Beck POV

Jade had been depression alot lately. I wonder what wrong ? Whenever we at home or nearly anywhere She staring off to space and sometime a tear slipped out.

" Hey Beck What Up with Jade lately ? " Tori asked cuddling with André.

" I don't know . She been like that since I met her. " I shrugged

" Jadey Used to before you guys met" Cat smiled " Yea She never told me why ? She used to smile all the time and was never rude. She changed."

" Jade being nice and smile.. Hell must had frozen over." Tori joked

" I'm serious." Cat said sternly

" Ok Lil Red , I believe you mostly cause I was there too." André nodded.

" So Jade was actually happy and nice ." I asked . This doesn't sound like my girlfriend.

" Yea but then She missed a week of school. Everyone thought She was kidnapped or Raped or killed. When She show back up , She stopped wearing happy colors. She took the stuffed animals off her locker and replaced it eith scissors. " André said

" Something must had happen during that week ." Robbie said.

I nodded " Do you know ? "

They shooked their heads " She won't talk about it. "

I just have to ask her.

Jade POV

I came home and immediately went to my room. I cried , I know it been a couple of years but it still hurts.

" Jadelyn Are you okay ? " My shitty ass excuse for a mother said.

" Stay the Hell away from me." I yelled and stabbed my scissor through the door.

" Jade Please I said I was sorry." She begged.

" Go to Hell." I yelled.

She sighed and walked away. I grabbed his picture. You guys are probably wondering who He is . He is My...baby brother Maxwell. He died when He was only 1. It my mom faults. God I hate her . Maxwell was MRTL . MRTL means My Reason To Live . I used to smile all the time because of him. He made me smile and love life. Once the iccident happen ...I never forgave my mother. She took him away. Worse I had to attend the ceremony and I had to see his corspe and watch it go under ground. I promise that I never forgot him.I changed myself into a goth girl attire. I never wore anything happy or bright. When Maxwell left , I took all my stuffed animal and burned them. I learned to love scissors and Hate my mom.

" Jade Answer The Phone." My phone ringed. Beck recorded his voice so I have to answer the phone when He calls.

" Hey ." Beck greeted me.

" Hi." I said trying to hide the fact that I'm depress.

" So Jade What Up with you lately You been sad and different ? " Beck asked.

" I'm fine." I sniffed. I never told anyone about Maxy. It a family thing.I grabbed my blade and ran my fingers against the blade softly.

" Jade , Cat and André told me You used to be happy. What happened that made you stop ? " He asked.

Should I tell him Maxy ?

No He gonna give you sythampy Jadey. I love you too much to see you sad.

I just hung up and sighed. I ran the blade against my skin and watch the blood run down my arm. Then I fell asleep.