'SIGH' okay sorry i didnt update sooner, i had this chapter planed out but when i got to the end of this chapter it just completly changed sorry about that yeah i dont even know how i came up with the last of this but okay lol... sorry for the unexpected twist/turn in this story..
Pairing. Kendall/Logan, then Logan/Carlos
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LOGAN POV
Tonight was just perfect, Kendall brought me to the movies and we went to dinner, where on are way to my house right now, it's already ten thirty at night 'I wonder if Carlos is still there' I thought to myself as we pulled up to my house. He stopped the car and I got out he did to, we walked up to my door step.
"Tonight was amazing." I said looking into his eyes.
"Yeah it was, I had a wonderful time with you." He said leaning closer to me, I started to lean to, as are lips slowly toughed I could feel sparks, the innocent kiss turned into a full blown make-out session. We reluctantly pulled apart for air. I turned around and unlocked my door, and opening it, he looked at me and frowned as I stepped in. "Can I come in?" He asked, 'should I let him in?'
"Sure." I said stepping aside, he stepped inside and I closed the door, and started walking up stairs. "You can come up here if you want." I said walking up the stairs towards my room, he followed me.
As we entered my room, I noticed that Carlos wasn't waiting for me, I just walked over to my bed and sat down, Kendall stood in front of me with a devas smirk playing across his lip, I didn't have time to say or do anything because he attacked my lips with his, I couldn't complain. He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance, I granted him entrance as he push my onto my back, he was on top of me, I moaned slightly in the kiss but with that he pulled apart and started nibbling on my jaw line making his way down to my neck, sucking softly on my neck I couldn't help but moan, as I felt his hand slid under my shirt I tensed up.
"Are you okay?" He said into my neck not bothering to stop what he was doing, I couldn't formulate words, he sucked on my neck harder and I couldn't help but moan again. But I felt Kendall's hand start to enter my pants.
"No! I'm not ready for that Kendall." I said trying to sit up.
"But I am." He said, pushing me back down again.
"No! Kendall stop it." I said tearing up, but he didn't stop. "KENDALL I SAID STOP!" I yelled but he kept going.
"He Said Stop." Carlos growled, appearing out of nowhere.
"This has nothing to concern you." Kendall spat back not moving off of me, I was looking at Carlos as tears keep falling from my eyes, all I could see in Carlos's eyes is anger and his expression matched his eyes as well.
"Yes it does. Now get the fuck off of him before I throw your ass out of here." Carlos said darkly, I've never seen this side of him and I never want to again.
"I would like to see you try shorty." Kendall said smirking, Carlos walked over to the bed grabbing onto Kendall's shirt and yanking him off of me throwing him to the floor harshly.
"GET OUT NOW!" Carlos growled/yelled at him as Kendall stumbled to his feet running out of my room and out of the house as fast as he could once I heard the front door slam I looked up at Carlos. "Hey are you okay." He said putting his hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off not wanting anyone to touch me.
"…I'm okay now." I said looking at the floor not wanting to meet Carlos's eyes, seeing all the concern and worry in his eyes.
"Logie, please talk to me." He said sitting down on my bed next to me.
"Where were you?" I said, looking at him I think he was a little confused about the question. "I mean when I got home where were you?" I specified.
"Oh, I was in the bathroom when I heard you and Kendall come up here, I was about to come out but I heard someone moan so I decided to sit in the bathtub with my headphones in, but when I heard you scream I came out here to see you know what and yeah, you're the one who asked me to stay remember." He said, I just smiled and pulled him into a hug.
"Thank you, for everything." I whispered in his ear, pulling away from the hug we just looked into each other's eyes, I did something that I shouldn't have but it felt so right, I kissed him and he didn't pull away from me. I remembered who I was kissing and pulled away, "I'm sorry I didn't mea-"I was cut off by Carlos's warm lips pressed agents mine I couldn't help but smile into the kiss.
We pulled apart and I could tell I was smiling like an idiot but I didn't care at that moment.
"I Love you, Logan I always have." He said as I just kept smiling, but there was this nagging feeling telling me no this isn't right but I just ignored it and kissed him again not wanting to say those three little word even though I do love him but I don't know if I'm in love with him.
"Can you stay with me tonight, I don't want to be alone." I said.
"Yeah I already told my parents I was spending the night." He said. "Well I think we should get to bed, it's been a long day." He said getting off of my bed, I stared at him confused.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"I'm going to grab my sleeping bag that I left here and sleep on the floor." He said walking to my closet.
"No. Can you sleep in my bed tonight?" I said giving him my best puppy dog face.
"Yeah." He said, walking back over to my bed and crawling in. he laid down and I put my head on his chest and he put one of his arms around me holding me tightly, I couldn't help but sigh in content.
"Night Logie." He said placing a kiss on top of my head.
"Night Carlos." I said taking a deep breath, his smell was so intoxication, but there was something about the way he smelled that gets to me and that is that he smells a little bit like cinnamon
Waking up with Carlos holding me felt amazing, but there was something missing but I couldn't put my finger on it.
"Logan I'm hom-" I heard my mom say as she entered my room, I turned to look at her and she was just smiling and I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. "I thought you didn't like him huh?"
"Mom." I whined, she got the messages to leave, I felt Carlos start to stir and I saw his slowly flutter open, he blinked a few times and started staring at me and smiling I couldn't help but smile as I felt his lips touch mine ever so softly, I could feel this tingling feeling in the bottom of my stomach, he pulled a part.
"Morning." He said yawning.
"Morning to you too. How did you sleep?" I asked getting out of bed.
"Like a baby, what about you?" he questioned also getting out of the bed and stretching.
"That was the best sleep I have ever gotten." I said walking to my dresser and pulling clothes out. "I'm going to take a shower." I said walking to the bathroom.
"Can I take one with you?" He exclaimed, 'yum seeing the water dripping off that caramel skin of his.' I blushed at the thought and shook my head no and entered the bath room 'fuck these teen hormones' I thought noticing the bulge in my pants 'sigh', pulling down my pajama pants and taking off my shirt I turned on the water and waited for it to get warm. Stepping into the shower still can't stop thinking of Carlos and imagining what he looks like naked. I had to relive myself and fast, grabbing my member slowly stoking it, eyes shut tightly as I think of Carlos, picking up the pace moaning out Carlos's name quietly, imaging him pounding into me makes me come close to exploding, started stocking even faster nearing my climax with one more image of Carlos naked body pounding me senseless running though my head makes me hit my climax as I screamed out "Kendall" as I came all over the shower floor, I quickly washed myself and got out, 'why did I say Kendall's name' I thought as I put on my clothes and made my way back to my room. Walking into my room I see Carlos standing there shifting back and forth on his feet looking distorted. Unexpected
"Hey you okay?" I asked with full concerned in my voice, he looks at me and forces a smile.
"Yeah I'm fine. Um my mom called and said I need to go home." He said looking at the ground walking towards the door, he pushed past me not saying a word and exited my room and my house 'Why is he acting weird' I thought as I sat on my bed.
CARLOS POV
I feel so happy being with the one I love, but for some reason I feel that this will never last and that he'll never love me like I love him I just push those thoughts aside as I wait for Logan to be done showering, I couldn't help but think of how he blushed when I asked him if I could take a shower with him and I sure as hell noticed that bulge in his pants when I said it.
I started getting thirsty sitting up here so I decided to get something from the kitchen, walking past the bathroom I heard Logan whispering/moaning my name I couldn't help but think maybe he does love me like I love him. Opening the fridge I grabbed a bottle water and made my way back to the room, walking past the bathroom again I didn't hear anything so I proceeded to go back to the room I was about to enter the room when I heard Logan scream/moan Kendall's name at that moment my heart shattered knowing full well he will never love me. Entering the room setting my water bottle down on the desk, I just stood there shifting on my feet trying to hold back the tears. The bedroom door opened and standing there was Logan with his hair al wet and messed up 'Damn he looks sexy.' I thought but remembered what just happened.
"Hey you okay?" he asked in a worried tone. I looked up at him and forced a smile on my face.
"Yeah I'm fine. Um my mom called and said I need to go home." I lied as I walked out of the room pushing past him and making my way out of the house, once I was out of the house I couldn't hold back the tears any longer as I walked down the street feel nothing at all just numb.
Standing on my porch I quickly wiped my eyes and entered my house going start to my room not wanting to talk to anyone.
Shutting my bedroom door and locking it, I made my way over to my bed falling face first onto my bed, I couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face 'Why did I fall in love with you.' I thought remembering why I fell in love with him in the first place, it was because he was all was there for me, helping me with homework, not making fun of me if I didn't do it right, no matter what he was there always be my side, I thought he felt the same way when I took on the whole 8th grand when we were in 7th grade all because they were picking on Logan, but I was wrong, that was the first time he called me stupid and it was all because of Kendall, James said that was awesome and when Kendall called me stupid for doing it I just shrugged it off the only persons opinion I care about was and still is Logan's but when he said I was stupid for taking on the whole 8th grade for him I couldn't help but shed a tear and walk away from him with my head hung low. After that day I kept trying to do everything to not be stupid in his eyes but he just got closer to Kendall and that started to tare my heart apart, yesterday I thought everything was going to change, I thought he would actually love me but I'm stupid to think that, he will always love Kendall no matter what, I honestly don't get why he likes Kendall. Logan is my best friend even though he will never love me I would like to see him happy with someone even if it is Kendall, but if he hurts Logan I will kill him. I know that James is in love with Kendall and I know it's hurting him as much as it's hurting me but for some reason I feel like I should get Logan and Kendall together, but after what he was trying to do to Logan I need to make sure he will never do that again before I try to set them back up. Sitting up I feel my phone vibrate, pulling out my phone,1 new message from Logan. Hey are you okay? When you left you seem upset.-L , reading the text thinking if I should tell him the truth or not. Sorry. But everything is okay, you don't have to worry .-C, I lied, waiting for him to reply after about a minute my phone vibrated again. Are you sure? .-L, 'does he actually care' I thought as I text back, yep I'm fine. What's up?-C, putting my phone on the night stand and plugging in the charger waiting for his reply.
It's been an hour since I texted Logan and he still hasn't replied, I honestly don't care anymore, about anything, I feel like I have no emotions I just feel numb and I like it. 'I wonder how James is holding up?' I thought to myself as I decided to get off my bed and go over to his house and check on him.
Standing on his porch about to knock on the door when I see two figures pass by the window, I couldn't help but look in and what I see is James smiling evilly, I have never seen that look on his face before and it kind of scared me, and the other person was Kendall, even though he's one of my so called best friends I still wanted to punch him, he had the same twisted smile on his face. I started to lean closer to the window to try to hear what they were talking about, and what surprised me was that they were talking about…
"Hey what are you doing here?" They both spat, looking at me through the window, I was taken back for a second. I didn't want to explain myself so I decided to do one thing I could do run to my house.
Running down the street not hearing them following me I started to slow down but as I did so my mind started to race about what they were talking about, I couldn't believe what I heard it was just so mean and twisted. 'Why?' is the only question I could ask myself… I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't notice the person in front of me and bumped into the person and falling to the ground.
"Are you okay? I'm so sorry." I said picking myself off the floor, looking to see who I bumped into and I couldn't believe my eyes it was Logan of all people. "Logan?"
He snapped his head up. "Carlos."
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Oh…going to see James." He said looking down.
"What. Why?" I asked staring at him shocked.
"Well he called and asked me to come over and hang out. Why are you out here?" he said tilting his head to the side looking at me confused.
"Um…I just came from James's house…so yeah wanna hang out with me instead?" I said giving him my best puppy-dog-face.
"No." he said trying to walk past me but I grabbed his hand.
"What are you going to elaborate on that? And yes I do know what elaborate means." I said kind of harshly.
"No. now let go of me." he spat.
"Logie you can't go over there." I said looking into his eyes.
"And why not?" he spat out again.
"Just please stay with me instead." I pleaded as a single tear rolled down my cheek,
"Why?" he said with a sigh.
"Do I have to give you a reason?" I asked grabbing his other arm and pulling him closer to me.
"Yes." He said sternly.
"Don't you trust me?" I said feeling a little hurt.
"Yes I do but why can't I go over to James's house?" he said staring into my eyes.
"Fine I'll tell you." I said with a sigh. "Well after I text you and you didn't text me back I decided to go to James's house and when I got there I heard them talking…" I stoped not wanting to repeat what they said.
"Who's them and what where they talking about?" He asked. I looked down.
"Kendall and James." I whispered.
"WHAT!" he yelled, looking up I could tell he was feeling a lot of different emotions right now. "What where they saying." He whispered.
"Um…they were talking about….YOU." I said in a low whisper looking at the ground.
"What did they say about me." he said darkly, I have never seen this side of Logan before and it's kind of a turn on.
"They said…."
so what do you think James and Kendall where talking about? Why was Logan going to James's house? Why did James aske Logan to come over? Why didnt Logan text Carlos back?
Okay so what do you think? i know what you should do, you should review and tell me what you think, feel, opinion, and i need ideas so help me with that the more REVIEWS i get i'll post chapters faster :)
oh i was going to add a song to every chapter but i couldnt find one that would fit in this one sorry, but if you request a song i'll put it in the next chapter...