Chad's POV

"Chad! Wake up!" A familiar voice called.

"5 more minutse" I groaned.

"Chad, you can't sleep at a cafeteria table"

That woke me up, "What?" I looked around to see that I was sat at a table in the comissionary and Sonny was stood smiling at me.

"Chad you were asleep"

"Oh right" I blinked, I was absolutely shattered. Sonny sat down at the chair next to me.

"Didn't you get enough sleep last night?"

*Flashback*

"Chris! Chris! Chris!" Came the endless calls of the paparazzi outside the club.

All I wanted to do was go back to my house and watch TV or annoy Sonny, I didn't want to be stuck here with Alexis.

"Hey baby!" Alexis skipped over, and kissed me on the cheek.

"Hi Lex" I smiled wryly.

"Don't call me Lex, it's Alexis!" She pouted. "Now where are the paps?"

"Outside Alexis"

"That's not right!" She grabbed my hand and dragged me outside, to the thousands of fans screaming for 'Christopher Wilde', if only they knew the truth...

Alexis had me posing for photos with her for roughly an hour and then she got me to sign autographs with her for another hour. Arouund 11pm Alexis decided we could go into the club, at which point she got herself totally smashed (drunk) and refused to let me take her home until 2am, then I had to stay with her just incase she choked on her own puke. After she tried to have sex with me, I gave up on trying to look after her and went home but due to an accident on the freeway, I was stuck in traffic until 6am and when I finally did get home there was really no point in going to sleep because I would need to be at work in an hour and a half.

*End of Flashback*

"Not really... no" I mumbled.

"Why not?" How did she hear me?

"I was um... taking care of my mom, she's ill"

"Oh My gosh is she okay? Wait! Your Mom is in Europe, seriously Chad, why didn't you get any sleep last night? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, Sonny"

"Chad, you still haven't answered my question, why didn't you get any sleep last night?"

"Sonny..."

"Chad, tell me"

"Sonny, I can't."

"Chad, just tell me! Maybe I can help..."

"Sonny, no! Please just mind you own bussiness"

"Chad..."

"No, Sonny"

"but..."

"I SAID NO SONNY!" I didn't stop to hear her reply, I walked out of the comissionary and straight to my dressing room, where I broke down.

Yes, Chad Dylan Cooper is crying. It's not even like me but I think its because of lack of sleep that I'm crying. I wish I could tell someone, I really do, maybe then things would be easier...

"Chad..." A whisper came from the other side of my door.

"What?" I tried to make it sound like I hadn't been crying but it didn't work.

The door opened and Sonny crept in. "Chad, I'm sorry for tryingto pressure you into telling me... Chad have you been crying?" I noticed the concern in her voice.

"What? Pfft! No" but I couldn't look at her.

"Chad, if theres something wrong, you know you can tell me, right?"

"Sonny, theres nothing wrong"

"Chad, I know you, theres something wrong"

That hit me like a bullet, I spun around to face her and looked her straight into her beautiful brown eyes and hissed "Do you Sonny? Do you really? Or do you just know people because I can assure you, that you don't know me. You know nothing about me. Now please leave"

Tears glistened in her eyes, "Chad..."

"GET OUT!" I screamed and instantly regretted it.

Tears ran down her face as she let out a sob and ran out the door.

"Sonny..." I whispered.