"Castiel?" Dean was insecure about all this. It wasn't common situation when he doesn't knew what to do. Deep inside he wanted to hug his old buddy, but the doctors told him that Cas doesn't remember anything. It could be too overwhelming to him, they said.
Great, now they weren't even sure if it's Castiel, or Jimmy Novak inside this body. Or, maybe no one was here? Those blue eyes seemed empty, comparing to all moments when Cas looked at Dean with more emotions than he could possibly bare.
What was he waiting for? What they all were waiting for? Some magical moment, that usually happens in romantic shitty movies, when person with amnesia immediately remembers everything, just because he saw his loved ones?
"Cas, It's me, Dean. And here's Sammy." He started patiently. "We were looking for you everywhere. We had lost hope." He talked to him like to a toddler. "It's good to see you again."
His arms shook a little. It was really emotional, especially for him. He was sure that angel died when Leviathans took his body and drowned him. He lost all hope.
"It's nice to meet you, Dean and Sammy. My name is Adam." He said, cocking his head on one side, like he used to.
His words almost broke Winchesters hears. Dean turned around, hiding his wet eyes from public view. He thought he lost Cas for good. Hope came to him only for seconds when he drove here, convinced that everything will be good, now. But of course fate preferred to laugh at them.
"Your name is Castiel. We were close friends for last few years. You helped us a lot… Do you remember anything of this?" Sam sat near him, trying to tell him what to believe in. But Dean was sure it won't work, not on Cas.
"I don't remember a thing. Doctors didn't tell you? I've got amnesia. Probably not curable, that's what they say." He lost his patience.
Sam tried to say him few facts from his life, but he couldn't find anything normal. Younger Winchester decided not to start with the angel thing. He didn't want to scare him. After all, it was their closest friend for so long. In all his delusions and daydreams, meeting with Castiel helped Sam.
They spent few hours there. Cas didn't say a thing, didn't asked questions. It looked like he came to terms with all of this. Sam gave up quickly.
"We'll come back soon. We need to go now, but… you're not alone, Cas." As he said that, Dean gave him keys to Impala.
"Take care of this baby. I'll take care of this." He looked at his angel. Now, he looked calm and relaxed, but inside…
Inside Dean Winchester was a war against God, Angels, Demons, amnesia, and himself. He was angry on pretty much anything but his brother and his best friend. And he decided. After awkward silence, he looked at his friend and said three important words. Probably the most important words tonight.
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