Hey guys! I am finally done with "Color has a Meaning" Now let me start with this story! Yay!

Warning: This chapter will be very sexual. That's why I change it to M. Think you guys can handle it? Hey, I got to make Kames do something! I'm sorry, I'm learning family decision making and all that sex talk in health this week and this ends up popping into mind Don't worry, it's gonna happen in the beginning. Then we hit the suspicions and suspense later on. Well, enjoy!

"Okay, so remind me again why we're doing this." Kendall says.

"We're pushing our beds together." I say. "Carlos and Logan did it."

"Yeah, but they act all crazy when they're all alone."

"Come on Kenny!" I beg. "You said you're going to punish me when I'm not all down in the dumps anymore!" Kendall gives me a glare and crosses his arm over his chest. Maybe he thinks I meant punishing me as in hurting me after what I did to Shane. No, I don't mean that.

Then he starts laughing and smiling. "Oh!" He realized. "You mean punish you in bed!" I nod, "Not the-" I shake my head before he could finish. "Okay then." He says and push his bed to touch mines. Now there's a big bed in the middle.

"Come on Kenny." I say when I see he's not moving. He walk around the other side of the beds to get to me. He smiles and put his hands on my waist. "I feel so horny right now." I say and crash my lips to his.

"Me too." He says after he break apart.

He lift my shirt off and I did the same with his. I get down and start to unbuckle his belt. I pull down to his ankles and stand up as he kicks them off himself. He then gets down and start unbuckling my belt. When I step out of my jeans, Kendall put a hand on my bare chest and push me down onto my bed. I swing my legs up and lay there as he climbs onto me. His chest hits mines and he put his lips onto mine. I close my eyes and relax, enjoying his warm lips on me. One of his hand move and stop at my waist. We kiss as I play with his blond hair. I then feel his hand on my head, about to ruffle it or something. I want to pull his hand away from my perfect hair, but I didn't. Luckily, he let go slowly and then I feel the same hand on my waist on the other side. He pull away from me as I wait for more. It didn't come. I open my eyes. He's not on me anymore, but sitting far away from me, next to my feet. I frown. I want more. He then pull my boxers off and throw it in the corner. He did the same to his.

After he's finish, he look up at me. "What's the matter? I thought you want to do this."

"Oh, no, I do! Real bad! I just don't want the kiss to stop."

"Don't worry. You will get a taste of me after I come in." He says and reach for the side table and open the drawers. He reach in and pull out a small wrapper and some kind of small tube. I smile. I know what it is. Where did he get them? I guess he's been ready for a while now.

We've never done this before, but we agree to. Kendall wanted to do this for a while, but had to postpone it because of my guilty attitude.

"So," Kendall starts. "How do you want to do this?"

I shrug. "Seems like anal sex is possible for gays. I don't think it's possible the other way."

"Oh, it's possible." Kendall let out a small chuckle. I lift my eyebrows. How is it? "Carlos told me he and Logan did it before. God, I didn't know Carlos was that flexible. Hope you are too."

"Uh..." Does that mean I have to be able to lift my legs up to his my shoulders or something? It's our first time, I'm afraid we'll do something wrong.

Kendall frowns. "Your aura is red. What's wrong? Are you scared?"

"No!" I say. "I'm fine, just nervous."

"You'll be okay." He says. "Now, put your legs up over my shoulders." He instructs and slides himself close to me. I put my left leg over his right shoulder and my right on his left. "Good, now let me put this on..."

Kendall rip off the small wrapper and pull out a condom. He put it on himself and then open up the small tube. He then put something cold on me. It's cold as ice.

"Oh God, that's cold." I say.

"Don't worry; it'll warm up." He says smiling at me. "Protection. Check. Now, I'm going to go slow. It might hurt when I put myself into you."

"How much will it hurt?" I ask worriedly.

"Don't know, but... just... try not to scream."

I nod nervously. Kendall slides more and put himself in me. Ah! This really hurts! I shut my eyes and clutch the bedsheets. I wanted to scream but luckily, only heavily breathing came out. I can feel him slowly getting out of me. I open my eyes and see him staring at me with concerned eyes.

"Are you okay?" He ask.

I nod. "Yeah, go ahead and proceed. I'll relax."

He put himself into again. This time with less pain. I smile at him. He grin at me as he push in more to reach for my lips. When he reach me, I kiss him. His lips moves slowly down my neck. I move my neck to the side as he nibbles.

I look at the clock. The green numbers are blinking. It says 11:56. Almost midnight. Then it blinks, changing the minute number from 56 to 55. What the...? It's backwards.

"Uh, Kendall?" I call tapping his shoulder. He pulls out of me slowly and looks from my neck and smile at me. But I'm not smiling back. "Look at the time."I say.

He turns to the clock. "It's almost midnight. So?"

"What time is it?"

"Oh baby. You know how to read time." He says teasingly. But I wasn't playing around.

"Kendall, what time is it?" I ask again a bit sternly.

"It's 11:57. Why did you ask."

"It's 11:55." I say.

"Uh, no it's not."Kendall shakes his head.

"I think we need a new clock."

"Why? It's working fine."
Then it changes to 11:54. "See! There it goes! It's changing backwards."

"What? No it's not. I see 58, what do you see?"

"54!"

"Maybe you're hallucinating from the stress when I put myself into you."

"Yeah, maybe." I agree.

"Look, if you still see numbers changing backwards, then we can get a new alarm clock." Kendall says.

"Really?" I ask doubtfully. Like he's going to get a new clock. To him, it's moving forward. Maybe it's just me. I'm tired and stressed from what Kendall did to me.

I put my legs down from his shoulders and he flips off of me and next to me on the bed. I stare into his eyes as he leans to me and kiss me again. Our tougue battles for dominance. This feels great. We break apart and we look at the clock again.

"It's midnight." Kendall smiles

"No it's not." I shake my head. "It's 11: 52."

He turns his head to me with a playful glare. "Go to sleep."

I nod and lay my head back on the pillow. I close my eyes and I feel Kendall's arms wrap around me. I smile and drift off to sleep.


The next night, we watch the hockey tournament on TV. It's the Minnesota Wild vs. the Pittsburgh Penguins.

(N.A: I made the tournaments up.)

We cheer as the Minnesota Wild is winning and gaining the points.

"Go Zach! Go!" Carlos cheers.

When it was commercial time, Carlos turns to me. "So Jamie. How's it going?"

"Good, fine." I answer. Okay, that was weird.

"Did you have fun?"

"Shut up, Carlos." Kendall says. "You don't know what we're doing."

"Oh yes we do." Logan says grinning creepily.

"We heard screaming and loud moaning." Carlos adds.

What? Were they spying or eavesdropping the walls? Don't they have better things to do? I shot up from the couch angrily and glare at them as I yell, "You little spying creep!"

"That was private!" Kendall adds. "We gave you guys privacy."

"Yeah, but it was your first time and you just stole James' virginity." Logan says.

"How does it feel?" Carlos ask. "It hurts doesn't it?"

"Yeah," I admit and sit back down. "But it feels great." I smile.

"Yeah, next time, remember to lock your door." Logan says. Kendall and I turn beet red. "Don't worry! We're the only ones who saw!"

I'm scared now. I'm afraid that Mrs. Knight will saw a glimpse. Or worse, Katie!

"Hey look." Carlos says. "The game's back on!" We all turn to the TV and watch the game. Then it shows the scoreboard and this one has a timer on it that I never knew about. It has the hour, minute, seconds, and nanoseconds on it. It's counting down.

"Hey, I didn't know there's a timer on the scoreboard." I say.

"What timer?" Kendall ask.

"You know, like a stopwatch timer." I say.

"There's no timer." Logan says.

"Yes there is." I face him. I'm clearly irritated. Really? No one can see that?

"He's just seeing things, like last night he saw the alarm clock count down." Kendall says.

That sounds familiar. I face my boyfriend. "Kendall, remember the day when you first got your aura powers? Before that morning you saw a double rainbow that no one else saw but you!"

"Uh huh, and...?"

"And, maybe the same thing is happening to me! I see numbers counting backwards! But why?"

He just stare at me. His lips parted. He's not blinking. Then he says, "Uh, I have no idea what you're talking about." Then faces the TV again. I can tell from his face that he's hiding something. What is he hiding from me? He's my boyfriend! He never hides stuff from me!

Kendall, you know something do you?" I ask. He face me again. Then his green eye turns to the front door.

"Excuse me, but my door is here." He says. He's just saying that for an excuse! I don't see anything on the door! He sits up, head for the front door and he disappears out of view.

I let out a sigh and face the TV. The scoreboard is still there, but the timer is gone. Why did that just appear? Kendall's right, I'm just seeing things. Wait, when will Kendall come back?!


As an early riser, I wake up early this morning. I look at the alarm clock and see that it's 6:45. Then it changes to 6:46. Great, I'm not seeing things anymore. I get up and rub my eyes and face my beautiful boyfriend sleeping peacefully on the bed. I smile and slowly get off and to the bathroom.

When I get out after taking a shower, brushing my teeth, and doing my hair, I see Kendall swinging his legs to the edge of the bed.

" Morning Kenny." I smile.

"Morning Jamie." He says groggily. I went to his side and kiss his cheeks. His lips form a smile and turn to look into my eyes. I look into his then stop when I thought I saw something green from up there. I look up and there I see numbers: 8252075.

My eyebrows furrow as I reach up and touch it. When I did, it the numbers disappears.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm seeing things again." I admit.

He stands up and walk to the bathroom. That was strange. 8252075? What does it mean? I shrug it off and went downstairs to get breakfast.

I made myself a bowl of cereal. Then Logan walks down.

"Hi James."

"Morning Logan." I smile at him as he walk to the kitchen. He then sits across from me on the table. I give him a warm smile but then frown when I see numbers above his head. 2282088. Then it disappears in about five seconds.

"What?" He ask.

I shake my head. "Nothing, it's nothing."

Kendall came down and lastly Carlos, I look into Carlos eyes to see if I see numbers and there it is! 3212086.
Then there comes Katie and Mrs. Knight. Katie is 5102103. Mrs. Knight's number is 9172049.

Why do I keep seeing numbers? I am going crazy! What does it mean? Will it change like Kendall's auras? This is very strange. I need to know what it means. Where's the magic door? I look around, nope, no door. Now what? I guess I got to find out.

Done. So how's the first chapter. And yes, the numbers can change. Now, review! :D