Alright we're already on Chapter 2! I'm so thankful for all the alerts I've gotten. Not a single review though. Well, as much as I'd like the feedback I'm writing this like I said to compensate for the lack of Quick on Glee.

So anyway enjoy this chapter and I'll post soon depending on my motivation. (Reviews would definitely help to boost my motivation *wink wink*)

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Looking over at the clock, Puck groaned. He had planned on sleeping through this day completely. Obviously he was having no such luck. He sat up only to fall back on his bed. He rolled over onto his stomach and buried his face in his pillows.

"Noah!" he heard his mother call.

"What!" he groaned back.

"Get your lazy butt out of bed! It's almost 12:30!"

"So?"

"So you have no excuse to stay in bed that late, even if it is a Saturday!"

"Mom, do you remember what day it is?"

"Of course, I do, Noah. But that is still no reason to sit on your butt all day. Get down here now!"

Puck sat there for a second. What in the world did she mean that this day was no reason to stay in bed all day? Of course it was a reason! Puck jumped out of bed and ran down to the kitchen to get an explanation from his mother. "What the heck, do you mean that today is no reason to be lazy? Mom, this day is a perfect reason. I just want to crawl back in bed and sleep until this day is over!"

"Noah Puckerman! I can not believe you! This is all your own fault! You have no excuse to be lazy or to yell at me or to mope around all the time like you have been doing for the past 2 years! Get over it! It's all your fault anyway! You shouldn't have had sex with Quinn, especially when she was dating Finn, who might I remind you was your best friend! You shouldn't have lied to Finn after that. And then you shouldn't have given, you're child, you're responsibility, up! You are no better than your dad, shirking your duties like that!"

Puck just stood there dumbfounded. His jaw was practically on the floor, he was so shocked. "Noah...Noah, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have…" his mother cried.

"No, mom, you're right. I gotta go. I'll be back later." He mumbled. And with that he was out the door. It wasn't until he was in his car and halfway down the road he realized he was crying, sobbing really. He could barely see the road he was so upset. Puck pulled over to the side of the road and banged his head against the steering wheel.

She did this to him last year too. He had just wanted to lie around the house all day, but she had made him get up and had yelled at him just like she had less than five minutes ago. Of course, she had apologized later and he had forgiven her, because he knew she didn't mean it. This day was just as hard for her as it was for him, probably harder in fact. Today wasn't just the day he had given up his baby, today was also the day his father had left his mother, his sister, and he. Just like he had done to Beth. His beautiful baby girl. He had never even gotten to hold her. He regretted that with ever fiber of his being. He regretted giving her up. He regretted getting Quinn pregnant in the first place. But never ever would he regret loving Quinn and never would he call Beth a mistake. His Beth wasn't a mistake, she was a miracle. She was just given to them at the wrong time.

As much as he told himself they could have kept her, he knew they couldn't have. He was too immature then. He would never have been able to man up and be there for Quinn and his Beth. Quinn hadn't been ready to be a mom either. He could see that whenever he discussed keeping Beth with her. Sure Quinn, had become a mother, because of Beth, but not a mom. She had made the right decision in giving Beth to Shelby. He had had his doubts at first, because really? She had sent Jessie to make Rachel fall in love with him just so she could get back in Rachel's life, but then when Rachel had found her, Shelby had decided she didn't really want to be a part of Rachel's life. So yeah, maybe Shelby hadn't come through for Rachel, but she had definitely been a good mom for Beth.

Puck knew this without a doubt because he had the adoption agency check up on them for the first year of Beth's life. He never saw pictures of his little girl, just an email every now and then from the agency saying that Beth was doing well and that Shelby was taking good care of her.

Puck had tried to tell Quinn this the summer after Beth's birth, but Quinn had ignored him completely. She had ignored his many texts, emails, facebook messages, phone calls, and even visits to her house. She had completely ignored him all of that summer following Beth's birth and pretty much all through the rest of high school. He thought they had had a few meaningful moments over the years after they gave Beth away. Like when Rachel had been singing a sickeningly loving and overly drmatic version of The Only Exception to Finn and Quinn and Puck had locked eyes as they sang "You are the only exception…" during Junior year. But other than those few rare moments, they hadn't spoken much. She had dated Sam all of Junior year and part of Senior year and he had fooled around with almost every girl and cougar in Lima. This last semester though, their last semester before college, had been different. She and Sam had broken up over Christmas break and she hadn't been involved in a relationship since. Apparently she had told Mercedes it was because she just wanted to find who she was without a guy as part of her image. Oh please, he had heard that bull right before she had started dating Sam. He wasn't sure of her real reasoning but he sure hoped it had something to do with him and what they shared-even if they both mostly ignored it.

He had gotten tired of sleeping around all the time over the last semester and had been passing up opportunity after opportunity since. He didn't know what was wrong with him! He was the Puckasaurus! Psh, who was he kidding he knew why he wasn't sleeping around anymore. It was because there was only one girl that had ever meant anything to him and that was Quinn. His Quinn. Even if she had only been his Quinn for less than a month. God knows he had tried so many times ever since Beth's birth to get her back, but she had built up unpenetratable walls around her heart and he just couldn't get through no matter how hard he tried.

He sighed. Things had just goen downhill ever since senior year. He had lost the two people that had ever meant anything to him other than his mom and little sister. He missed his girls. He knew he would never get his daughter back, but there was a small hope that he would get Quinn back, even if that hope was smaller than his ability to refuse sex.

"Screw this!" he thought. There was only one person who knew how he was feeling and who could help him get over this unbearable pain and he was going to see her whether she liked it or not. With this he turned his car back on and started driving to where he knew she would be.