Naruto flinched a bit and bit his lips in a nervous manner. He felt bad but he was clearly too irritated right now to care about it.
"If you just accept my confession then I wouldn't have to do this" Naruto mumbled in a hurt tone.
"Naruto stop this! Just stop doing this! I will never date you! You are my childhood friend's son! We are years apart! Why are you being so stubborn?!" Kakashi said bitterly and glared at the blond in front of him.
"This is not something to reject. I know Mom and Papa won't reject me and they'll accept you too. And the age factor is also nothing to.." Naruto's optimism made Kakashi hate him even more.
"Accept? I don't give a fuck about acceptance or not! Can't you understand what I'm saying! You are too naive! Just leave. I don't want you here anymore" Kakashi said coldly and Naruto's eyes flashed with hurt. But he didn't argue, he grabbed his flute and bag, then left Kakashi's quickly.
Kakashi sighed and then tried to just shake the brat out of his mind. He took his phone out of his pocket and then dialed a number.
"Hey Obito. It's me Kakashi."
"Yo Ishi wt's up man?" Obito asked in a gruff voice.
"Just ringing to tell you that I'm coming."
"Ahan.. Come baby I'll be waiting."
Kakashi hung up the call and took his his keys from his dresser. Soon he was out to meet one of his 'friends.'
Time Skip
Next day when Naruto came, he was quiet and a lot less touchy than the past days. Kakashi eyed the boy warily and then gave him a cup of milk coffee.
Naruto looked up and took the coffee with a small 'thanks.' Kakashi just nodded his head and took a seat beside him opening his book.
"Are you done with your math assignment?" Kakashi asked.
"Yeah almost. But will you please explain this one again?" Naruto asked while looking a bit sheepish. Kakashi nodded and placed his book on the side. He leaned forward and looked at the problem. He was explaining the problem when he suddenly felt Naruto's heated gaze on him. He sighed annoyed, 'Here it comes', he thought.
"Naruto you should.." but before Kakashi could say more Naruto stood up hastily.
"Even if you want to reject me, this is still so harsh Kakashi! Are you deliberately showing me your hickies!?" Naruto asked growling with hurt.
"Eh.. What are you saying! Even If I have hickies all over me it has nothing to do with you and second why would I do something so childish?!" Kakashi said glaring at Naruto.
"Nothing to do with me! You fucking know how much I love you and you're showing me what some other man gave you!" Naruto shouted with anger getting closer.
"I'm telling you. You have no right to get possessive over me! I'm not yours!" Kakashi said narrowing his gaze and said every word curtly.
"Is it again about my dad being your damn friend Kakashi? Are you trying to have me give up by doing something like this?" Naruto asked heatedly.
"Yes. It is. I don't want to be with you because I don't want to appear as a pedophile in front of my friend's eyes. And Naruto you! Are you even gay? Tell me!" Kakashi asked furious on Naruto's nagging. "Just drop it. I have no time for a closet kid like you" Kakashi said in a bored tone.
".." Naruto opened his lips but then they quivered and he just blinked his eyes to keep the tears at the bay. Next moment Naruto took his books and left Kakashi's place while slamming the door shut behind him.
Kakashi fell limply on the couch and sighed. 'That boy is going to be the death of me' He thought tensed.
He was over his old crush a long time ago but he still respected Minato. When he came out to his family, the result was a cold stare from his father and his mother just left the table. From that day on the perfect family disappeared. They never said a word on this matter. It's just his parents were less and less at home and more and more outside. Even his mother started working until late hours. When he graduated they completely left him on his own. Kakashi always thought that maybe if they would have shouted at him or showed how disappointed they were at him then it would've been better. Better than being ignored like he didn't even exist. He was in his second semester in college when he heard that his parents adopted another child. They legally transferred the house to him. It was the first time in years when they talked to him.
In all those years while he faced rejection from people, Minato was always the same caring friend. He hated the fact that Naruto would be accepted by his own family. He knew it was mean and selfish but he hated it. He was even more furious on the fact that he was reacting to Naruto's casual touches. His flirting, his smiles, his minty breath and his sweet spicy scent. It was making him go mad. It wasn't supposed to be this way. He was supposed to be a mature adult. He was supposed to be hurt over the fact he caused pain to Naruto. He wasn't supposed to feel for the idiotic blond brat. Life was so unfair.
Minato looked at his son and gave a mental sigh at his son's spaced out expressions. He looked lost in his thoughts. He looked at his wife and she looked worried too. Naruto was his precious baby boy. Even though he was almost as tall as Minato, getting muscular and coming up to his seventeenth birthday, Naruto was still his baby boy. His precious and lovely child. And he was determined to do anything for him.
"Son your dinner is getting cold" Minato said gently and Naruto snapped out of his daze.
"Uh.. sorry" He said twirling his fork around the noodles.
"Is it not tasty? Is it too salty?" Kushina asked worried. She specially made the soupy Asian noodles Naruto loved to eat just to lift her son's mood.
"No ma it's good really." Naruto gave a small smile and ate a fork full of noodles.
Minato looked at Kushina and she gestured her eyes to her husband to insist he say something. Minato cleared his throat and looked away. Kushina rolled her eyes on her husband's hesitation.
"Is there something troubling you Naruto?" Kushina asked in a serious tone.
"Uh.. NO. Why are you asking?" He asked gulping down a spoon full of soup. Suddenly very tense on the prying eyes of his parents.
"You know that you can tell us anything and we would help you and never judge you right son?" This time it was Minato with a friendly smile on his face and Naruto nodded.
"So Naruto if you really believe that then please talk to us. You are making us really worried" Kushina said straight to the point and Naruto was struck with no ways to get out of this.
"I'm fine really. You are worried for nothing." Naruto gave a smile trying to lighten the tensed mood. But his parents weren't buying it.
"So you don't really believe in us huh." Kushina asked with hurt flashing in her eyes. 'Oh no.. not this' Naruto mentally groaned. There was no escaping out of this.
"...I like someone" He said while gathering all his courage. This was it.
"Oh that's wonderful. Is it Sakura?" Kushina asked thrilled.
"No ma. It's not her." He bit his lips and looked down on his bowl of noodles. It was still slightly steaming.
"Then is it Sasuke?" Minato asked casually and Naruto almost spurted his food out of his
mouth.
"Dad?!" Naruto said coughing. Kushina hurriedly gave him a glass of water.
"It's not that unusual sweety you know. You two are close so it's not that surprising" Kushina said shrugging her shoulders and winked.
"Well yeah that's cool and all but it's not Sasuke though umm this person is a guy too.." Naruto mumbled out the last part of the sentence. He was feeling way too nervous.
Kushina and Minato looked at each other and then Minato actually yelled out, "NOOOO WAYYY!"
Naruto snapped his head up at his parents expressions. His dad was laughing and Kushina was chuckling too.
"What?" Naruto asked.
"It's Kakashi right! That bastard. I knew he would charm you. Oh God. My boy's virginity is at risk" Minato said with a huff and pouted. His dad was actually pouting and not raging.
"Uh no.. I really didn't want my baby to become his woman but it can't be helped" Kushina said too sighing.
"Wo-woman? What are you saying. I'm not a woman! He hasn't even accepted me!" Naruto said flushing. Damn! They are so embarrassing.
"Huh? He rejected my baby?" Kushina asked her eyes widening.
"He doesn't want to disappoint dad and he said I'm too young" Naruto said pouting. He never knew it would feel this good to talk to his parents about his love problems.
"Well love is love. Even I had some crushes on guys and your mum even had a girlfriend before me too" Minato said smiling. "He shouldn't care about such crap."
"Thanks dad." Naruto smiled this time from the depth of his heart.
"Yup. Don't give up! We are Namikazes! We always get what we want! Now who wants another serving of hot steamy noodles?!" Kushina asked animatedly.
"Me!" Naruto and his dad yelled together and Kushina was serving them another bowl. His parents kept on teasing him and joking around. And Naruto felt like half of the weight already left his heart.
Kakashi heard his doorbell ringing and came out of his study to open the door. He looked at the time. It was only four in the evening and it was Saturday too.
When he opened the door he saw Minato standing there in a dinner suit with Kushina in beautiful red cocktail dress with her red hair curled. She looked breathtakingly beautiful.
"Hey?" He asked a bit surprised.
"Uh hey Kakashi. How are you?" Minato asked giving a nervous smile and Kakashi was wary over his style.
"I'm fine. What's up?" He asked folding his arms over his chest.
"I'm taking Kushina for a date and we are staying overnight. Could you please take care of Naruto?" Minato asked still giving nervous smile. "Just call him. You don't have to go inside" Minato said quickly and Kakashi felt like he was punched in his stomach. Now he got it why Minato looked worried. And why Kushina wasn't even looking his way.
Naruto told them...
"Why don't you drop him over at his friend's?" Kakashi asked curtly and glared at the lawn. 'I have to cut it too' Kakashi suddenly thought.
"Well we would but they are out of town too. Really this was our last resort" Kushina said rolling her eyes and Kakashi wanted to kill himself.
It was humiliating.
It was making him so nausea-tic.
Was this it?
When it came to their son. He was suddenly an abomination.
Kakashi smirked painfully at their cruelty.
"Don't worry Minato. I'll take care of him" Kakashi said smiling. Minato just nodded and again giving an anxious smile.
They turned and drove away in the car while waving at him. Kakashi suddenly felt lonely. Too lonely. He came inside and looked at his surrounding. It was too quiet and his mind was swirling with bitter thoughts. He went into the kitchen, opened the fridge and took out a bottle of red wine from his wine collection. He was going to drink to forget. To forget about that selfish brat and his cruel parents and his own cold hearted parents. He was going to drink away his misery.
"Do you think he noticed?" Minato asked in a anxious tone.
"I really don't know. I hope we weren't too obvious" Kushina said looking at her husband while playing with her tensed curls.
"I really hope he forgives us" Minato said his brows furrowed.
"He will thanks us one day. Nobody can love him as much as our baby" Kushina said pouting.
"I hope he forgives us for setting him up" Minato said again.
"I just hope Naruto avails this opportunity and straightens things up with him" Kushina said in a hopeful tone.
"But I still don't want Naruto to have sex with him. He has to wait until he is eighteen" Minato said huffing.
"Just drive now you are being stupid." Kushina rolled her eyes and scolded her husband who looked still tensed. She shook her head, took hold of Minato's hand and gently interlinked their fingers. She brought his hands to her lips and gave a kiss. Minato relaxed a bit and a smile tugged on his lips. Kushina smiled too and prayed in her heart for her son's happiness.
Naruto was watching TV absentmindedly and his mind was a hurricane of thoughts. His parents were out for the night to give him time to bug Kakashi enough to make him give in. And to tell him that he would love him no matter what came up in their lives. When Minato told him about Kakashi's parents Naruto was absolutely livid. How could those people do something like this to someone as amazing as Kakashi. How could they leave their son and start their own new life. He was even more determined to love Kakashi and make him feel accepted.
Naruto looked at the time. It was seven already. He had to do something. Someone banged on his door. Naruto yelped and jumped up to mid air and breathed deeply. Someone banged on the door again.
Naruto thought about calling Kakashi but he swallowed the lump in his throat, switched off the TV and went to open the door. When he opened the door he was shocked to see Kakashi, his shirt halfway unbuttoned and in bare feet. His head was down and he looked like he was swaying a bit too.
"Kakashi?" He called out to the man and when Kakashi looked up Naruto was shocked to see the bloodshot eyes, messy hairs and not to mention how his eyes were darting everywhere.
"Kakashi are you drunk? What happened?" Naruto felt curious and worried altogether.' What happened to make Kakashi drink his ass off like this?'
Kakashi said nothing and stared into space. Naruto sighed and stepped aside, "Well come inside. It would be weird if someone saw you like this" Naruto said looking concerned. Kakashi wobbled a bit a bit, went inside and Naruto got a whiff of strong smelling alcohol.
"How much did you drink? You reek of booze" Naruto said looking worried.
"A lot" Kakashi slurred and Naruto just rolled his eyes. 'Yeah genius a lot.'
"Well go sit in the lounge I'll get some water for you" Naruto said closing the door.
He strode toward the kitchen and when he came back into the lounge Kakashi was sitting down on the carpet, leaning against the couch with his eyes closed. His hair was messy and strands were sticking at random angles with his legs sprawled out in front of him. Naruto moved towards him. He sat down beside Kakashi and placed the water bottle and glass on the coffee table.
"Kakashi I brought water" Naruto said softly. Kakashi opened his red eyes and looked at Naruto with a blank face. It was eerily quiet. Kakashi was staring at him and it was making Naruto uncomfortable.
"Drink some water. You'll feel better" Naruto said trying to get a reaction out of Kakashi. He went to reach out to grab the bottle but Kakashi was quick to grab his wrist in a painfully strong grip. Naruto mentally groaned with pain. "Kakas…"
"Why did you do this to me Naruto?" Kakashi said so venomously that Naruto flinched a bit.
"What are saying Kakashi? What did I do?" Naruto furrowed his eyebrows and bit his lips.
"What you did?" Kakashi gritted out the words. Naruto's words snapped something inside him. "You took my only safe place away from me!" Kakashi yelled out in a hoarse voice.
Naruto was dumbfounded.
"What are you talking about Kakashi? I really don't get what are you saying and please let go of my hand!" Naruto gently tried to pry Kakashi's hand away but it seems that it simply snapped Kakashi more.
"You don't get what you did? You ruined my peaceful life! You took away my peace of mind and my only safe place! How could you do this to me?" Kakashi said enraged.
*"What are you... mmphh" Naruto was cut off by Kakashi suddenly pushing him down and capturing his lips in a bruising kiss. Kakashi was still holding his wrist and his other hand was holding Naruto's jaw on the spot in a rough grip. Naruto tried to push Kakashi away but it was becoming difficult with his own body betraying him. The lack of oxygen was also making him light headed not to mention the way Kakashi was kissing him was making him dizzy too. Kakashi wasn't biting gently. His touch was rough and crude. He was biting and nipping without mercy. Naruto could taste his own blood seeping through his pursed lips and when Kakashi sucked the bruised spot again harshly he winced a bit.
Kakashi was getting out of control and it was making Naruto panic. He tried to push Kakashi away with all his might but what Kakashi did next had Naruto momentarily frozen. He had grabbed his erection making Naruto gasp with surprise. Kakashi took the opportunity to shove his tongue into Naruto mouth violently. Naruto tried to pry away Kakashi's hand off his partly hardened member.*
"Oh, so you are getting hard huh? Enjoying it rough?" Kakashi released his lips and said with a sadistic smile and cold eyes.
"Get the hell away from me right now!" Naruto whisper yelled, trembling with rage. His face was flushed and hairs were messily sticking to the sides of his face. His abused lips were red and swollen.
"You weren't complaining when I was shoving my tongue down your throat! Poor Minato doesn't even know what a slut his son is" Kakashi said tilting his head like a maniac and looking at Naruto with cold yet furious eyes.
"Fuck you Kakashi! I don't get what the fuck got your panties in a knot but stop releasing your frustration on me!" Naruto growled angrily and tried to push Kakashi away, "You say I'm the slut! I wasn't the one fucking in a hallway!" Naruto knew it was a low blow and he shouldn't be saying this in Kakashi's current mental condition but fuck he was angry.
"…Did you tell them this too? Was this why they were looking so nervous?" Kakashi said in a small vulnerable voice. Both of his hands on either sides of Naruto's head and his head hanging low.
Naruto stared at the man above him. It was so dim under the light coming from window so he couldn't see clearly but he noticed that Kakashi's body was shaking lightly. 'Is he crying?' Naruto licked his bruised lips worried and gently reached to tuck Kakashi's bangs behind his ear.
"Kakashi…" He gently called out to him but Kakashi didn't move, his body continued to shake. Naruto sighed. He gently reached out his other hand and cupped Kakashi face. He felt the wetness of Kakashi's cheeks and Naruto's heart ached for his pain.
Kakashi was severely mistaken. 'Oh God. Mom and dad why must you act all nervous. You gave the poor guy the wrong idea' Naruto thought, mentally sighing.
"Kakashi listen to me please. You..mmphh." *Naruto was again cut off by Kakashi's intruding mouth. Kakashi pinned both of Naruto arms above his head in a swift moment. Naruto's eyes widened and he winced when Kakashi bit again on his already bruised lips. Naruto tried to keep his bleeding lips shut but under Kakashi's viscous intruding tongue Naruto gasped with pain. He tried to kick and squirm but it only made situation worse with Kakashi nestling between his legs and hovering closely.
"Stop squirming so much! Isn't this what you wanted huh? Isn't this for what you just ruined everything for me!" Kakashi said growling angrily and grabbed Naruto's now hard member again.
"Kakashi what the fuck! Listen to me! Stop touching me now!" Naruto said through clenched teeth. He wriggled again trying to get Kakashi off but damn Kakashi was much stronger than him even though Naruto was just two to three inches shorter than Kakashi. And the position he was in wasn't helping either. Naruto felt completely helpless.
"Kakashi please stop. You're seriously gonna regret it" Naruto said panicking when Kakashi violently tore away his buttoned up shirt. Kakashi leaned down and attached his lips to Naruto's nipples. He flickered his tongue over them and Naruto clenched his teeth hard to not to let out his voice. He tried to squirm away but Kakashi laid on him. Squishing Naruto's body with his weight and seizing his movements. Naruto's heart thumped loudly.
"Kakashi please you've got it all wrong. I.. didn't..uhh" Naruto bit his lips hard and tried not to moan when Kakashi sneaked his hand between their bodies, slipped inside his trousers and stroked it over his boxers.
"Kakashi don't.. please.. I didn't .. said.. Ughh.." Naruto tried to say between gasping but Kakashi roughly grasped his erection.
"Don't talk! I don't want to listen to your voice. I'm giving you what you wanted right? So be grateful" Kakashi said roughly trying to slip his trousers down.
"NO NO NO NO PLEASE DON'T KAKASHI!". Naruto cried out trying to get Kakashi to stop. Naruto continued to struggle and managed to get his hands free but is wasn't enough to push Kakashi away. Naruto's heart was in his throat. Kakashi roughly dragged his trousers and boxers down to his thighs and Naruto was frozen.
'Why wasn't Kakashi listening to him? What the hell was he planning on doing with him? Was this the same person he fell in love with?' Naruto felt torn. But Kakashi didn't stop. He took advantage of Naruto's shock and pinned him again and stroked Naruto's hard member.
"Look how much pre-cum is gathering at the tip. You're really feeling it huh?" Kakashi chuckled darkly and Naruto snapped out of his shock.
"Stop.. Stop it- Kakashi.. Stop .. I don't want it. Let go of me!" Naruto felt tears gathering in his eyes but Kakashi ignored it. He was completely ignoring Naruto's protests. Kakashi leaned down and bit hard on Naruto's left nipple, drawing blood. He kept stroking Naruto roughly not listening to a word what the blond was saying. Naruto's body writhed and he felt his orgasm close.
"Kakashi.. please stop.. you are.. Unhh mistaken.. Pl-please.. listen.. My father.. would never..nnghhh..." Naruto was cut short by the power of his orgasm. Naruto arched his body and bit his already bleeding lips harshly to not let out his voice. His body squirmed and Naruto felt warm tears run down his cheek. Kakashi kept stroking him, biting and sucking on Naruto's torso. Naruto was panting hard. His heart clenched in pain on just what happened.
Kakashi didn't listen to his protests.
Didn't try to talk with him.
Just sentenced him the punishment.
Naruto tried not to cry or sob in front of him but a quiet whimper still left his lips. Naruto peeked through his trembling eyelashes, 'Was he satisfied now?'
Naruto arched his back and his eyes widened when he felt Kakashi's wet and sticky cum finger nudging his entrance.* Naruto felt his heart was going to burst. 'NO!' he mentally screamed. There was no way he was going to let his first time be a drunken mistake. He wasn't going to let Kakashi do this. Naruto flailed his body wildly and tried to get rid of Kakashi's strong hold over his wrists.
"Let go of me! Fuck you Kakashi! Stop!" Naruto screamed and Kakashi just clicked his tongue in annoyance.
"Stop struggling so much you. It's not like it would be your first time huh." The moment these words left Kakashi's mouth Naruto's body stilled just for a second. Naruto didn't know how the strength came to him but he freed one of his wrists, reached out to the glass on the table and in the next moment all of the glass contents was emptied on Kakashi's face. Kakashi stopped immediately and his grip became loose on Naruto's wrist. He looked at Naruto blankly and Naruto's gut wrenched with pain. 'The fuck..? Kakashi wasn't ashamed at all.' Next moment Naruto punched Kakashi's face with all his might and Kakashi stumbled off of him. Naruto felt tears straining his face.
Kakashi pressed his palm to his bruised cheek and looked at Naruto with gritted teeth.
"Fuck you Kakashi! Fuck you! Fuck you! I didn't tell mom and dad anything! They guessed by themselves that I have feelings for you." Naruto's face was hung down. He pressed his knees close to his body and shook.
"They went out on the date to give us time. They were anxious you would find out." Naruto looked up and stared straight into Kakashi's shocked eyes. Kakashi opened his lips and then shut them tight, his eyes filling with regret.
"Naruto.." Kakashi tried to say something with a strained voice.
"Leave!" Naruto said looking away.
"Naruto please... I'm sorry. I'm such an idiot. I.." Kakashi scrambled closer to Naruto and tried to touch his arm but Naruto flinched away.
"Don't. Touch. Me." Naruto lashed out in bitter tone."Just go away. I don't want to see your face! Ever!"
"Naruto please.." Kakashi tried again in a hoarse voice but it was no use.
"No! You never listened to me! Why should I now? Just go away." Naruto said in a monotonic tone. Kakashi just sucked in a breath and slowly got up. He looked back when he was at the end of the lounge but Naruto didn't look his way. Soon Naruto heard the door being shut.
He fixed his trousers with shaky fingers and then reached out to his cell on the couch. He sent a text and the laid down on the hard wooden floor. His body started to tremble and shake as the reality of what just happened came crashing down on his emotionally weak body. He cried out in a muffled scream.
He felt like he couldn't stop crying nor stop his body from trembling. It was too much. His heart hurt so bad like someone was squeezing it. He felt like his whole body was burning and his lungs were suddenly dysfunctional and couldn't provide him enough oxygen to breath. Why was it hurting so bad? Why did he felt so used and dirty? He cried and sobbed while curled in a ball.
He didn't hear the front door opening. Nor did he hear when two people entered the lounge. He didn't open his eyes when the light was switched on. Nor he did reacted when he heard the light gasps. He was shook gently to look up and come out of his curled position.
"Naruto. Hey..look at us. Please" He heard Sakura's soft gentle pleading.
"Let me take a look at him." He heard the soft whisper of Sasuke.
'They're here.' Naruto thought a bit relieved.
He heard the silent gasp of his friends, slowly opened his eyes and then whimpered again. He was suddenly wrapped in Sasuke's strong arms. He exhaled a shaky breath and softly clenched Sasuke's shirt in his fists. He could hear Sakura sobbing and cursing. Naruto softly mumbled into Sasuke's shirt, "'Sas'ke"
"We are here" Sasuke said in a strong voice. Naruto nodded into his chest letting his tears run freely and clenching his fists tighter. His body started to shake again. He felt the gentle stroking of Sakura's slender soft fingers in his hair and the soft soothing whispers of his friends.
He knew he had to tell them everything and he wasn't going to hide it. But they weren't asking right now and he was thankful for that.
Kakashi stumbled out of Minato residence gasping for air. He could hear his heart thudding loudly in his rib cage.
"Kakashi don't.. Please.. I didn't .. said.."
Kakashi felt his gut wrenching and bile forming.
"Kakashi please you've got it all wrong. I.. didn't..uhh"
Kakashi felt like throwing up. He pressed his palm over his lips and stumbled into his house.
"Kakashi.. please stop.. You are.. Unhh mistaken.. Pl-please.. listen.. My father.. would never..uh" Naruto's body was writhing in an unwanted orgasm and his eyes were shimmering with unshed tears.
Kakashi was panting hard, clutching his shirt over his heart. "Stop it" he mumbled hoarsely.
"NO NO NO NO PLEASE DON'T KAKASHI" Naruto was struggling and looking at him with fear in his eyes.
"Stop please!" Kakashi pressed his palms over his ears.
"Kakashi please stop. You're seriously gonna regret it." Naruto eyes were teary.
"Regret"
Yes he was regretting it.
Regretting it so bad that he wanted to claw out his heart.
Wanted to cut his hands which caused pain to Naruto.
He wanted to forget that he became a monster.
Kakashi slowly stumbled into the kitchen and took the knife.
"Leave!" The cold tone cut through his heart like a swift blade.
*Naruto's blank and tear stained face flashed through his eyes and Kakashi slit his wrist.
He saw the blood gushing out like a fountain and stumble back. He fell down on the hard tiled floor and his breathing was labored. He felt his vision go blurry and his body getting cold. He whimpered out Naruto's name and then darkness took over.*
Time Skip
Naruto looked at the date and bit his lips. It was the same date and he sighed.
"It's hot" He mumbled huffing. It was already mid July and his air conditioner wasn't working.
Naruto scowled at nothing and then threw his pillow at the wall. Sasuke was visiting his brother with his family in Australia, Sakura was visiting her grandparents back in their hometown and he was stuck here at home.
Naruto's father was on a business trip for a month so his mother and him were stuck at home doing nothing. Naruto rolled on his back and stared at the ceiling running his fingers through his messy blond curls.
'Eight months...'
Naruto thought. It has been already eight months since that incident with Kakashi. After he cried himself to sleep the next morning he was running a fever. He was thankful to Sasuke and Sakura. Those two covered up for him telling his parents that Naruto called them over and that they were running around when Naruto fell from mid stairs and hurt himself. Naruto smirked painfully, 'Such a common lie.' His parents fussed about taking him to the hospital but Sasuke stopped them by saying they already took him there before they came home and nothing was serious.
But of course when he got better he had to tell them everything. Sakura was furious and even Sasuke looked enraged. He told Naruto that when he saw the busted lip, his bitten and bruised torso he wanted to rip Kakashi apart. Naruto just smiled at his friends love. Seriously it was a great emotional support for him.
As for Kakashi, both of them completely ignored each others existence. At least that's what Naruto did. He did noticed that Kakashi's pale complexion was even more pale and his eye looked dead. He never even smiled anymore. Naruto heart ached but he wasn't going to talk to Kakashi.
He even stopped the tuition and when his parents asked he told them that he would explain when he felt better. He was grateful that they didn't ask anymore but they did look extremely worried.
Life wasn't same as before. Naruto knew. And the subtle ache in his chest was the indication that he still wasn't over Kakashi. He still would sneak peeks of Kakashi. But now it was just his own little secret. He didn't even talk to Sasuke and Sakura about this anymore. He wasn't happy but he was trying hard to not let others get affected by this. He smiled and laughed but in the privacy of his room he still cried over his lost love because he still cared.
"Naruto. Oiii. Naruto down stairs!" Naruto snapped out of his thoughts by his mother's shouting.
Naruto got up huffing. He got down stairs. His mother was making lemonade.
"LEMONADE!" Naruto yelled out happily and rushed to the kitchen. But before he could just start drinking from jug, his mother slapped away his hands.
"Hands off" Kushina yelled out.
"Ow ma! You are so mean" Naruto whines.
"I'm not! Yours is in the fridge. First go and give this jug to Kakashi" She said turning and cutting the vegetables.
"Why?" Naruto asked suddenly nervous.
"Because it's hot and Kakashi is a single guy. He doesn't make fancy things. Now go" Kushina said simply.
"Lemonade is not fancy!" Naruto grumbled.
"Naruto!" Kushina warned.
"FINE!" Naruto scowled and took the jug to get out.
He tried to control the uncontrollable beating of his crazy heart when he rang the bell. He heard the click of the door opening and there stood Kakashi in a long sleeve baggy shirt with gray sweatpants. Naruto's heart was beating like crazy and he felt his face flushing.
'Thank God it's hot outside.'
"Uh..mom made lemonade" Naruto said stiffly. Kakashi nodded opening his door and stepping aside.
"Uh.. no.. I'm fine. Just take it." Naruto shook his head and moistened his sudden dry lips by licking them. He looked away from Kakashi.
"Please come inside" Kakashi said softly and Naruto's head snapped to Kakashi's direction. 'He looks so... weak'. Naruto felt his heart clenching with worry. What was wrong with Kakashi? Was he sick?
Naruto nervously nodded and stepped inside. Kakashi softly closed the door behind him. Naruto stepped into the kitchen and placed the lemonade on the counter. Naruto felt nostalgic. At this counter they shared coffee and juice and other snacks so many times. Naruto remembered when he was little he would come every day to listen to Kakashi's flute. While Kakashi played he would eat chips or other simple snacks made by Kakashi. Naruto felt utterly sad. They were so distant now.
"Do you want some?" Kakashi asked again in a soft voice and came into the kitchen.
"No. I just came to give it. I'll be going now" Naruto said getting up from the stool but Kakashi gently placed his hand over Naruto's. Naruto flinched a bit surprised on the sudden contact and Kakashi quickly moved his hand away.
"Sorry" Kakashi mumbled out an apology and looked away.
"No. It's fine. I was just surprised" Naruto said again, biting his lips and looked at Kakashi who was hanging his head. 'Was his hair always this long?' Naruto thought.
"Do you want some?" Kakashi again asked turning his back from Naruto. This time Naruto didn't say no and simply said a small 'yes'. Kakashi nodded, grabbed a cup, filled it with lemonade and placed it in front of Naruto.
"Aren't you going to drink some too?" Naruto asked after a large gulp.
"I will later" Kakashi said in the same soft voice looking away from him.
Naruto furrowed his eyebrows, "No drink it right now! And while you are at it make some sandwiches and eat 'em. You look like you're gonna faint right now" Naruto said scowling angrily. 'What the hell was wrong with Kakashi? He doesn't feel like the same person.'
"I will eat later. I'm not hungry. But..uh should I make some sandwiches for you?" Kakashi asked not looking into his eyes and mumbling softly.
Naruto hopped of the stool and angrily strode to the kitchen counter. He filled his cup with lemonade and then shoved it in Kakashi's hands.
"Drink."
Kakashi looked really pale now. "Naruto I.." He tried to reason.
"No. Drink it now!" Naruto said glaring at Kakashi. Kakashi looked helplessly at the lemonade and then at Naruto. He bit his chapped lips and slowly brought it to his lips. He took a gulp and Naruto relaxed. While Kakashi finished the lemonade Naruto quickly fixed a simple sandwich. Which Kakashi started to eat reluctantly. Naruto felt quite relaxed until Kakashi's body suddenly hunched over, he threw the sandwich on the plate and ran off to his room. Naruto was quick to follow him. When he came came closer to the bathroom he saw Kakashi's shaking body bent over the toilet throwing up.
"Fuck." Naruto cursed under his breath and quickly came to Kakashi's side. He gently rubbed Kakashi's back while he emptied his stomach. Once Kakashi was done he slouched down near the toilet. Naruto gently gathered Kakashi's trembling body in his arms and helped him get up. Kakashi was wobbling so Naruto held him while Kakashi brushed his teeth. Once he was done Naruto helped him to get on the bed. Kakashi rolled over to his side and hugged the sheets closer. He was still trembling slightly. Naruto flopped down near Kakashi on the bed.
"I'm sorry" Kakashi softly mumbled and Naruto looked at the man in front of him. He didn't know where it came from but a strong feeling of protectiveness and possessiveness surged through his body. Kakashi looked so vulnerable and weak. Like he was on the brink of breaking.
Naruto reached out his hand and softly ran his fingers through Kakashi's long snowy hairs. "Don't apologize."
"Naruto.." Kakashi let out his name in a shaky breath and cupped Naruto's hands with his. This action caused Kakashi's sleeve to ride up and Naruto's eyes widened. When Kakashi noticed he quickly flinched away covering his arm hastily.
"Kakashi you are cutting?" Naruto asked in disbelief.
"Naruto.." Kakashi mumbled out his name and reached out his trembling hands to hold Naruto's clenching fist.
"Why?" Naruto growled but Kakashi just looked away. "Damn it look at me! Tell me! Why did you do this to yourself?!" Naruto asked enraged.
"I hurt you. I couldn't forgive myself. Couldn't sleep. Couldn't eat. Whenever I saw my hands...I would remember you and what a monster I am. I'm sorry.." Kakashi let out a shaky breath and tears rolled down his cheeks. His body started to shake badly and he sobbed out loud with such pain that Naruto's own tears threatened to flow out of his eyes.
Naruto swallowed thickly. He never wanted to be cause of Kakashi's pain. Unknowingly to him Kakashi was dying everyday slowly. He was slipping away from his hands. And he didn't even know. Naruto tried to contain himself but it was too much and in next moment he was hugging Kakashi's trembling body.
"You idiot! How could you do this to yourself?! I would never forgive you if something happened to you" Naruto whispered in Kakashi ear softly with a pained laced voice.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Kakashi cried while clutching the front of Naruto's shirt for dear life and spluttering apologies again and again.
"Sshh.. I forgave you. I love you so much Kakashi. I wasn't going to stay angry at you forever. You shouldn't have done it to yourself." Naruto hugged Kakashi closely and then kissed the man's tear strained cheek. He then kissed Kakashi's forehead, his hairs, his eyes, his nose, even his lips. Gently showering him with soft warm kisses.
"Naruto. Please don't leave me. Please." Kakashi said between Naruto gentle kisses.
"Never Kakashi. But please don't cut yourself again. Start eating and sleeping too."Naruto softly spoke while kissing Kakashi's trembling lips.
"I won't. Don't leave me" Kakashi said with shaky breaths looking at Naruto pleading.
"Never" Naruto gently mumbled and then gently pushed Kakashi onto his back. He hovered low over Kakashi. Kakashi opened his eyes and stared at Naruto with so much love and longing that Naruto felt overwhelmed. In the next moment they were kissing like their life depended on it. Naruto's fingers slid through Kakashi locks and Kakashi was cupping his face in his palms. When they broke apart both of them looked at each other with love and warmth. Kakashi yawned suddenly and then blushed. Naruto found this simple action so adorable that he couldn't stop kissing Kakashi's lips again.
"You won't punch me if I say that I think of you as adorable right?" Naruto nuzzled his head in Kakashi's neck and inhaled Kakashi's scent.
"idiot" Kakashi softly scolded. Naruto's body shook with laughter.
"You are seriously so cute Kakashi" Naruto purred and then kissed the side of Kakashi's neck. Kakashi's body shivered a bit and Naruto kissed him again. Kakashi settled his arms over Naruto's shoulders.
"I'm not squishing you right?" Naruto asked kissing Kakashi's jaw.
"Feels good to feel you so close" Kakashi murmured in his ear and Naruto got up a bit and gave Kakashi a dazzling smile. Kakashi yawned again.
"Sleep. You look tired." Naruto kissed the tip of Kakashi's nose and softly ordered.
Kakashi nodded and then clasped Naruto's hand. "You won't leave right?" Kakashi asked looking at Naruto with sleepy yet worried eyes.
"I won't. I'll just use your phone and tell ma that I'm staying over here." Kakashi looked pleased and hugged Naruto close to his body.
Once Kakashi was settled they talked for a bit more but then Kakashi's responses got slower. He was on the brink of falling asleep.
"Naruto?" Kakashi softly said his name.
"Yeah?" Naruto softly whispered.
"I love you." Kakashi softly mumbled. Naruto was shocked. Soon he heard Kakashi's even breathing and smiled gently getting off Kakashi's bed. He tucked Kakashi in his sheets then got up to tell his mother that he was staying at Kakashi's. He leaned down over Kakashi and kissed his forehead.
"I didn't get to say I love you too but when you wake up I'm going to say it over and over again and again and let you feel my love. I'm never leaving you alone Kakashi.I promise I'll keep this promise until my last breath." Naruto smiled softly and left Kakashi's room to tell his mother that he was gonna stay at his boyfriend's tonight.
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