DISCLAIMER: Alas I do not have the brilliant mind to which created MARS, all the credit goes to Fuyumi Soryo. This is merely a fanfiction, a depiction of how I would do it in MY mind. What if Rei and Kira gave it a try but it didn't work out? Will it? Or will it not? I have yet to decide since I am barely staring it. There will be Lemons throughout the story but not till later on when its the right setting. ^_^ SO I hope you enjoy this story. I have also made a few changes to the first chapter in this story so if you have already read it before, I changed my way of writing which is evident here in Chapter two. It is only a small change but if you still want to go back and re-read it, be my guest :D Please Read and Review.

~x~x~x~ 2 Months Later ~x~x~x~

The night was quiet and I was sitting on my bed when I heard the familiar sound of Rei's motorcycle. Unknowingly my face lit with a warm smile as I ran to the window. I stuck my head out the window and saw him parked on the sidewalk, already taking off his helmet. As fast as I could, I ran down the stairs and out the front door, into Rei's arms. Rei wrapped his arms around me in a warm embrace, swinging me around once before setting my feet back on the ground. I could still fill the warm embrace... and Rei was staring into my eyes and nothing but love shone out. Then I blinked, and was startled to see the drastic change in his eyes. Eyes cold and unloving, Shocked, I took a step back, This isn't MY Rei... I thought to myself. As I stepped towards him and he took a step back staring at me.

"Rei!" I called out. "What's wrong? What did I do wrong?" I asked. Rei turned towards me, eyes still cold as ice opening his mouth to answer, but instead of words, the harsh blaring of my alarm clock came out instead, and with the opening of my eyes, my mind cleared... I didn't understand that dream at all, however I hurridly dressed and went to school, where MY loving Rei waited.

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The sounds of the day winding down had long gone, and I sat alone, listening to the silence of my room, numb, not wanting to feel anything. I heard heavy footsteps stop outside my door. My mother being long asleep, I knew who the culprit was, and I didn't want to deal with him again.

NO! Please not tonight! I couldn't bear it! I thought to myself. I heard the door handle being turned but upon finding it locked, the person thanfully walked away. I however, held my breath for almost a minute after until my brain reminded me to breath. The air wooshed out of my mouth and upon releasing the air, tears formed in my eyes. And my thoughts ran back to what had been the worst day at school in my life.

Their names on the lips of the student body, well that will all change once they find out tomorrow...I thought to myself... I close my eyes as the thoughts surrounded everything but breathing...

Kira and Rei. Rei and Kira. Either way you said it, we had been the perfect couple-to-be. It would have only been a mere matter of time before he would ask me and make it a reality. But words that have gone uspoken...would now remain unspoken... and it devastated me. But I can't be angry with Harumi, If I had just kept my mouth shut! None of this would have happened! I was foolish! Foolish to think Rei would choose me over her. I honestly thought...and i'm stuck here repeating to myself words that I know are true but still...It hurts...

The words I keep repeating, but now they seem to be a chant that i repeat to myself in a daze...

"It wasn't meant to be...It wasn't supposed to happen...It wasn't meant to be!" I tell myself over and over..trying to rid my mind of any and all thoughts of him. So as to not bring tears to my eyes. But even though my mind is blank, the pain from my heart keeps pounding in my chest, reminding me what happened, with each tump pain courses through my body. Making my stomach twist and turn and the palms of my hands sting as if someone were stabbing them with needles. Forcing me to clench my fists in an attempt to lessen the pain and to keep the tears from appearing.

And it's not even the fact that Harumi and him are together now...it's the fact that he lied to me and led me on knowing what him and her were doing! But Harumi knew too! She should have spoke up! He made me believe that everything would be fine, with how many times he spoke those words..the way he held..me..the way he...kissed me! ALL OF IT WAS A LIE!

And with those last thoughts I couldn't hold back the pain anymore, it came rearing up and in an attempt to hold myself together I gripped at my chest wrapping my arms around myself trying to keep my heart from beating so painfully, almost breaking. With each thump of my heart, lonely pain shot through me and I couldn't take it anymore. I let the tears fall...

They ran freely down my face as the sobs racked my body. I sat in the corner of my bed back against the wall and cried. I want to scream so bad...but they will hear...so I grab the nearest pillow and scream into it, in the back of my mind i'm relieved at the muffled sound. My cries were the only thing filling the room and i cried...for how long I don't recall...but eventually I stopped...I don't know how, but I ended in a daze...slumping over in silent defeat...sleep claiming my body and mind, but the pain wasn't at an end...

A note from ME :D: Yes yes this wasn't such a happy chapter, BUT! It gets better, I promise. :D In the next chapter I should be able to bring you up to speed on the whole story for I will be revealing Rei's thoughts on things. With him and Harumi and him and Kira. So I hope you liked this chapter in my story. Please Read and Review!