Monster
"He's a demon. A monster, yeah, that's just what he is." My own brother speaks.
"He doesn't' know what he is capable of." Bon snarls.
"He doesn't know how we feel!" Shima cries.
"He is a monster. He will destroy us all." Yukio announces.
They don't know that I am here, listening to very word that comes out of their mouths. Tears prick the corners of my eyes. I try to be strong. I just can't.
I wake up. There is sweat running down my face. I then remember the dream I had. All the hateful comments and words coming from their mouths. I shake my head. Let's not think about that.
They left you. You are nothing. You do not deserve their kindness. You are a monster. There is no hope for you. No one loves you. You are worthless.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I cry.
No one can hear you. You are just pathetic. You are screaming into nothing. Your voice cannot and WILL NOT reach their ears.
"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screech into the empty room.
The room is black and white in my eyes. There is no color. All I can see is pain and blood. My blood, Father Fujimoto's blood colors the room. The room is empty; it is an outline of my agony and suffering.
Why am I like this? Why did I become who I was? Why do I even exist? Did God want me to live this life? Why am I here? What is my purpose?
Someone tell me, please.
Disclaimer: I do not own Blue Exorcist.