Recap:

I gasped and he captured my lips in his own, leaving me with the best kiss I have ever had in my entire life.

I moaned into his mouth which made him smile. He licked my bottom lip begging for entrance before I pulled away from him.

My breathing was heavy and loud but I knew I had to stop him before something much worse happened.

"Bella-" He started before I interupted him with a quick peck on his loving lips.

I didn't want him to think I was rejecting him, I just needed to figure out what it was I wanted. Would I regret it if things went furthur?

"I'm sorry for being so forward. You're just..." He searched for the correct words while I stared up at him.

"I remember being completely entranced in watching you when you were here last summer for your training with my mother. I couldn't take my eyes off of you. The way you smiled when you messed up, - secretly punishing yourself inside - the way you laughed at the other student's jokes in the cafeteria, the way you push your long hair behind your ears when it falls and covers your face. I can't keep my eyes off of you."

I suddenly knew what I wanted.

Be careful what you wish for because sometimes it comes true.

BPOV

I would be lying if I said I wasn't happy with the situation Edward had left me in. I thought about him the entire rest of my shift. I was surprised I was able to even concentrate after what he had said to me. I've never been in this situation before and I don't know what to say or what to do. I've had my fair share of boyfriends sure but it was different with Edward. I wanted him to want me from the moment I saw him but now that I have it, I don't know how to react. Be careful what you wish for because sometimes it comes true.

He left me with alot to think about tonight and even if I did make it out to my car without seeing him, I'm not even completely sure i'll be able to concentrate on driving. I'm only 18 years old for crying out loud! I don't know anything about him, let alone how old he even is! Maybe I should just tell him the kiss was a mistake... let Jessica have her fun...

NO! I'm sick and tired of being the girl that has great opportunities and just hands them over to someone else. I deserve to be happy and I know what I want.

I want Edward Cullen.

--

My shift finally came to an end at 11pm. I was walking to my car when I heard that familiar velvet voice.

"Hi beautiful," His words could have made my heart melt.

"There's alot more to me than beauty," I replied digging for my keys. I didn't want him to think all I had was good looks. If he wanted me, I wanted him to want me for who I am, not what I look like.

"I want to know everything there is to know about you, Bella. If you'll let me know, that is." He was so polite. He must be able to get whatever he wants with any girl he sees.

"My name's Isabella Marie Swan, but I prefer to be called Bella," He smiled a brilliant crooked smile.

"I'm an only child. My mother lives in Phoenix and my father..." I'll admit the topic was still a little hard to talk about, let alone think about.

"You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to," Isn't that the line that all guys say to pretend they don't have to know? Don't they know that one, simple line always makes us tell them because of how polite and sweet it sounds?

I hesitated for a minute. I was going to tell him, but I decided to ask him a question instead.

"What about you? Question for question sound fair?" I asked. At least this way I would be able to get to know him too.

"Edward Anthony Cullen. You already know my mother and father. I have two sisters and two brothers," He smiled that crooked smile again.

"It's getting cold, maybe we should continue this conversation somewhere more appropriate?" He made it a question but I had a feeling what he was implying.

"What, the parking lot not appropriate enough for you?" I said sarcastically. He chuckled.

"I'd just never be able to forgive myself if I let you freeze to death out here," He laughed.

"Do you have a cell phone?" I figured he could keep me company on the ride home, even if it was only through a cell phone. It would help me stay awake at least.

"Yes. Here, I'll give you my number," I never appreciated it when guys asked a girl for their number. Usually it only implied one thing. It made me feel like Edward really wanted to get to know me by giving me his number. Hopefully this would be more than just some one night stand a week from now.

"I'll talk to you later then, goodnight Edward," I wasn't going to kiss him again, at least not right now.

"Goodnight Bella," He flashed a crooked smile and took off for his car.

--

I was about half of the way home when I decided to call him.

"Hello?" Spoke a sleepy voice on the other end.

"Oh no, did I wake you?" Stupid, stupid, stupid, Bella!

He laughed, "Are you still driving home?"

"Yes. It's about a two hour drive," I admitted.

"Why on earth would you take a job two hours away? In Forks?" He was laughing harder now.

I started laughing with him now, "I like being in the car and it's not really a big deal to me. Besides, I like Forks,"

"Then why do you live two hours away?" He was serious now.

"After... my dad, Charlie, passed away... It just wasn't the same and it was too hard to live there," I wanted to be honest with him so I just told him about Charlie.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"

"No, it's ok. I wanted you to know. Besides, you want to know everything there is about me, right?" I cut him off before he felt any regret in asking me anything.

"Yes I do. Are you almost home?"

"Almost, about 15 minutes to go,"

"Why did you want to become a nurse if you don't like blood?" He asked to get off the morbid subject about Charlie.

"To break that fear I guess. Life means more than me than being afraid all the time, and if that means I have to take a risk then I will."

"I love the way you think, Bella. What are you thinking about right now?"

My thoughts of earlier came rushing back into my conscience. Was Edward what I really wanted. Should I be honest with him and just tell him that I'm afraid to be with him? If I said that then I am the biggest hypocrite to my last statement.

"I think you're a risk... and I like it," I tried to be obvious without actually having to spell it out.

He was silent for a few minutes, just enough time for me to pull into my driveway and turn off the engine.

"I'm home," I said tryng to break the silence.

"I'm glad you got home safe," Was all he replied with.

"It's a good risk Edward. I hope I didn't say anything to upset you," I found myself being more and more honest with this man. I felt like he was ripping my thoughts right out of me. I didn't even think before I spoke. Stupid, stupid, stupid, Bella!

"No, you didn't upset me. Why do you think I'm a risk?" He said it cautiously as if he was afraid to hear my answer.

"I barely know you, but I want to know everything about you too. I'm afraid of being hurt I guess. I know it probably sounds crazy but I've never felt this way about anyone before and we're not even dating," I laughed while I said the last part, as did he.

"Maybe that will change one day," I could practically hear the smile in his voice. "I don't want to keep you up though, I should probably let you go to sleep."

"If you're tired..." I replied. I was beat from work but I've never felt so awake in my entire life. It's as if another part of my body just started working again.

"No, no, I'm not tired," He replied quickly. I swear I just heard him yawning though. I tried not to laugh.

"What else do you want to know?" I asked, ready to have one of the best conversations of my life. I don't think it would matter what we talked about, as long as it was him and I.

--

"Goodmorning sleepyhead," Edward called from the nurses station. I saw Jessica sneer when Edward turned his attention from her to me. He leaned on the counter casually, flashing me his crooked smile.

"Goodmorning chatterbox. I didn't think I would ever get to sleep," We both laughed but Jessica just glared, which made me laugh more.

"Oh, Edward!" Jessica called a little too excitedly since she was sitting right across from us. We both turned to face her.

"You have a patient in Exam Room 12. I'll be glad to help you," I could tell that Edward knew her tone was nothing but desperate. I gave him a wink telling him to go head.

"Sure, Jessica. I'll be right there," He turned his back towards her before he even got the words out. She was so excited she practically flew to the exam room. I couldn't bear not to laugh.

"I would really like to kiss you," Edward said while he brushed a loose strand of hair behind my ear. Gentlemen, they always have to ask.

"You better not keep Jessica waiting. I'm sure she's been terrorizing the poor patient long enough," We both laughed. I stood on my tip toes to kiss him on the cheek.

"I'll see you later, Dr. Cullen," I waved while I walked away swaying my hips in mock to Jessica just for his entertainment. I heard him chuckle from behind.

Note: I wasn't going to make this as long as it turned out to be but I already have alot of ideas for this story and I'm afraid I won't have enough chapters to put them all in. I hope you're all enjoying it so far. I plan to update again tomorrow. If you have any ideas for the storyline let me know in a review. Thanks!