Insert is the English words to "Sleepless Beauty" by + D.K.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation

WARNING!! This Chapter contains Adult content. If you are under age to comprehend it, don't ask your parents because I don't want to be yelled at.

Ryuichi walked down the dimly light street, carrying his little sister bridal style. When they finally got to their stop, he didn't have the heart to wake her up. She looked so sweet; he didn't even want to move her.

So now he was working on the walk back to their home. After making the same walk for the last six years, he could tell you were every hole or crack was in the road.

It didn't even seem to both him as much that he was walking through a ghetto. Just one of those things he got used to, along with his step father.

His step father was by far his biggest change. The man had met his mother shortly after their father had left. Where he went, know one knew. For all anyone knew, he was lying in a ditch somewhere.

But at least his father had a heart. Jordan Cendric's wasn't a person. As far as Ryuichi was concerned, the man was nothing more then a monster. Jordan had met his mother at a bar one night. She started bringing him home for the sex and drugs.

Originally, the eleven year old Ryuichi liked the man. He was nice, and from what Ryuichi could tell, cared for his mother a great deal. He would also watch the two kids when she was to sick to do anything for them.

When Ryuichi was thirteen, the man married his mother. It was a small wedding, close family and friends only. In total maybe fifteen people showed up. The few people that showed up for Jordan had to fly all the way from America, so only the ones who could really leave made the journey.

After the wedding is when the man changed. He went from supporting Ryuichi in his dreams of becoming a musician, to telling him he had zero talent.

It was when he turned fourteen he realized what his life would be like. His mother had gone only god knows where, leaving Ryuichi and a four year old Senya with Jordan.

One night, after Ryuichi had put his sister to bed, he learned just what the American's goals were. Ryuichi was in the middle of changing into bed clothes when the door flew open. "Dad…?" he whispered, seeing the man walk in.

Immediately, Ryuichi was pinned to the wall behind him. His cobalt eyes were flinching as his body trembled with fear. "You're so cute," Jordan whispered in his ear. Before Ryuichi knew what was going on, Jordan began nipping on his ear.

"Dad… what are you doing…?" he whispered.

"I want you," he whispered into the boy's ear as he dropped his pants. Ryuichi blushed as he saw the man's hard-on. "Suck in," he said as he shoved his step son to sit on his knees.

Tears began running from Ryuichi's eyes. He knew what it meant; he was required to take sex education in school this year after all. "But…"

"Do it," he said as he pushed Ryuichi closer to the erection, "or I will have little Senya do it instead." His eyes went wide as he heard the man was willing to violate his four year old sister.

Swallowing hard, he grabbed the appendage before him. He slowly pushed it into his mouth as the man leaned his head back. As Ryuichi bobbed back and forth, Jordan began panting. "God, you're great for your first time…" an idea hit him as he mixed his fingers into the teen's hair. "Sing," he demanded.

Ryuichi looked up as he continued. "I want you to singer while you give me a blow job." Puzzled, he took a guess on how to do it. He tried to sing one of the songs he had written.

The effects of the vibrating voice showed on the man as he released his hot seed into the teen's mouth. "Wonderful…" he whispered as he pulled out of the dazed teen. Ryuichi looked up as some of the seed leaked out the sides of his mouth. "Come on," he said as he grabbed Ryuichi's arm. As Jordan walked away he pulled a scared Ryuichi with him to the bathroom.

Locking the door, Ryuichi knew they were both trapped in the windowless room. He sat in the corner as he watched his step father turn on the shower. From the lack of steam, he could guess it was set to cold water.

"Get over here," Jordan said as he stopped the water. Ryuichi did was told. "Take off all your clothes," he ordered again. Hesitant, Ryuichi again obeyed.

Jordan paused for a moment, taking in the sight of the naked teen. Even though he didn't think it was possible, he felt himself get harder. "Lay down in the tub." Getting used to the orders, Ryuichi laid down on the cold fiberglass. He stayed silent as the man moved Ryuichi around until his legs were wide open, showing everything he normally tried to hide.

Looking from the spout back down to his own body, Ryuichi's eyes went wide as the cold water turned on.

The screams that escaped his mouth that night still haunted him even to this day. Not like anything had gotten better though. The man he was forced to call Dad still messed with him after his mother had passed out from her drug high.

"Ryu…" Senya whispered, breaking him from his memories.

"Yes?"

"Are you alright? You're sweating…" she pointed out.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

"I can walk," she said calmly.

"We're home already," he said as he stopped in front of the old looking house. She nodded, pulling from his arms to the ground.

Before he let her go, he made sure their step fathers car wasn't home. They walked into the dark house, straight up the stairs and to her room. Senya walked into the room first, and grabbed her bed clothes. Ryuichi stood outside of the room while he waited for the girl to change. Once she was done, he walked in to join her. She was already under the blankets, fixing her pillows and stuffed animals on her bed.

Once she was done, she turned and laid her head on the pillow. He lay on top of the blankets, next to his little sister. "Sing me a song tonight please?" she whispered.

Smiling, he set his head next to hers, and began singing.

"From far away, let your eyes shine;

those who have awakened are still waiting.

Seduce the ramparts of the night

in the cast-off pile of skins left by things that now live elsewhere.

(without an exit)

if you intend to survive the impact

(to the point where you fall apart)

enrapture the deceits

You who have been reborn,

color your eyes

without smiling alone.

Even if the world you've longed for has suddenly

burned to ash,

in some miracle we could still brush into each other.

(Hold me gently

in order to break me)"

He stopped, hearing the soft snores. He smiled as he kissed her forehead. Ryuichi made his way to him room, taking his school uniform off as he walked to his bed. After two years, he knew better then to sleep in actual clothes… well, more than boxers and a tank top. He closed his eyes as he lay in the bed where he had been tormented so many times.

As he closed his eyes, it donned on him. There was no room in this house that his step father hadn't had him do some type of sexual favor for him. He sighed as the final thought of the night passed threw his mind. I didn't finish that stupid English paper…

End Part 2.