Hermione sat up in bed, she hadn't slept in three days, and she couldn't sleep now, every time she closed her eyes, memories of him flashed through her head, torturing her, she regarded her face in the mirror, she was deathly pale, and had blue bags under her eyes, she was getting thinner, since all she had eaten the last three days was a cup of tea, although her stomach was protesting to this treatment, Hermione simply could not get her self to eat, why would she eat, half of her was gone, so what was wrong with killing the other half, she would finally be with him again, and the pain, the pain would stop.

She was going to visit his grave today, she hadn't been at the funereal because her parents hadn't mentioned it until she got back from school and enquired where her brother was, they had then told her the truth.

That he was dead.

Dead the word was so small, only four letters, that completely ruined her life as she now has no brother, and she would never ever forgive her parents, for hiding the truth from her, just to think, for two month she had been happy, going about her exams like nothing was wrong while her brother, her half had been six feet under. The thought brought fresh tears to the already red and worn out eyes.

She got up and dressed in the first thing she saw, she put her hair in a bun, and went downstairs, as usual, she ignored her parents' calls and pleas like they weren't even there, she headed out for the lake and sat at the tree, now crying silently, she suddenly got up, she needed a walk.

As she walked down the street, people who knew her gave her sympathetic looks, and people who didn't gave the girl strange looks, she was walking, while holding her heart shaped locket in her hand, she had tears in her eyes, that were racing down her face, but she didn't care about anything, she just wanted to see him, she finally reached her destination, her feet crunched the grass beneath her while she headed for his grave, the place where he lies, she finally reached it, she fell on her knees as she read the words over and over again.

Here lies Joshua Adrian Granger

Devoted son and loving brother

1990-2007

She read the words again and again but they were so PLAIN, they didn't say how special the person lying beneath this tombstone was.

"I never got to say goodbye, oh god josh, why did you leave me, I want to be with you, don't leave me here all alone" she cried against the tombstone.

That's when she decided, she was going to be with him, it will only take a razor, and she would be with him, she headed home with new hope, she would be with, him, she almost floated home, she went into the bathroom, and smiled while she fingered the razor one last thing and she will be with him.

She took a bit of parchment and a quill. And wrote hastily, a smile gracing her features. She stuck her note to the mirror, and took the razor and slit her wrist, a pain shot through her arm, but she ignored it, she faintly registered someone banging on the door, but she ignored it.

"I will finally be with you" she whispered to thin air, as her eyes fluttered close a smile was on her lips.

Outside the door, a boy was banging on the door; his blue eyes were evidently worried.

"HERMIONE!! OPEN UP, I AM NOT DEAD, HERMIONE, HERMIONE" he banged on the door, but no answer came, he finally broke it down, and the sight in front of him, made his mother scream.

There lying in a puddle of her own blood, was his sister, he glanced at the note she left.

I will finally be with him, burry me beside him

Hermione

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Summer