Disclaimer: I do not own bleach. I just own a laptop, word, and my imagination. This is based off the song "The last night" by skillet. I don't own them either. Nor do I own the child abuse idea.

Warnings: This is a yaoi. It's in an alternate universe, there will be ooc stuff. There will be violence. I left out the rape scene; the whole chapter is on my homepage

Authors note: Domestic violence and rape is never ok and should be always reported. I wrote the whole scene out because that's how I write.

Two weeks later

You come to me with scars on your wrist You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this I just came to say goodbye I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine But I know it's a lie

It was pouring outside as Renji , a teenage boy with red hair, looked at his math homework. His teacher must have had something up his ass because he had loaded Renji and his classmates with home, just because one person had whispered during a test.

Suddenly the doorbell rang which startled him so much he fell off his chair. Annoyed Renji picked himself off the floor and headed towards the door. He lived in a fairly large home with his legal guardian Byakuya and Byakuya's little sister Rukia but neither of them were home so it was up to him to get the door.

A look of concern touched his face as he opened the door. "Ichigo?", he said surprised. Ichigo hardly came over anymore. Something bad must have happened.

Ichigo stood in the pouring rain as he looked up at Renji with his broken honey eyes. Looking into those eyes both angered and saddened him. He loved Ichigo, he had for a while. He couldn't stand seeing him like this.

"Jeez your soaked", Renji said before ushering him inside. He then ran to get a towel. After he came back he wrapped it around ichigo. "Come on let's get you some dry clothes", Renji said before unconsciously taking his hand and leading him into his room.

Ichigo almost let a smile touch his lips as he felt Renji's warm hand take his own cold one. He hated that he was about to hurt friends but he couldn't take it anymore. He wanted all the pain to stop .

After a few minutes Ichigo was in dry clothes.

"Renji" , Ichigo said softly as he sat next to Renji on the bed.

"Yes Ichigo", Renji replied, he was hoping that his friend was going to tell him what was wrong. He never could of prepared himself for what Ichigo was going to say.

"I-I came to say good-bye", ichgo said softly as he stared at the ground.

Renji blinked, what did he just say? It was a few minutes before those two words completely sunk in. "Ichigo don't leave me, let me help you", Renji said before wrapping his arms around the younger boy. It was taking all his self-control to suppress the chaotic emotions in his mind.

"But you can't help me, I deserve it any way", Ichigo said.

Renji had to bite back a growl when he heard Ichigo defend his father actions. Renji gently grabbed Ichigo's chin and made him look at him. "Ichigo don't ever say you deserve to be hurt again", Renji said softly.

"But I killed my mother", Ichigo said as tears began to stream down his cheeks.

Renji pulled Ichigo into his arms and allowed Ichigo to cry into his chest. "Ichigo you were a child, you had nothing to do with your mother's death. Your mother saved you because she loved you. She would want you to know it wasn't your fault", Renji said softly as rubbed soothing circle on the others back.

Ichigo continued to cry, a large part of him wanted to believe Renji. But the part of him that said he was worthless, reinforced the thought that it was his fault.

"Ichigo what happened?", Renji asked. He didn't want to make the boy hurt any more than he already was but he needed to know. He needed to know what had convinced him to commit suicide. He was one hundred percent certain it wasn't his father's normal abuse that had pushed him over the edge.

Ichigo stiffened when Renji asked what had happened. He thought about what had happened and he began to sob harder while his body trembled.

Flashback

Ichigo groaned as he impacted with the hard ground. His father had just kicked him down the stairs. Slowly he picked himself, before accessing the damage. It felt like a few of the broken ribs that had been healing nicely might of shifted when he fell. Little did he know broken ribs were the least of his worries.

The doorbell rang and Ichigo went and opened the door. Outside stood two men one with brown hair and cold brown eyes, the other had his eyes closed and had silver hair. Suddenly the man with silver hair grabbed Ichigo and placed a white cloth over his nose and mouth. Ichigo smelled something funny before passing out.

When Ichigo woke up, he found himself naked and tied to a bed. Panic set in when the two men from before entered the room, the two men were also naked.

"I guess introductions are in order", The brown haired man said politely. "I am Aizen ", Aizen said before pointing to the other man. "And he is Gin", Aizen said before moving towards the bed. "And you Ichigo are our toy for the night", He said before chuckling as Ichigo pulled at his bonds desperately. "Poor doomed thing" he said with a smile as he crawled onto the bed.

Gin crawled onto the bed from the other side.

"I tied those knots myself, there is no escape" Aizen said.

"D-don't touch me" Ichigo cried out before struggling harder as Gin touched his chest. "Stop ah it", He started to say before Aizen rubbed his thumb over Ichigo's nipple.

End Flashback

Renji held on Ichigo who was hysterical.

"I can't , I can't", Ichigo said in-between sobs.

"Shh" , Renji said softly . "You don't have to tell me right now", He said softly. "You don't have to go home either. You can stay here", he said as he rubbed Ichigo's back.

"Really?", Ichigo said hope in his voice as he looked up.

"Really", Renji replied. Ichigo reminded him of a scared child and in a way that's what the boy was. "Your safe, here ", He said .

"You promise ", Ichigo asked hesitant to believe him.

"I promise".

Ichigo looked up into Renji's eyes and couldn't help but believe him. Plus he already felt safe in Renji's arms. He was exhausted but felt he owed renji an answer even though it would be painful to say. "My father sold my body to two men for a night", Ichigo said in a soft whisper that betrayed the shame he felt.

WHAT!, his mind screamed. He looked down to find Ichigo fast asleep. Gently he moved him off his lap and stalked out of the room. He was going to kill ichigo's bastard of a father.

Byakuya walked to find a trail of water leading down the hallway. With scowl he followed the trail intent on yelling at the person who messed up his clean home.

stopped when he saw Renji. "Why do you like you are about to put a hole in my wall?" Byakuya asked concerned for both Renji and his wall.

"I am going murder his father", Renji said in a low growl. Byakuya looked past him and saw Ichigo asleep on Renji's bed.

"The daily abuse was bad enough but then he sold his son for money", Renji growl, he just wanted to kill something.

Byakuya blinked before looking at the sleeping boy. Everything made sense, he had wondered why the boy always wore long sleeves and why he gradually stopped coming to his home.

He felt anger but knew killing the man was not an option. "You cannot kill him because the boy needs you and you cannot be there for him if you are in jail", Byakuya said keeping his own emotions in check.

Renji took a deep breath before sighing. He was right damn it he was still pissed as hell. "Can he stay here?", Renji asked finally.

"Of course but it seems my floor needs attention", Byakuya said which caused Renji to stare at him. Only Byakuya could go from being angry to being worried about his floor.

"Yeah yeah", Renji said before getting a mop. Funnily enough he found that mopping was calming.