To all my reviewers: Thanks I'm glad you guys like it sooo far. On and the Heart with the blade going through it was a tattoo on her lower back, I just noticed that I didn't put that in.
Well On with the story

Disclaimer: Once again I don't own anything, and I don't make money off of this. its just for fun.

I'm sorry

Kagome was on set of her newest music video Called First love. She sighed as she thought of what happened out side of the school.

Flash back

Inuyasha walked up to her "Wow Kagome, you look…….." She smiled abit "I look hot don't I." Inuyasha nodded his head slowly.

"Kagome it's been sooo long." Kikyo said as she hugged her cousin. Kagome didn't hug her back. The couple noticed that the sweet loving Kagome they once knew was now dead, replaced by a colder one.
"Well it was nice see you guys again, but I need to head to class." She said walking away. A few guys that came out of the building started to whistle at her. She smiled and waved to them. Inuyasha growled at this.
End Flash back

"Ok from the top" yelled the Director. Kagome stood in front of the Camera and started to lip sing to the song.

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And I dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

Kagome then closed her eyes, letting some tears fall in the process. But it as just an act. But the pain could be seen in her eyes.

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

The camera zoomed on her sitting in a garden with a small pond and a small water fall with flowers everywhere around her and in her hair. Her white dress blew in the breeze.

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah
It then went to a man and woman kissing while Kagome stood off to side watching them. She turned to the camera then looked down when the chorus started up again.

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

2 Weeks later

Inuyasha sighed as he turned off the tv. It was the first time Mtv Showed Kagomes new video, he didn't know why but he somehow knew it was about him.

xXx

Kagome drove down the road playing Linkin Parks Numb remix. Her body guard dancing in the seat next to her. She looked at him " Your such a dork." She said laughing at him. He smiled back at her " I know." Spike….. that's what they called him. He was 35 years old and a BIG man.
He's been her body guard since she was in L.A. He was like her big brother, she could count on him for anything. He took care of her when no one else would, and top of that he was married to her moms bestfriend.
Her mother and brother died shortly after she had caught Inuyasha cheating on her. They were in wrong place at the wrong time and payed for it with their life's. Kagome remeberd the call that she had gotten.

( Yes another flash back)

" Kagome I'm Detective Johnson, Please sit down." He motioned his head towards the chair across from him. Kagome slowly walked to the chair, she knew something was wrong, her gut told her so. " We had just received a report that your Mother and little brother were in a accident." He told her looking her right in her eyes. " What kind of accident? Are they ok? Where are they?" She started yelling and jumped out of the Chair. " Kagome please sit down. They were at the Bank over off of 5th and Lake view dr. There was a robbery, and they were in the middle of it. I'm sorry to say this but they Were both killed." Kagomes brown orbs started to water up and tears fall down her cheeks.

( end of flash back)

" Kagome are you ok?"Spike asked. She looked up " what?" she said looking at him. " I asked if you were ok, you have been sitting at the same light for about 10 minutes." She looked seeing the green light, she looked to her left to see angry drivers going by cussing at her, or hitting their horns. " I'm fine spike." she said as she started to drive once again.

xXx

Inuyasha looked up from the T.v as Kikyo walked in to the living room. " Hey babe." he said smiling at her. " What ya watching.?" she asked in a sweet voice. " They just showed Kagome's new music video." He said looking down towards the hard wood floor. Kikyo looked sadden for a moment as he looked up at her. " Kikyo I love you... but I still love Kagome. I just need time to think." He said before getting up and headed for the door. " I'm going for a walk. I'll be back later." He slowly left the house and looked at the sky from the front steps. The sky was dark and gray. A rain drop fell on his face, then it started to pour. He walked down the rain soaked side walk

xXx

Kagome pulled into a parking lot of a park. She undid her sit belt. " I'm going for a walk, I won't be long." She said getting out of the car. She sighed. Had she really changed that much in the last five years? was she no longer that sweet dorky girl that every one loved anymore? That rain soaked her hair and tank top making it almost see through. " Kagome?" She looked up to see Inuyasha standing on the sidewalk in front of her. " what are you doing here?" He asked walking towards her. " Just clearing my head." she said looking at the ground. Scared that if she looked up into his eyes she would start crying. She saw his hand reach for her chin and push her face upwards. " Kagome look at me." he said softly. Slowly her eyes met his.

"Kagome I'm sorry for what I did to you all those years ago. If I could take it back I would." A tear fell down her cheek and Inuyasha wiped it away with his hand. " That night you broke more then just my heart, you broke who I was. I'm not the same anymore." Inuyasha looked her with hurt in his eyes, He wanted to tell her that he loved her sooo badly. But he also loves Kikyo. " Kagome if I could come back to you I would, if you would forgive me. but Kikyo is pregnant." He said not looking at her. More tears fell down her face as she turned around and started to walk towards her car.

" Kagome wait." She stopped, not turning around. " Kagome I still love you, I never stopped loving you." He said wrapping his arms around her. Her hands made a fist so tighly that her nails started to cut her hands. " You stopped loving me that night you cheated on me with that whore." She said walking away and to her car. Inuyasha stood there " I'm sorry" he said in a whisper as he watched Kagome get into her car and drive away.

xXx

well there it is, I hope you like it, Comments Please.