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Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

is this in my head I don't know what to think

he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

and said

marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress

it's a love story, baby just say yes - Taylor Swift - Love Story

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Without further ado...

Set in OotP - 3RD POV.

A young woman was walking quickly through the huge, angry, scared crowd. She was getting rather impatient.

"Excuse me!" she said in her lady-like voice. "FOR MERLIN'S SAKE! EXCUSE ME!!" The whole crowd turned toward her, surprised at the outburst. "Thank you, I was wondering what in Godric's name is going on?" she asked in her lady-like voice, much like an angel's.

"Nothin' 'cept Sirius Black's officially free 'cause I saw a pretty young red head stepped forward and gave the Minister the memory and it was that Pettigrew, they won't release her information though, so I can't call that young missy up. Minister even says so, miss." he added seeing her raised eyebrows. "Everyone says that The Order of the Phoenix has also reunited. I wonder who's in charge of it. Don't you?" the woman rolled her eyes as she walked away, head held high. She was back. And had already left her mark. She had been back since she heard Sirius Black had escaped from Azkaban and when she had heard The Order of the Phoenix had been reactivated because of Voldemort's return. And that's why and only why she was back. She quickened her pace as she arrived to her destination with one pop, she stood on a very rich-like-person-street in down-town London.

She walked quickly down the long tunneling street. She walked by one house after another. Finally stopping in front of two houses at the very end of the street.

Then suddenly, as she can to a stop, she squinted her eyes, and an old house appeared, and clearly remembering it, the woman carefully made her way into the old, dark house. Without knocking or ringing the doorbell.

"Is that you, Arthur?" a familiar voice called, when she gently closed the door behind her. She decided not to answer, for she knew all too well who it was.

"Arthur, is that you?" the voice called once more, but yet the woman stood there waiting for the familiar voice to come to her. Then, the source of the voice finally arrived to see who had came into his house. He had a bottle of butterbeer. He took in the woman's appearance. "Who the hell are you?!"

"Patience." was all the woman said. She then closed her eyes and focused, the man could see that she was focusing by the way her eyes were squinted together. Then her brunette hair turns blond, her chocolate brown eyes transformed into a silvery blue. Her long hair shortened to shoulder length.

His butterbeer dropped and hit the floor and shattered into pieces. "No." he said "No, you can't be her. Jessa is gone. She can't come back. I wish she could...more like would but her and the baby are gone...forever and it's my fault. I told her to stay home...but she...wouldn't. No! NO! NOOOO!! YOU CANNOT BE JESSA!!" the woman sighed.

"Sirius?" another voice asked, and all was forgotten, worry evident in the new comer's voice.

"Sirius, listen to me. It's Jessa. I swear. I have proof. Look for yourself." she said quietly, tensely as she handed him a memory in a flask. He took it and went to observe it. He came back minutes later and looked at her.

"Before I believe anything" he asked. "Answer my questions." the woman nodded. "This is something only Jessa and me knew. What had we decided to name our son?" he asked.

"William James Sirius Black." she replied immediately, without missing a beat.

"What if our child would have been a girl?"

"Taylor Lily Jessa Black."

"How did we hook up? How did we meet? How did - " he asked what felt like, fifty other difficult questions and she answered quickly and quietly. Finally he said:

"Jessa, I really am sorry...wait! Did you get me freed? How are you alive? What happened to William?" without giving her time to answer, Sirius quickly ran to embrace his long lost love. He held her tight as though she wouldn't be there when he woke up from this wonderful dream. "I love you. Promise me that you will NEVER leave me. I can't loose you again." she nodded into him.

"Nor can I lose you. You are my world. My everything."

"So...how bad was the damage to you and...the...the...baby...after what happened? How bad did he...he...die?" Sirius choked out, holding Jessa as tight as possible.

"Sirius? What's going on...?" the new voice said, just feet away. The voice gasped "Jessa?! Is that you?!" the new voice choked out in an outrageously shocked voice. The man appeared, he had graying sandy brown hair and blue eyes that made you think that you were looking into the sky. Jessa stepped gently away from Sirius.

"Ahh, my old friend! I was wondering when I'd see you again. You look...well. I think. But how's what's her name?" Jessa smiled brightly and gave her old friend a quick hug then let him go.

Remus bowed his head. "She died after you supposedly died." his head came back up. "She was captured and killed on a dangerous mission for Dumbledore. They tortured her to death hoping they could get Order information out of her...but... you knew Chrissy. She wouldn't give in. We going to get married. Now I think I'm in love again but I feel like I'm betraying Chrissy." he said sadly.

"You knew Chrissy too. She would want you to move on, get on with your life and be happy! Have the kids you never had the chance to have with her. She knew...knows you loved her. She would be mad you didn't move on with her life." Jessa told Remus. "And she loved you too. With her heart and soul. Like nothing ever before."

"I know." Remus sighed."Ok. But, how about we hear your story, which will be, no doubt, more important." she nodded as she sat down and crossed her legs.

"Okay I was left there, no doubt forgotten, and I regained consciousness, and I was alone. I changed so I could go and ask someone what was going on when I saw Sirius being taken away, a large crowd surrounded by him, and he was laughing, hysterically, and I realized he was going to Azkaban and I just starting crying hysterically, my worst fears had come true. I was so scared. I had no idea what to do. I managed to get up and walk briskly home, I knew it wasn't safe, so I rented another apartment. I got out of there as soon as I could. I couldn't stay there! I was fair game! I couldn't go to anyone I knew because they all thought I was dead! So I left quickly, and found this apartment, it was OK but it wasn't like the Potter Mansion or anything but it was nice and even better, it would work for what I needed it. So I got settled in quickly, and I turned the telly on to the wizarding channel and found out what they thought had happened. That's when I saw myself on the TV. I really did look dead. But my eyes were focused on something else. That's when I remembered. I remembered I would be a mother soon. I forgot I was pregnant! I felt, for the first time like a blond. I started crying again but, after some time, I abruptly stopped from this pain.

"This pain was in my stomach, and it was unbearable. I had no idea what was wrong." Jessa stopped when their was a knock at the door.

"I'll get it." Remus said quickly getting up and jogging to the door. Jessa moved over to the chair where Sirius was sitting and put her arms around him, and his arms went around her. She un-tangled herself. She then, gingerly held his face between her hands and put her lips to his. They had started a passionate kiss but Jessa hastily pulled away.

"Yuck! How much fire whiskey have you been drinking, Siri?! And when was the last time you brushed your teeth?! Ew!" Sirius just smirked in reply and held her closer.

"Jessa?" Remus asked, coming back into the room. "Do you know this young man out here who says he knows you?"

CLIIFFIE!!

Sorry, I WAS going to finish it in this chapter but...I've been stuck so I'll finish it in one more chapter after I get some help from LU. And sorry if it seems a bit rushed. You'll see why it was in the next chapter!

I am sorry this isn't better. I am not very happy with it.

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