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Caitlin Crain lived on a beach side house that her boyfriend Joe Jonas had never been inside. He had stood out the front many times to kiss her goodbye, but before he could even ask to go inside she would sneak away and shut the door. He knew she would never lie to him so he knew that she was not trying to hide any deep dark secrets away from him. They were in love, deeply and madly in love and they had nothing wrong in their tiny and compact world of two.
"Joe!" Joe could hear Kevin, his older brother calling from the kitchen when he walked into his house. The sun had finally set and the dark night sky had set in. "Joseph!" Kevin's voice called and Joe rolled his eyes.
Slum, with his back hunched low Joe waltzed in and looked as Kevin turned to him. Kevin's face and front of his body was covered in flour. "Trying to make cookies again Kev?" Joe laughed as he reached for one of the cookies Kevin had made only two days ago. They had not cooked the whole way through and no one but Frankie and Nick were game to try any. Joe held up the cookie and just chuckled to himself.
"I am trying to perfect the," Kevin quickly turned to his cook book sitting on the counter, "mud cake."
"Wow," Joe snapped the cookie that had turned hard in half and threw one half at Kevin and popped the other half in his house, "sounds difficult." After one taste of the cookie, he instantly spat it out. "Listen Kevin, if you are trying to learn how to cook just to impress a girl," he sighed and looked down at the mess of flour that had been spat all over the counter, "just stop. Please."
"Her name is Stacy-Annabella." Kevin smirked and looked up towards the light of the kitchen as he begun to day dream.
"Okay," Joe stepped backwards and bit his lip, "I'm going to go. Where is mom and dad?"
"Watching t.v with Frankie." Kevin broke out of his day dream and pointed in the direction of the lounge room. In thanks Joe nodded and headed towards the lounge room. After saying hello to his parents and younger brother he headed up to his bedroom where he found his other younger brother Nick relaxing on his bed reading his English home work.
"Do you mind?" Joe blurted as he stepped into his room with his arms folded. "Get out"
Nick looked up with a grin and ignoring his simple request to leave, he rested the English note book down on his chest. "You're so deep." He tried to hold back from laughter as he picked up the note book and started to read. "Her skin is like the sand and her hair is like the ocean waves, her eyes are like the stars and her smile is like the sun." Nick looked up and matched Joe's eyes "over use like much Holly Heartthrob?"
"Did you just call me Holly Heartthrob? What does that even mean?" Joe shrieked.
"Yes." Nick did not sustain focus on listening to what Joe had to say much longer. He continued reading, "her name is like a godess and her kiss-" Nick burst into laughter, "her kiss makes me feel like I've never been touched before."
"Get out!" Joe screamed, starting to sound like the older sister to an annoying younger brother. That was how he felt sometimes when it came to Nick though. Nick was shy and loud all at once and at school he was always causing trouble and always in the principal's office. Nick's wrong behavior did not stop at school; he would bring it home with him every day. "You wonder why you can't get a girlfriend Nick? Maybe if you weren't such an immature twat you could get a steady girlfriend."
"What?" Nick threw the note book onto Joe's bed and jumped up. "A high maintenance princess that won't even put out like the one you have? You are right Joe, I am desperate to have a girlfriend so I can write sucky poetry about her and our sexless love life."
"Like you've had sex-"
"No I haven't but at least I'm not desperate to fuck and feel like a big man." Nick bit his lip after seeing Joe's face tense up. "I'll just let myself out."
"Good idea." Joe nodded and once Nick was clear from the room he slammed the door shut. Spilling onto his bed, Joe grabbed his English note book a flicked open to the page Nick was reading from. It was a poem about a girl and without even knowing her name, anyone could tell who Joe was writing about he was much taken with. He did love Caitlin but if Nick had of turned one more page he would have probably seen and read the poem entitled, Loveless Love. A poem and piece of writing not so pretty, by Joe Jonas and about Caitlin Crain.
Nick
Amber Delany, the girl that sat to the front left of Nick's science class. She was the girl that everyone threw paper at during class because it was not like she would ever notice. Her head was always buried in her book like an ostrich. She wore reading glasses and hide behind a thick dark brown fringe. Nick, he was her number one bully.
"Delany!" The back row of delinquents chanted Monday morning of school as Amber walked into class. She was hidden behind her reading glasses and thick fringe like normal except today her left eye was also covered by something purple and swollen.
Nick tapped one of his friends, Hal and then pointed to Amber's purple marking. "Hey Delany, I didn't know you had it in you." He shouted loud enough for the whole class to hear him. Nick's science class thought that was immature and had all been instructed by their teacher on countless occasions to just ignore the stupid things he said.
"Yeah!" Hal cooed in, "Someone's been in a cat fight." Then he started to make hissing noises which drove Nick and all his friends into hysterics.
Amber just bit her lip and tried her best to shrug off what they had to say. Her left eye itched to be scratched and touched and just to go away from her face and what Nick and all his posy had to say really did not ease her pain.
"Boys!" Mrs Frost's booming voice shattered the classroom to silence. Nick jumped and grabbed his desk and suddenly he was frozen. Mrs Frost was the substitute teacher who wore high heels with her fish nets and high slit skirts. She had cherry lips and coated them in a dark brown, chocolate lipstick that all the boys on wished that they could taste.
"Shit." Hal whimpered, grabbing his crotch suddenly. "Where is Mr Jacobs?"
Mrs Frost looked up to Hal and saw the look on his face of both fear and praise. "Sick." She said before pulling out her sub notes. All the boys were silent as they watched her every move. Nick could feel his bottom lip growing wet and after Hal shoved him he realized he had been drooling. All the girls in the class just rolled their eyes and continued doing what girls do. Putting on nail polish and talking about parties was all that the girls in Nick's science class really did. All except Amber Delany, who even when a substitute teacher would take the class she would still cover her face down into her school books. "Mr Jacobs set a partner assignment."
Hal and Nick looked at one another and then quickly under the table high fived. Without words or even acknowledgment, they both knew that they would be partners. "A plus." Nick joked leaning smug back in his chair.
"What was that Mr Jonas?" Mrs Frost snapped from the front of the class, giving him a stern glance.
Nick started to swell and he could feel his face turning red. When Mrs Frost made forward remarks to him and only him he would always start to blush and slur all his words. Nick was a mess when it came to socializing with girls. "Just that Hal and I are going to be partners."
"Oh really?" Mrs Frost gave him an evil grin. Nick nodded but before he could function what she was about to say he was in the seat next to Amber Delany and his head was hung low. "I think you should think before you speak Nicholas," Mrs Frost laughed to herself as she stood in front of where Nick now sat. "Mr Jacobs assigned all your partners before he took a sick day off."
Nick groaned and slummed down in his chair. He kept glancing at Amber; her dark hair was a mess as she did not even attempt to look back to him.
"But you and Hal can be partners outside of the classroom all you like." Her statement sent everyone in the class besides Nick and Hal into uproar. "Outside of the classroom, in a toilet cubical. Where ever you like."
"Mrs Frost!" Nick stammered, torn between protecting his manhood and putting the woman of his dreams in her place. "I'm not a homosexual!" He sounded genuinely offended and Mrs Frost just smiled at him and shook her head. Then looking back to Hal, Nick could see even he was laughing at how embarrassed he was. Nick however was a little more than embarrassed, he was also annoyed at his science teacher's assignment pairings. "Amber Delany," he groaned out loud, loud enough for even her to hear him complaining, "of all the people I am paired with you. The class and even school mental case."
Amber looked over her shoulder to him and sustained eye focus for a minute. She instantly turned him cold and he was afraid to look away from her gripping stare. Her bottom lip quivered but she did not speak. Speaking in Amber's mind was for the weak; at least that was what she had always been told.
Joe
Monday afternoon and everyone was rushing out of class to get to their lockers and more importantly, lunch. Caitlin was standing by her locker, with the door hinged open she was staring at her face in the small mirror that she had pinned to a small photo of her and Joe from the winter formal. A piece of dental floss in one hand, Caitlin was cleaning her teeth before lunch and not after. She never ate in front of people anyway and while she told Joe and all her friends she always had truck loads of food for dinner, it was the same thing she was telling her parents about what she would eat at school.
"I hear they have macaroni and cheese on the menu for lunch today." A voice spoke from behind Caitlin's locker door. She smirked and then shut the door ajar. Looking at Joe leaning against the locker next to hers she could not help but smile even brighter. "Did you know other schools have steak on the menu?"
"That's disgusting." Caitlin laughed turning away from him and towards the grassed area of the school where their group would sit at lunch times. Joe kicked himself away from the lockers and jumped next to her so he could slide her under his arm.
"I also hear that Jarred Kibble is having a party this Saturday." He nodded to a few people in the halls as they walked towards their hang out spot.
Caitlin grabbed his hand and swung it off her shoulder, "Jarred is your best friend, is it necessary to always call him Jarred Kibble?" She laughed and held his hand in a tight lock with hers.
"Jarred Kibble," Joe repeated, "Jarred Kibble. It's just fun." He tightened his grip on Caitlin's hand as they walked past her ex-boyfriend Alistair. Alistair was one of the boys at the school that wore leather and talked down on women. He had loved Caitlin and had changed for her, from leather to plaid and from black hair to wavy blonde. There was no bad blood between the two and they were civil in the halls but Joe could always tell that there was something between the two that just made him feel like he should be cautious.
Caitlin smiled quickly at Alistair but at the same time wanted to turn around and smack Joe for tightening his grip on her. She always feared that Joe would turn into the jealous boyfriend just because she still got on well with her ex. Even if he had gone back to his old ways of drinking on school grounds and burning his skin to make homemade tattoos.
"Well Jarred is having a few people over and he said we better be there or something about throwing your makeup kit off a bridge." Joe laughed and then elbowed Caitlin's side. They made their way outside and saw all their friends gathered around on the grass. The grass was where all the popular kids sat. All the kids with polo shirts and big houses, the kids with expensive purses and all the right connections sat on the grass.
Jarred was sitting up against a tree, his legs comfortably spread out in front of him. He was the school's number one man and he controlled all the basic elements of the social structure with the help of his socialite and social ladder climbing sister Tory. Tory was like the first wife in the way that Jarred was the face of the people and Tory was the puppeteer that told him exactly what had to be done and when. She was a dictator.
"A few people," Caitlin stammered. "Joe last time Jarred had a few people over you ended up in your boxers drunk off your face and Jarred was painted with his mom's acrylic gold paint. The expensive Kibble family kind!"
"So," Jarred smirked at Caitlin as her and Joe sat down. He had heard what she had been saying and overall he thought all her worries were hilarious. "It isn't like dad can't buy new things when they get broken. I mean he bought this one," pointing to his younger sister, everyone already knew what he had to say. "Her seventh Ferrari yesterday just after she crashed the sixth one into a BMW out the front of Wal-Mart."
The group burst into laughter but Tory just rolled her eyes. "At least mommy and daddy didn't bust me wasted with my pants around my ankles and daddy's new secretary on her hands and knees last Tuesday."
"Shut up Tory, that isn't even something to be ashamed of." Jarred looked up to Joe and winked, "she was hot." All the boys nodded and gained even more respect for their leader. Joe just pressed his lips as Jarred stared at him waiting for some kind of reaction. He knew Joe was a virgin and sometimes he would try to push him because he could not understand how Joe could sustain for so long. Often Jarred would tell Joe to get rid of Caitlin and get a girl that would put out, but Joe could not do that because he was in love. In love, madly and deeply.
I got the new album! It is amazing! I just wanted to say how in love I am with cant have you. It kind of makes me want to cry lol