Killian's pov

"Welcome the present moment as if you had invented it. It is all we ever have, so we might as well work with it rather than struggling against it. We might as well make it our friend and teacher rather than our enemy. The only thing that is ultimately real about your journey is the step that you are taking at this moment. That's all there ever is."

'Join me in the shower, Mrs. Jones'

I lifted her from the bed. She wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck as she rested her forehead against mine.

'Did I say I wanted to take a shower with you?'

'You're an open book, Swan. I know what you want.'

She giggled as she pressed kisses to my cheek. 'I always want you, Captain.'

It is the moments like these where I wanted time to stand still. I am so thankful, that I am able to hold someone as amazing as her in my arms. No matter how much time we spend together I can never get enough of her. She wasn't my first kiss, but she is the kiss that mattered, the kiss that made me realize I didn't want to kiss anyone else. Now I know that love isn't about finding someone to live with. It's about finding someone you can't live without. All I ever need is her in my arms and attached to my lips.

I slowly walked towards the bathroom while Emma gently bit my earlobe.

I growled. 'Swan, you're playing with fire.'

Her hands slipped through my hair. 'I love your fiery side, Killian'

'But?'

She wiggled from my arms. 'But, I have to go to work.' She pressed a quick kiss to my cheek and ran to the bathroom. She closed the door and locked it. I sighed as I heard the water from the shower running. Just as I laid down on the bed again, I realized that she didn't get herself a towel. A grin appeared on my face and I knew exactly what to do.

A few minutes later she opened the bathroom door and sneaked her head out. 'Honey, can you get me a towel?'

'I'd be happy to Swan, but it's going to cost you'

'What?' she whined but I disappeared to get her towel.

A minute later, I stood in the bathroom and opened the shower door to step in with her. Naked. My erection showing her the nature of my thoughts. My cocky smile melting her.

'Killian... I don't have time right now' she complained as she tried to push me away, but I felt that she didn't try hard enough.

I leaned in to kiss her, slowly moving to her neck as I brushed her wet hair from her neck. 'I can be quick and we both know you'll love it'

She giggled as I leaned in to kiss her again. I trapped her tongue with mine as I reached her leg up to the bench. I reached my hand under her thigh and lifted her a bit higher. I continued kissing her and grinding my hips against her.

Emma turned around and pushed me down on the shower bench as she straddled me. Slowly, she lowered herself down onto my manhood. She moaned as I entered her, stretching her walls until I was all the way inside her. I groaned in pleasure as she started to move up and down my shaft, friction was building and excitement growing.

Emma knew as no other how excited she could get me and I loved how much she wanted me. After all these years together we, still, only wanted each other. She increased the pace and squeezed her muscles around my manhood. I felt her orgasm nearing as she rode me. Sliding up and down and grinding against me. She finally reached her climax, shuddering on me, gripping my back with her fingernails.

Her eyes met mine and I couldn't help but smile. She knew that I wasn't finished with her yet. She stood up and positioned herself with her palms against the shower walls.

'Take me, Captain' she begged

I stood up and positioned myself behind her, leaning forward to thrust into her without warning. She cried out in surprise and pleasure. I knew she liked it the rough way, so I didn't waste any time as I took her as hard and as fast as I could. I wrapped my arm around her to play with her breast, working her nipple through my fingers.

She grabbed my stump with her hand and placed it on her other breast. 'Don't be insecure. I want to feel both arms around me.'

I rubbed my stump over her breast as she moaned. 'I'm sorry, Emma. I never used...' I started but she cut me off

'Shh, it's perfect. You're perfect.'

I smiled as I played with her breast, trying to get the hang of it. She pressed her hips back to meet mine, letting me know that she needed more. We're both panting and gasping as I was pounding inside her. I released myself deep inside her as I continued to sloppily thrust until I was completely drained.

She turned around and wrapped her arms around me. 'I love you'

'I love you too, Swan'

When we managed to get up I carefully washed the remnants of shampoo from her hair and soaped her off, exploring every part of her body all over again. Eventually, she turned off the shower and we stepped out of our little world of sex. I grabbed the soft towel and wrapped it around her body. We were dashing around the bathroom, starting to bump into each other as we struggled to get ready in time. She caught my eye in the mirror again. She turned around and placed her hand on my half-dressed chest.

'We have to stop' she whispered as she leaned in to kiss me.

'There's time for a good, long and loving kiss' I whispered back

'I really enjoyed it'

I nodded in agreement. 'Aye, love. Me too'

She turned around and gazed into the mirror again as she pressed her hips against my manhood. 'Oh... what is that pressed against my ass?'

I brought my face next to hers as I stared to her in the mirror. 'Again?' I whispered

'Well, I'm already late... It might as well be a little later then'