Lena's Freedom chapter 2

Hope you enjoy, might be hard for some people to read. I don't own Kissed by the Baddest Bidder.

As I sit there with them, I don't think I can finish the story. They all look at me to finish but I don't know if I can.

I say as the tears fall down my face "I-I don't think I can finish the story-y. He is going to kill me regardless, he will never stop."

Serena touches my face and I flinch visibly, she removes her hand fast and says "Lena its fine, they can protect you."

I roll my eyes and look at her "Yes because they can protect me my whole life? I don't want that. I might as well get it over with; maybe I can live a lie."

Then she looks at me "And when he makes you have children?"

I look down and rub my wrist "At least I will have something to make me happy in hell."

She then glares at me and yells "Lena, what the hell is wrong with you!? You are strong, beautiful, caring, and bright! Do you remember in high school when that guy tried to touch me and you punched him in the face? You always fought for me, why aren't you fighting for yourself?"

I looked at her shocked then I glare at her and stand "Oh, I am fucking sorry Serena. Do you know how it feels to be kidnapped for a whole fucking year? Do you know how it feels to get stabbed repeatedly and just hope to die from the blood loss? Have you ever watched your sister get raped in front of your eyes and beg them to stop? To be circled by 6 guys calling you a whore, slut and every word under the rainbow while you have to get them off? But I guess I'm just lucky that alexander didn't let them rape me because my virginity is his! I have fought for a year, Serena!"

I take a deep breathe then look towards the window as more tears fall from my face "I fought for a year! I watched my sister die in front of my face because I would not give him my virginity and I wouldn't give in because my sister told me since I always sacrificed for her , she would do this for me. I watched my own sister get raped to death and you want me to be strong? The only thing that can make me strong is if he is dead. I will never be able to stop looking over my shoulder or the nightmares! It will never stop."

Serena looks at me with her tear stained cheeks and puffy red eyes "I'm sorry Lena, I didn't know. Lena i-I -"

With that she runs up the stairs crying, and then I say "Serena!"

She just keeps going up the stairs, I then fall to the ground with my back to the couch and I put my face to my knees and start to shake back in forth. I hear whispers but I'm not listening it must be time again for the whipping. I cry even harder, and say "I'm sorry crystal, I'm so sorry"

I feel someone touch my shoulder gently and I move away from it and yell, with my eyes closed still "I'm sorry please no more whips or knives! Just kill me, please!"

As I lay there I feel someone come in front of my face surprised they haven't drugged me out of there by now. I open my eyes and I see Baba looking at me "Lena, calm down. It's me Baba; I'm not going to hurt you okay? They aren't here. You are fine. It's just you and me okay?"

I take a deep breath to calm my breathing, as I look around to see it's only him and I. I look to him; he then gives me a small smile "Can you get up for me? You can sit on the couch. Do you want me to pick you up?"

Seeing Baba like this makes me realizes when he got me from the auction and I knew I could trust him immediately, this seems just to prove it even more.

I shake my head yes and say softly "Pick me up, please"

He then gently picks me up in a princess carry and places me on the couch siting up, he then says "I ordered you some food, okay? Will you eat for me?"

I shake my head no; they make eat nothing but nasty shit for months on end. I don't remember when I had real food.

He then sits there as they bring the food in and says thank you. Oh holy heavens that smells so good. Baba then says "Lena, please you are way too skinny."

I then look at the food and I see a roll and I grab it then bring my knees to my chest and eat the roll slowly. About 10 minutes after Baba begging for me to eat more I had a roll, a half of an egg roll, 1 dumpling, and 7 grapes. I haven't felt so full in a long time. After I was done, Baba sat there and talked to me about how he became a world known thieve and life events, I was getting tired, I laid my head against Baba's shoulder and closed my eyes not afraid of letting the darkness take me.

Upstairs Serena Pov:

I can't believe I said that to Lena, I had no idea what she went through; I am sure a horrible person. Lena will never forgive me, as I lay in bed crying. I hear the door open then a few seconds later I feel the bed dip and then feel arms wrap around my waist. I then turn around to cry in Eisuke's chest. I say "Eisuke, she will never forgive me. I am horrible; I haven't seen her in a year. Look what they have done to her! She is nothing of how she used to be. They broke her, Eisuke."

He then comfort's me by rubbing my back and says "She will forgive you, you are not horrible, Serena. I wouldn't date someone horrible."

I giggle as he says that but then he continues "Lena is not broken, she still fights and I have seen her from the video when we got her from the cage and how she locked the other guy in the cage when he was trying to get her out but she is emotionally and physically hurt. It will take time; you can't push her like that. Just be your normal great compassionate self and hopefully, that will be enough to help her. She is the best friend you always talked about but no she will be changed because of what has happened to her."

I cuddle closer to him and say "I know, it will take time seeing her like this. She is like a sister to me. I wish this never happened to her, Eisuke. Do you think she will ever truly get over it?"

He kisses my forehead "No, not until he is dead. I can tell you that much, we are going to take him down. They will never hurt her again"

I then look at him surprised "Eisuke, are you getting soft on me? You care for her already"

He then rolls his eyes "No stupid, she reminds me off my sister and how those people did horrible things to her. She is basically the same age as her. She got her justice and Lena will get her and her sister's justice. Now are you done crying and ready to be a big girl now?"

I roll my eyes and smack him in the chest "Oh shut up." I then kiss him on the lips to shut him up.

Back to Main POV Lena's:

I wake up thinking I would still be in the living room but I'm not my breathing starts to pick up. I look down, I still have my clothes on and then I look around the room and see I am still at the hotel. I try to calm my breathing down but it's not working.

I see Soryu come around the corner of the bedroom and he sees me awake and slowly moves towards me "Lena, Breathe in, and out. Keep doing it, you are fine."

I then start breathing easy as he walk towards me. He looks at me and I say "Sor-yu, you work for a mob. Don't you?"

He keeps looking at me and says softly "Yes"

I break eye contact and rub my wrist and say "You don't do that kind of stuff right? Like uhhh rape and-"

He gently tilts my chin up with his finger and my hazel eyes meet his dark grey and say "No we are all not like that asshole, Lena."

I nod my head as he removes his finger "I believe and trust you, Soryu. I don't know why but I do."

He gives me nod and says "Get up Baba is going to take you somewhere."

I then shake my head and start to freak out "I can't go out there! He will find me-"

He then interrupts me "Shhh, he's talking you out far. You will be fine; I mean it when I say you are safe. No one will let you get hurt like that again Lena. Understand?"

I nod my head "I understand, Soryu."

Soryu was about to say something else but then there was a knock at the door.

To be continued