AN/ Here we go, chapter two! Please review and tell me what you think!

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING (but my own thoughts)

"Erin, what do you mean?" Jay said in a hurt tone.

Erin couldn't speak, she couldn't even look at him.

"Dammit Erin, what the hell happened last night?!" Jay yelled.

"I got too drunk okay? I messed up. I shouldn't have even went out last night in the first place." Erin explained.

"No, it's not okay! And no you shouldn't have." Jay said standing up and walking to the locker room door.

"Jay, please wait it didn't mean anything! I didn't mean for any of this to happen!" Erin pleaded.

"Yet it did." Jay said sternly.

"Please Jay, I can't lose you too!" Erin yelled through hard sobs.

"Yet. You are." Jay said turning and walking out the door leaving Erin crying on the looker room bench.

Jay ran up the stairs back into the bullpen. He still couldn't believe what was happening. His life was unraveling. The one person he thought he was going to ask to marry him one day had betrayed him. And for what? A drunk guy at a bar. She promised him that nothing would happen! He was devastated, angry, confused, and most of all heartbroken. He couldn't be here anymore. He had to leave.

Hank was leaning up against he door frame making small talk with the rest of the unit to hear what had happened just 15 minutes earlier, when Jay rushed into the room grabbed his keys and jacket from his desk and chair and started jogging down the stairs.

Hank called out after him, "Where the hell do you think your'e going?"

"Anywhere away from here. And from her!" Jay yelled back while quickly entering the code to open the IU door. Then he was gone.

The whole unit sat at their desks shocked at what had just unfolded in front of them.

Hank immediately took off towards the locker room. He didn't know what she did this time but he knew it wasn't going to end well.

Hank walked down and heard quiet sobs coming from inside the room. He walked in and the sight shattered his heart. Erin held her hands over her head and was sank down by the lockers, sobbing.

Hank walked carefully over to Erin knowing all too well how this usually played out. He sat next to her and took her into his arms, trying to quiet her sobs to where she could explain what the hell just happened.

"Hey kid, what happened?" Hank asked.

"Remember when you said that I left a trail of broken hearts behind me ever since I was fifteen, and how if I wanted to date a cop that there were plenty of other districts? And how you told me you needed Halstead 100% effective and not throwing pebbles at my window at 3 in the morning?" Erin questioned through sobs.

"Yes." Hank said seeing where this was going."

"Hank, you were right." Erin said in a calmer voice.

"Kid, what happened?" Hank repeated.

"I broke Jays heart." Erin said very coldly.

"How?" Hank asked his former question, still not answered.

"I went out to grab a few drinks with some of my old patrol friends, Emily, Katie, Casey, Will, Jake, and Ryan. It was about 10:30 and we had all had way too much to drink. Will was drunk off of his ass and so was I. He pulled me into the bathroom and we started making out. I know I should have stopped it but I wasn't really aware of what was happening, so I went with it. Things got heated and I called a cab. We went up to my apartment ans the rest is history. When I woke up this morning I was completely naked and alone in bed. I had no idea what happened. The memories came back to me about 30 minutes ago. Hank, I didn't mean for this to happen. I got too drunk. I promised Jay nothing would happen and he trusted me, and then I abused that trust. Hank, I can't lose him. I love him, more than anyone else. I can't lose him."

"When I was dating Camille I went out with some poker buddies. I got wasted. We thought it would be a good idea to go to a strip club. Like you, I didn't really know what I was doing so I went with it. I got back home at around 3. I told her. She was pissed. We didn't talk at all that night. The next morning I told her I loved her. I also told her that yes I had gotten a lap dance, and yes I kissed someone. But that women, man she had the biggest heart. She forgave me. She saw the guilt in my eyes. I promised her it would never happen again."

"But you didn't sleep with someone. And Camille isn't Jay." Erin answered back.

"I know kid, but what i'm saying is that if Jay really loves you, he will forgive you. He fought harder than me to get you back after Nadia died, so if it meant a thing to him, trust me everything will be okay. He will forgive you." Hank said trying to explain.

"But Hank, you didn't see the look in eyes. He hates me." Erin was about to cry again.

"Trust me I saw him. He stormed out of the station. But that wasn't hate. That was confusion. Just explain in full detail. Have you told him?" Hank ended.

"Told him what?" Erin asked.

"That you love him, kid!" Hank replied.

"No neither of us have. We never really talked about it, or where our relationship was going. It was just what it was." Erin confessed.

"I think you need to go talk to him. Tell him. I may not have ever said it, but Jay is good for you. He is a nice kid. He loves you Erin. Trust me" Hank said.

"But what if he doesn't want to talk to me?" Erin questioned while standing up.

"Trust me he will. If he won't, tell him it's his funeral." Hank ended with a smirk.

"Okay." Erin shortly replied as she walked out the door to try and fix her mistake. Her only question was, what happens if he doesn't love me anymore?

AN/ Please review! Also don't kill me for what's about to happen. :/ :')