Here's chapter 2 yay! \(^_^)/

Sorry this chapter is short then the last, I'll try and make the next one longer!

Warnings: Child abuse, non-graphic rape, mpreg and maybe smut in later chapters!

Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara!

The first day of school had dragged on longer then he wanted; barely speaking to anyone all day. Izaya just kept his head down most the time, not really paying attention to any of his surroundings. He couldn't help but to space out, thinking about how Shizuo wouldn't like him anymore if he knew of the disgusting things he had done. He'd loose the one person he truly cares about all because he was too weak to fight back against his father.

Izaya sat there up on the roof top after school, since his father would be working later tonight, he didn't have to be home so early. He hugged his knees to his chest as he watched all the students leave to head home. It felt nice to be alone sometimes; he took great comfort in it. He didn't have to deal with the constant abuse or questions; he could just relax and be himself.

He was rarely alone, at school he was always surrounded by his friends and at home he was constantly being monitored on every little thing he did. So he enjoyed what time he did have to himself. But being alone didn't last very long, when he felt arm being grabbed and he was yanked up with such force it threw Izaya into a flashback of the past few weeks, they all flashed around in his head to the point he couldn't really focus on who this person was in front of him. Izaya didn't even realize lips were pressed against his till it was too late, by then Izaya had started screaming pushing at the person's chest till he was released.

This causing him to fall toward the ground and Izaya scrambled to get up and run, but failed as he felt arms going around his waist stopping him from running. Izaya could feel himself hyperventilating as tears threaten to fall; he didn't want to be hurt again. He didn't want to feel the constant pain anymore, he just wanted to be free.

Izaya went to bite and scratch at his attacker, but it was Shizuo's voice that had snapped Izaya out of his panic attack and he found himself in the blond's lap, with him running his fingers through his hair. Trying to calm him down, in all honest Izaya's reaction to the kiss was freaking him out. He had never seen the boy act this way, hell Izaya used to love it when he pulled him into a surprise kiss like that, or so Shizuo had thought anyways.

Maybe Izaya didn't want to be with him anymore? It could be the reason he avoided him all summer and ignoring him all day during classes. Shizuo didn't know what to do or think anymore and it was starting to piss him off, if Izaya didn't want him anymore then he could say it to his damn face instead of trying to avoid him.

"Let me go!" Izaya yelled frantically.

"No not until you talk to me, you can't just keep ignoring me forever, y'know?"

"Want to bet? Now let me go!" He cried out, hitting at boys chest to attempt to get out of his grasp. But it was no use, Shizuo was much stronger then he was and soon Izaya dropped his arms to his side suppressing a sob. "P-please…" he broke, turning his head away so he could hide the fact he was crying not wanting him to see how weak he was.

"I'll let you go as soon as you talk to me," Shizuo sighed. Keeping one arm around Izaya, as he took his other and moved it up to make him look at him, frowning at the sight of tears running down the male's face, "Flea, what's up?" He asked. Loosening his grip a bit because he thought he was hurting him, but keeping it tight enough so the raven wouldn't run.

Izaya just sat there silently refusing to speak to the brute; he knew the consequences of answering any of his questions. For one it would just result in more questions and he couldn't have that, this was one secret no one can know and secondly his father would kill him if he spoke of it to anyone.

"Have I done something too upset you?" He asked, finally breaking the silence after a while. Wiping away the tears that fell upon the boy's cheeks, watching him shake his head. "Then what is it?"

Shizuo was trying his best to keep calm and too not lose his patience because he didn't want to hurt him, but he was wearing his patience thin.

"Okay, so tell me what's going on then? Maybe I can help…"

"I-I can't… I-it's not that s-simple…" Izaya sniffled, trying to pull away once more.

"I have to get home… Just let me go," this time all emotion from Izaya's voice had faded and he just stared blankly at the male. "I have to go home," he repeated, in hopes Shizuo would understand.

"Or can you not comprehend that?"

"Whatever fucking flea," Shizuo let go shoving him off his lap and watched as he fell to the ground.

But Izaya stood up rather quickly before the brute had a chance to change his mind. Izaya forcing a smirk upon his lips. "Well it's been fun Shizu-chan but I must be going now," and with that he took off running making his way off the roof and toward the place he liked to call his own personal hell.

Ever since that day they drifted apart, no more kisses, hand holding, walking each other home. They barely said anything to each other, Izaya even distant himself away from Shinra and Kadota. After a month few by and Izaya had slowly started to change, not just social life and personality but appearance too.

He had bags under his eyes from the lack of sleep, he was even paler then usual and he even started to gain weight. To which his father found unacceptable, he couldn't have Izaya gaining any kind of weight. So he had started to put Izaya on a diet, some nights Izaya even went without eating because of the man. But diet hadn't helped one bit, it just made him sick to the point he was hovered over the toilet most the day and he was still gaining weight.

School was rough, not only was he going to the bathroom to get sick at least three times a day but the teachers were starting to get suspicion and asking him questions to his well-being. To which he would always reply with a simple "I'm fine" before walking away to his next class.

Nothing made sense to him, he's looked all the symptoms up trying to figure out what was wrong with him, why he was gaining weight, getting sick, and hell he was even moody half the time as if he were some hormonal teenage girl. But all his research had led to him being pregnant, but that was impossible. He couldn't be pregnant. He was a guy and it was physically impossible for a guy to get pregnant.

But as time went on, he began to wonder if he really was. He had all the signs, there was no way one person could gain weight that fast without something being wrong, so after about three months Izaya has had enough and he decided he needed to talk to someone, someone that might know what's going on and the only one he could think of was Shrina himself.

Izaya fumbled with his sleeves to his oversized hoodie and took a hasty breath that morning as he saw Shinra walking with Kadota and Shizuo to the school entrance. It took everything in him not to turn away and forget the whole thing, but as he walked toward the group he bowed his head making sure not to look any of them in the eyes. "Sh-Shirna.. Can I speak with you for a moment?" Izaya's voice broke through, interrupting whatever conversation the three were having. "Alone."

"Sure, hey I'll catch up with you two later." And with that the others had walked off and Izaya quickly glanced up at Shizuo as he walked past him.

Dreading the moment he was alone with Shinra, since he knew he was going to have to tell the future underground doctor what was wrong sooner or later. Izaya didn't say a thing; instead he motioned for Shinra to follow him to some place more private which ended up being the janitor's closet. Once they were in there, he locked the door behind them.

"What are we doing in here?" Shinra questioned, only getting Izaya shying away at the question. "Izaya-kun you alright?" But he still wasn't speaking, so Shinra stood there waiting, waiting for Izaya to say something but once he realized he wasn't going too he headed toward the door.

"Well if you aren't going to speak, then I should really get going." But before he could make it out the door, Izaya quickly grabbed his wrist and Shinra turned around to see the boy in tears. It shocking him greatly, in all his time being Izaya's friend he had never once seen the boy cry.

"Don't go.. Pl-please I need your help because I-I don't know what to do anymore…" He broke into a sob as he let go of Shinra's wrist and slid toward the floor to hide his face into his knees. Never in his life had he felt so weak, so pathetic. The only one to ever really see him cry was his father and now Shinra was witnessing what a mess he really was, the mask he had tried so hard to put on was slowly cracking and his true self was showing.

"Hey, what's the matter? I can help you, but first you have to tell me what's wrong?" Shinra said, still shocked at the scene before him.

"I can't!"

"Sure you can!"

"No, I really can't… B-because I'm not even sure what's wrong with me!" He yelled, this making Shinra sigh a little trying to think of a way to help Izaya calm down a bit so he could explain properly. But before he could think of anything calming to say, he was snapped out of his thoughts and back into reality by four words.

"I think I'm pregnant…"

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