I do not own avengers! This is my first avengers fanfiction so most of the character might be OC. Lemons at the end of this chapter, I will give a warning, will not affect the story so if you wanna skip it that is fine!

I woke up and felt someone hold me tight to their chest. Before my brain could catch up I punched the one holding me and pushed away to land on my back. I rolled up to stand just to realized I had punched a surprised looking Loki with a now bleeding nose. I put my hands over my mouth and I realized we were not alone in the corridor. Behind Loki I could see Thor look as surprised as Loki before he took a step forward in case Loki would lose his control. Tony started laughing somewhere behind Thor but I didn't care.

''Loki...I'm so sorry'' I whispered and took a step forward. Loki looked at me with calculating eyes but he didn't seam all to pleased, and to be honest, who would blame him? I took out my handkerchief and gently put it to his nose. He just sighed irritated before he used his magic to heal himself.

''Oh my god! You got hit by a girl, a god hit by a girl. Jarvis, send the video to my phone!'' Tony said beaming with delight and Jarvis did as he was told. Tony hurried toward his room and I had no idea what he would do with the video but right now I didn't care.

Thor where relaxed again when he saw that Loki didn't lose his temper even if he had shot daggers toward Tony.

''God night Lady Eviana'' he said and pulled me in to a bear hug. I was surprised I hadn't snapped due to the brute force in the hugs. Thor sometimes forgot how strong he was, it was somewhat cute but deadly. He then left me and Loki alone in the corridor, Loki's green eyes not leaving my ice blue ones. I knew I was biting my lips to hard and I could feel the taste of blood but I couldn't stop what I was doing not could I stop staring in to Loki's eyes. He gently walked forward and I were ready to be hit by him, I were tensed and waited for him to release his anger, even more so when he rose a hand toward my face.

''You looked troublesome dove, that is not fitting for you, and if you are hungry we got food, no need to bite your lip'' he said with a calming, soothing and loving voice. He rose his thumb and brushed it over my lip to make me loose the grip over it before he close in and hold me to his chest. He putted his lips in my hair and kept me close, slowly doing circles on my lower back. All I could do where hide my face to his chest and keep myself from crying, I didn't want to cry nor did I have the energy or the tears, I just wanted to sleep. Loki seamed to realize it or did I say it out loud? I didn't know nor did I care. Loki lifted me up again and I walked to my room.

''Stay with me'' I whispered and hated that I sounded like a kid but he nodded. I hurried in to the toilet to get ready for the night.

I slept in pajamas, Loki just in underwear, I guess that was normal for him but it still made me stare one extra time before I crawled under the blankets. Loki gently pulled me to his side, he was balancing himself on one arm, lying on the side. His right hand gently tucked a piece of my hair behind my air before he put his lips against mine. It was a soft, sweet good night kiss. I smiled gently against his lips before I open my mouth slightly to let my tongue roam over his lower lips. Loki's intense eyes didn't leave mine when he opened his mouth to give me access. I gently let my pink muscle explore his wet cave. He tasted of pop-tart and his unique taste, Loki. He soon started to move his own pink muscle, battling with mine before he took over and invaded my mouth. He hovered more over me before he went over me and gently pushed me in to the mattress, deepening the kiss. I don't know how long we laid there, making out like love-struck teenager, both of us moaning from time to time. My hand where placed in his hair and his hands where in my hair, pulling me closer to him. I gave out a sound of disappointment when Loki pulled away, smiling like he where looking at his...love? I looked up at him with wanting eyes but he didn't do more then pull me to his chest.

''It's time to sleep Dove, after all, we have things to do tomorrow, if you want to go with me'' he said and I looked in to his eyes.

''Yes I would love to...cause I think I love you'' I whispered and he went still for minutes. If I wouldn't have felt his intense gazing eyes on me I would think he where sleeping.

''You are not joking'' was what he finally said and I sat up, looking at him with irritation before giving out a sight when I remembered his past to just fall back to his chest. Being adopted and knowing his real parents didn't love him, then his adopted father not telling him, and thinking he didn't have anyone loving him nor that he deserved it, my poor Loki.

''No, I'm not joking'' I said and I saw happiness shine in his eyes, and he hugged me closer, smiling shortly.

''Sleep dove, I love you to'' he said before I fell asleep in his arms.

I woke up feeling very happy, content and well rested even taught my head hurt. A small smile tucked at my lips and I moved just to hear someone to my right grunt irritably. I cracked my eyes open and felt the light blind me before they fell on the sight of Loki in just underwear. Not a bad sight, not a bad sight at all. Slowly I went out of bed making sure not to wake the beast and took a shower. The heat made my skin go red but I really enjoyed it that way! I put on a black underwear, a small skirt who just reached to half my thigh and a stomach shirt. The cloth fitted perfect over my curves and showed of how well trained I where. The hair where put up in a high ponytail and I smiled at myself in the mirror, feeling more happy by the minute and I stepped out of the bathroom. My headache I ignored and but in the back of my head for the moment being.

I looked at Loki's smiling face from his place in the bed as he looked me up and down. I most of the time don't care but this time he made me blush, how come he had such an effect on me? I smiled a shy smile before sitting down next to him in bed. He reached out and dragged down the bed, kissing my neck and making me moan. He kissed my collarbone, giving me love bites, as he kissed me up the neck, gently tugging at my earlobe before stroking my cheek. I moaned by the treatment but didn't complain, well not technically, but my stomach did by giving out a soft grumble, like a cute puppy would do. But it was enough to make Loki back away and drag me with him down to the kitchen we all shared. When the elevator door opened the wonderful smell of breakfast hit my nostrils making my stomach sound a little more and Loki chuckled before kissing my head and went in to the room after dragging me to his side.

I first saw Jane and Pepper cock breakfast and the rest where seated around the room. Tony where the first to look up and gave out a wolf sounding howl, his eyes roaming my body, and I didn't care if guys looked at my body as long as they where not Gabriel or from his teams. When Tony sounded like that the rest of the avengers turned to look at me and Loki. Jane and Pepper smiled brightly, a small smile where tugging at Natasha's lips. Clint looked me up and down with big eyes, liking what he saw, almost looking like Tony before he got back his self-control. Bruce looked before keeping his eyes locked with mine for a few seconds before looking away, Steve blushed like crazy, still had a hard time adjusting to the 21-century.

I felt Loki loose his grip around me and let me go before he went over to the sofa beside Thor and sat down. Tony on the other hand where walking over to me with a grin on his lips.

''My, my, you look happy, so tell me all the details. How big is Loki? How good is he in bed? If you want I can show you something to compare to'' he said with a mocking smile and I rolled my eyes and pushed at his chest.

''Really funny tin-man'' I said and smiled towards Tony. ''For you information it was perfect'' I said before sitting down beside Steve and Bruce. Bruce nodding, smiling slightly before he looked down at some papers again. I looked them over but he did hide them from me, but then I read one word. Gabriel. Before Bruce could react I jumped up from the sofa, grabbed the paper and made a run to the elevator. I pressed the button, I heard them call after me but I looked up.

''Morning Jarvis, please, take me to ground floor as fast as you can!'' I said. ''Good morning Eviana, I will speed it up'' Jarvis told me and I looked down at the paper. It was nothing new, mostly what I already knew about Gabriel, I had read the exact same paper before from the files Phil had brought. No, it was the two post-it notes that had caught my eyes and I looked the over.

/Los Angeles

Hotel Angeleno, Gabriel?/

/Travel 17:30/

I didn't know how to feel about it. To know they might have found Gabriel and where risking their life for me. They where going there, well not all at once, put they where gonna look. All for me. They would risk their life for me like I would for them but it didn't make me feel any better. No, it was a trap, I just knew it, and I didn't want anyone of them to leave for me. And I felt angry, where they planing on keeping it for me?!

I felt the elevator slow down and then come to a stop. My knees went weak and I just sat against the elevator wall, looking at the opening. My eyes where filled with tears and trough the tears I could see the face of Loki. The pain in my head almost made me want to whimper but I kept it down and hide it far away in my head, locking it in.

''Hey, it will be alright, come here'' he whispered and I clung to him while he spoke calming words and moving his hands over my back in soothing circles.

We went up again, Loki lifted me up in his arms and I didn't protest. He put me down in a chair beside him as breakfast where served. I looked at Bruce who looked guilty together with Steve, Thor looked confused, Clint and Natasha didn't show anything, year of practice, and Tony looked to be deep in thoughts. Pepper were busy with fixing something to drink to the table.

''Where you gonna tell me?'' I said and there reactions told me that was not the case, I just knew that Thor didn't know what they where talking about nor did Jane. My eyes found Steve who took it on him to explain.

''It was Fury's order, not to tell you and do it in sec..'' he started but I held up my hand silence him.

''Yeah, so you would just sneak away? Telling me you had gone on a mission without telling me the truth ever or eat least until you where back. What if something would have happened?'' I said and took a deep breath to keep my anger in check.

''Yes that was the plan'' Tony said as a matter of fact and started eating. I closed my eyes before relaxing and looking at Steve.

''I taught better of you all'' I muttered. ''Anyway, who are going?'' I said. I realized Steve and the rest had heard what I said cause they looked sad and like they where in pain. Tony looked at me.

''Well thunder-boy, red riding hood, birdie, cucumber on steroids and the perfect me are going'' Tony said and I looked at him.

''No'' I said and I knew they would feel the same as me. Therefor they didn't call me stuff nor started to be rude. If someone would come after them and they knew their friends would go they wouldn't be happy.

''We know how you feel, but we are a team, and together we can do this. You trust us right?'' Steve said and I nodded. ''Then let us help you, we are you friends'' Steve said and I took a deep breath.

''We are probably more like a family'' I said and got amused glances from the rest knowing it was more or less true.

''Well Steve is the big brother keeping everyone together, Bruce is the grandpa who is smart and always have something good to say, really wise. Then we have Thor and Loki, the far away relatives that just visits during holidays but still are close to the family. Natasha is the aunt, always keeping an eye on everyone and who knows everything about everyone. Then Clint is the middle brother, very smart when he wish to be so, smart and funny, but also a total jackass, joking around. Then there is Tony, the child in this family, doing only what he want's, don't care about rules but everyone loves him anyway. And Jane are the one who are together with the relatives from far away and Pepper, you are the babysitter'' I said and everyone started to laugh, even Tony.

I relaxed and gave a sigh.

''Fine, I trust you, like you trust me, we are a family after all. But if anyone of you fuck up or hurt yourself or whatever I will blame myself and refuse to let you go away again. Hell, I would even let myself be bait then let you go'' I muttered and everyone gave me a stern look, saying that it was out of question, but I did ignore it to look at my food and started eating. The rest of the breakfast was us calmly eating and talking like nothing had happened, just relaxing. Tony with his stupid talking, Clint whit his sometimes sexy remarks that made two blush like crazy, one more then the other. Since Bruce worked with Tony he had gotten better but Steve still needed to adjust to the jokes.

That was when the sharp pain from my head erupted and I clutched it. I know I gave out a whimper before I fell to my knees but after that I reminded almost silent. My breathing was the only thing giving away my pain, it was fast and shallow. I clenched my jaws so I wouldn't make a sound and tried to focus on something else then the pain. I could hear them say my name but I didn't respond. I felt someone touch my shoulder and I lifted my head to look in to the worried eyes of Loki. I realized all where much closer except Bruce, I couldn't see him somewhere, and then I saw him enter the room again.

''When did you last take it?'' Bruce said with a worried yet determined voice, looking in to my red eyes.

''Months...before...Loki's...attack'' I whispered. ''I taught it...had gone...away...and I forgot'' I almost spat trying to keep myself calm. The pain in my head where like knives, cutting and slashing, and I knew how it would stop if I just let it take over my body.

''What is happening?!'' Loki said with a worried voice. ''Answer me Bruce!'' he said with a voice fit for a god, a god that ruled, the same voice he had used when he asked people to kneel for him.

Bruce went down on knees in front of me and forced my head back. It took everything in me not to scream when I opened my mouth and he put the tablet in my mouth before forcing me to swallow water with it. I refused to whimper, stupid, of course the newly turn of events would tricker the injection. Bruce then looked at Loki.

''Like you know Eviana where injected with a substance. This serum sort of have it's own will, like my hulk side, it want's to take over. And pain, fear or anger is the trigger, and this substance is very strong in Eviana's body, it's like she shares her body with this substance. Both are trying to keep control of the body, and when she is stressed it will trigger, and every since Gabriel escape she has been under a lot of stress from time to time, and this means the other side wanna try to take over. So she has these tablets I designed to help her keep in control, cause otherwise the only way to let out the pain the serum causes is to turn in to her other form. Like the hulk she loses control for the moment''

I whimpered and tried to rise up but Bruce gave me a stern look as Loki held me tight to his chest.

''I'm sorry Eviana, you need to start eating the pills, I know you hate it and what comes with it, but it's for the better. We could start with just a week and see how far it takes us, alright?'' Bruce said, his voice so soothing and he gave me a sad smile. Loki didn't look very happy and his eyes demanded to know why I hated them and what where to come.

''Well'' I started and had to clear my voice. ''It's like this, I get like stomach flu sort of, I can't really eat food that well, I mostly puke everything up. So I need to be on IV but on the other hand I get more control over the serum'' I said smiling slightly. ''It's just I hate it, I hate needles no matter who put them in me, and I hate to become weak and tired, but for a week and not more. Beside, the side effects usually take one day to show'' I said looking at Bruce who nodded. I gave a small sigh and with help of Loki I rose from the floor.

''This is really an interesting morning even taught sex is not in it'' Tony said before he excused himself to work a bit in the lab. Everyone went to different places in the tower, mostly to pack and get ready. I didn't like that they would travel the same day but I wouldn't stop them, not anymore. I was almost tempted to sneak there myself but I resisted, they would have my head when the got me back here and probably lock me in the tower and throw away the key(even if the rooms didn't have keys).

I went down a few floors after changing cloth so I could train a bit. Even taught the tower where safe I knew that I were not to be left alone and someone where always follow me. This time Thor did, where Loki was I didn't know.

It was no surprise to see Steve work out, this time lifting. I pulled out my water bottle before I wrapped my hands so I could take a round against the punching bag. Thor on the other hand just sat down on a bench looking at me. I focused, in the beginning just getting in a good rhythm but without realized it I kind of lost my concentration, hitting harder and harder. It wasn't until I saw the blood marks on the punching bad I registered the pain or the blood dropping to the floor. I saw Steve and Thor talking with their backs facing me. But when they realized that it was no sound of someone punching something they turned around at the same time, almost like they where performing a dance step. I gave out a chuckle at the sight before I saw their faces change. Thor hurried forward.

''You are hurt, I'm so sorry, I where suppose to keep you safe lady Eviana'' Thor said and his eyes got a sad tingle in them that made my heart squeezed in pain. He taught he had failed me, I could see it in his eyes, and he where almost hurt over the fact that he failed.

''Hey, not you fault Thor and beside, this is nothing. Will be healed before you return, well almost, but it's really nothing, don't worry'' I said smiling gently toward Thor as Steve fixed my hands.

''You guys are the best'' I said first kissing Thor cheek then Steve who started to blush like crazy. ''Well I will take a shower and then go find Loki'' I said and they nodded.

The shower where short and I hurried to find Loki with Thor striding behind me. It didn't take long after I asked Jarvis who told me he where in the library. I was almost surprised to hear that Tony had one, perhaps it was Peppers idea? I had to ask her later on. I opened the door to the library and Thor walked away after seeing his brother inside.

''Hi'' I said smiling slightly. Loki looked up from his book with irritation before it was replaced with...love?

''Hi dove'' he said and I sat down beside him. He dragged me to his side and kept reading. I chuckled a bit when I saw he was reading 'Alice in Wonderland' that happened to be one of my favorite books.

''Can't you read to me? I don't care if it's not from the begining'' I said and Loki looked surprised, almost like he had forgot I was there, before nodding and he started reading out loud. Before I fell asleep I kissed Loki's cheek and drifted off to a far off land where everything where alright to these words from Loki, 'But I don't want to go among mad people'

I woke by someone touching my hair and the smell of Loki. I smiled and moved a little, letting him know I where awake and I opened my eyes to look in to his green ones. I gently moved up and kissed him. Soon we where making out like lovestruck teenager, I didn't even hear the door open before I heard a whistle. I turned my head and broke away from the kiss just to see Tony filming with his mobile.

''This will be perfect material to black-mail you, finally'' he said. ''Beside the early dinner is ready, we soon need to go, get up now or else you will need this'' Tony said throwing me a condom. When it hit me it was like a spell over me released and I jumped up.

Tony got the idea and raced down the stairs with me running after him, we ran in to the place where all the avenger, even Loki who teleported where seated, chatting that died down when we came tumbeling in the room.

''Give it back, I don't care what you think you have the right to do cause it's your tower, but if you send it'' I said laughing, sitting astride his waist trying to reach the phone and he smiled wide.

''Jarvis, send the video to all avenger phones'' he said and I gasp. ''You should only dare do it Jarvis, I will make sure you never have a calm moment..''

''The video send to all the avengers phones, and I'm sorry Eviana, he created me'' Jarvis voice said and I knew I couldn't be mad at him. All had got a phone from Tony the christmas before, Thor and Steve still had problem using them, the rest not at all. I sigh when I saw them taking their phones up and looking.

Clint looked more then please over seeing it and I looked at him with hard, cold eyes that burned.

''If you even think about jerkin off to that video I will make your life a living hell'' I said and I couldn't help but smile when I saw the face of Clint change, showing me the idea where off the table. Natasha just gave me a look saying I-Feel-You. Bruce turned it off, slight pink cheeks and Steve where so red that tomatoes would be jealous of him. Thor just looked happy at me, like it was good I had break trough to Loki and Loki...Well he could have killed Tony right there and now. I smiled very sweet at Tony, unable to be angry at anyone in the team, and I went forward. Tony looked at me with a big grin on his face. I slowly reached forward, pushing my big breast against Tony's chest, took my hand in his hair, dragging his face up. Tony didn't stop smiling and I could see the playboy in him wake, well I could feel it as well under me, but I did ignore it. I reached forward until our lips almost touched, I could see the rest of the avenger look at us with either interest or confusion. Loki looked hurt and angry, he probably taught I would kiss him. I reached forward to Tony's ear.

''If you do that again you will be happy to wake up with three legs, get me? If I say it's okay to videotape or take photo then sure'' I said and Tony swallowed, nodding and I let my lips go over the stubble on his cheek. I could feel his member twitch and he gasped, slowly closing his eyes and leaning forward. I smiled before hitting him square in solar plexus. He gave out a muffled sound as I rose.

''So what's for dinner?''

The dinner seamed far to short and soon I where saying goodbye but in my ears it sounded like a farewell, like they would never return. Thor crushed me in his arm but I didn't say anything, just smiled and hugged back. Clint smiled and hugged me, saying everything would go fine and brining up his mission in Budapest. I couldn't help but smile at that. Natasha just gave me a quick hug and told me we could go out when she where back. Bruce gave me a long list I should follow to feel good, like the doctor he where. Tony looked at me, almost worried I would hit him again but when I held up my hands he hugged me fast and I almost ended up hitting him in the chest when he slapped me over the ass. Well Tony's own way to show affection and that he cared, Pepper were used to it and didn't care as long as it was me(he would never dare try to do it to Natasha). And they all promised to try to keep in touch, after all, Tony could kind of easy keep in touch as the genius he where, but that I wouldn't tell him or he would be so full of himself(and we wouldn't hear the end of it).

As soon as they had left inside one of S.H.I.E.L.D helicopter I decided to go down to the library again with Loki. Loki didn't mind reading more for me and I felt relaxed at the moment but no matter how much I tried the more time that past the more I started to think about what could happen.

''Love, you need a distraction'' Loki said and I looked up at him, dropping the image of all the ones going captured and tortured. I just nodded slowly as Loki held out his hand towards mine.

''Come'' he said and I lashed our fingers together as we headed for Loki's room. He, like everyone else, had gotten a floor for himself, showing off New York, the almost repaired city.

I walked after him as he walked toward the bedroom. He opened the door and showed of a really cool looking room. It was decorated in green, black and gold, same colour that Loki had, and it was more old fashion, yet really cool. I walked toward the kingsize bed and let my fingers roam over the fabric in the bed.

''It's really soft I assure you'' Loki said with a husky voice from behind me as he hugged me, he held me toward his chest and kissed my neck, biting down on more sensitive spots that made me moan and move my head so he could get better access.

Loki gently moved me around, pushing me to the bed and smiled as he crawled over me. I put my fingers in his raven-black hair and pulled him towards me, kissing him and moaning as his finger started to undo my shirt.

(From here on is a sex-scene)

I looked up in his green eyes as I started to undo his shirt. I was happy he didn't have the cloth he had when he tried to take over the world, no, both he and Thor had started to wear normal cloth to fit in more. I pulled it over his shoulders, and let it fall to the floor, together with his now unbuttoned pants. He made a fast work of my cloth and only stopped to look down at me when all my cloth where gone and I laid in his bed in only underwear. He looked pleased as he removed my bra, the cold air gave me gooseflesh and hard nipples. Loki smiled as he leaned forward, taking my right nipple in his mouth, tugging and licking it. I could feel a sensation of pleasure spread to my body, down to my sex, making me moan and tangle my finger in his hair.

''Well, I know a little about your people, and no offense but I don't want a child, so condom do you have one?'' Loki said and I smiled a little. ''On pills'' I said and he nodded.

I arched my back in pleassure and I could feel Loki grin toward my breast. He gently stroke me down my stomach and dragged down my panties to drop them to the floor. His gentle hand slowly started to toutch my clitoris making me squirm under him and moan eaven louder.

''Loki'' I whimpered and he smiled as he gently added a finger inside of me, pumping it in and out of me ever so slowly. I dragged him more up to kiss him as he added a second finger inside of me. The sensation was wonderful and I started to thrust back with my hips.

''Loki..I'm close'' I said and he smiled as he continued his torture. I whimpered and groaned before gripping harder in his hair.

''Loki!'' I screamed as I came and he withdraw his fingers, licking them clean before he removed his boxer.

Wow, he had a perfect shaped penis, standing tall, with a beautiful shaft and the top where round. I smiled as I pushed him to the bed before licking from the bottom to the top making Loki moan in appreciation. He took his hand in my hair when I started to lick up and down, earning more moans. His member where twitching and I took him in to my mouth, using my hand when I couldn't fit more in to my mouth.

Loki slowly started to meet my mouth with his hips, his hand holding my head still and guiding it for smoother moments, while he where careful not to thrust to much in to my mouth. I licked the tip before deep throating, making him hiss through clenched teeth and take a harder grip in my hair.

''Slow down or I will come'' Loki said and I realized him with a small 'plop'. He smiled and I crawled up, slowly lowing myself down. I gasped, slowly taking all of him in, god he was big. Loki held my hips as I slowly took all of him in and adjusted to his sice. Loki had his eyes half closed, taking in the wet sensation around his twitching member, and I put my hand on my chest. I started to move my hips slowly, making him moan in pleasure and his nails dug in a bit to my hips, I would get marks and probably bruises, but I didn't care. I kissed him before I started to moan together with him, throwing my head back and Loki made sure to sit more up so he could lick my breast. He started to meet my thrust halfway, making me moan his name and my voice where getting louder.

''Loki...I'm gonna...cum'' I whispered and he moved his hips faster, slamming in to the depths of me, hitting just the right spot.

''Loki!'' I screamed as my second orgasm ripped trough my body, sending Loki over the edge when my inner wall contracted, and he moved a little more to drag the sensation of the orgasm out before he fell back in bed with me over him. He slowly whit draw and we lied there in each others arms, savoring the moment and catching our breaths. I snuggled in to his chest as he dragged the sheets over us.

''I wouldn't mind more distractions like this'' I said as I giggled and he smiled towards me, holding me close.

''Well, I would be happy to give you more'' he whispered. I smiled a coy smile toward him and kissed the corner of his mouth. My hand moving to his member and I smiled.

''I wouldn't mind you giving me one more'' I said and Loki went over me and kissed me senseless. I could get used to this.