Disclaimer: ALL characters and Twilight similarities belong to Stephanie Meyer.

Stop acting like a bitch, Bella. Get it together! God, but he smells so good..

"What's your name?", I asked, already following him out the door.

Okay, not a bad start.

"Felix." He didn't say anything else. He looked at me expectantly, as he got into a shiny new Lexus that I assumed must be his. I scrambled in and buckled my seatbelt.

"Bella.. Where are we going?"

He didn't answer. We sat in silence for 10 minutes. I looked out the window, the speeding trees blurring together into one massive collage of brown and green.

"I need to get back to my car at some point. It's my baby", I said nervously. This guy was starting to creep me out. The hair on the back of my neck stood up.

"Don't worry Bella. I'll get you back to your car safely.", Felix replied as we pulled into a crappy motel parking lot. I wrinkled my nose in disgust but shrugged.

I've seen worse, I thought.

"Meet me in room 101."

I doubt this place has 10 rooms, let alone 100, I thought grumpily as I made my way down the hallway. I stopped in front of door 101. It was unlocked.

Queen sized bed, peeling wallpaper, dripping sink in the corner- Check, Check and Check.

Suddenly I felt hands on the back of my neck. Freezing cold hands. I turned around and found myself face to face with Felix.

Well, maybe face to chest- he's quite tall.

He leaned down and roughly took my lips with his. He pushed me against the wall and hiked up my skirt. He was ready for this. His fingers entered me first, pushing against my walls, widening me, preparing me. It wasn't long before I felt his throbbing cock enter me. Felix didn't take it slow. He pushed his full length into me fast. I gasped for air. This wasn't romance, it was pure passion. A passion that lasted all night long.

I woke up sometime the next day. He was already awake, sitting in an armchair I had failed to notice. I stood up from the bed slowly. His eyes raked over my naked form. I walked to the armchair and straddled him, leaning forward slightly, giving him a killer view of my rack.

He took advantage of the view for a few moments and then his expression changed. It became confused and searching. His piercing gaze became too much for me. I looked away. After a short span of silence, he began talking.

"Bella, I like you. And being the selfish creature I am, I've decided to keep you with me. I hope one day you'll forgive me for this."

And with that, he began kissing my neck. I was so lost in the sensation of his touch that I didn't even have time to process his warning, before a horrible pain struck me.

It raged inside my body for an eternity. Days, weeks, it didn't matter. The idea of time moving forward was a concept I could no longer imagine. I was frozen in this fire. I could feel Felix beside me trying to soothe me. It was pointless. The fire roared increasingly, until it erupted into nothingness, taking my heartbeat with it.

I opened my eyes and didn't say a word. I looked around amazingly, while Felix explained what had happened. What he was. What I had become. A vampire.

After that fateful night, we fell into a pattern. Traveling around the country for almost a year, Felix and I became the best of friends. We never fucked again. He was like the big brother I never had. Everything was perfect, but of course after 8 months of happiness, I knew something had to change eventually. I just didn't realize it would be so soon..

I walked into the small one bedroom apartment we had rented somewhere in Kansas. It was finally night time and I was preparing to go hunt in a small town nearby.

"Hey, we should watch a movie when I get back. You're so moody these days, we never get to hang out", I said.

Calling him moody is probably not the best way to get on his good side, I thought with a laugh.

"Whatever", Felix said dryly, never taking his eyes away from the television.

Ugh, what a prick. I hope he gets over this shit soon. I can't stand another month of this moping, let alone eternity. I wonder what his problem is..

My thoughts trailed off as I caught the scent of a delicious human a few miles away. I followed the path until my victim came into sight.

He's pretty cute. Ill make sure this is quick. It's the least I can do. I grinned.

Before the young man could even register my presence, I pounced. His neck snapped in a clean break.

When I was done feeding, I walked at an almost human-pace home. After hunting, I contemplated my kill. I was not happy with my life, but being with Felix was nice. I finally had a sense of family. I hated killing though, but it's in my nature, so why even try fighting it?

I walked into the apartment, still thinking.

It was dark.

"Felix", I called out.

No one answered.

I noticed a large envelope sitting on top of the television and walked to it.

Stay calm. I'm sure he's just out hunting, I thought nervously.

Dollar bills poured out. Hundreds of thousands of bills dropped to my feet.

What the fuck is going on?

I noticed a white piece of paper sticking out from all the green. I picked it up and began reading.

'My Dearest B.

I'm sorry but I have to leave you now. Others are tracking us and we need to separate. It's for the best. I've left you some money. Go north when you read this. I swear I'll find you and explain everything one day. Don't tell anyone of your gift..

I love you, F.'

I stayed silent, on the outside anyways. On the inside, I screamed and cried for days. But not unlike when I had been turned, it was pointless.

I was once again alone in this life I had never chosen.