Three months.

As I get out of my fathers car and walk up to school I can feel everyone watching me. Although I know they are not even looking this way I can't help this feeling of paranoia. As I walk through the school hallways everyone is whispering and laughing. I keep my head down and my I-pod turned up.

I hate feeling like this. For the past month since I found out I was….Pregnant, I can't even think it let alone say it. Ever since the little '+' came up on the stick, I just feel like everyone know and are talking about me. I know there is no way anyone would know as I burned the little white stick the first chance I got and I haven't told anyone, but I can't help this feeling that the whole school knows.

I am fifteen years old and I'm not ready to be a mum. There is no way I am mature enough to even think about being a parent. But there is no way I am going to think about abortion. I may be many things but a murderer is not one of them.

I turn off my I-pod and look around the school yard for my friends. I see them all sitting on a picnic bench and make my way over to them. As I am walking Edward spots me and comes running over. Time to put on the smiles. As he is walking over to me he smiled his sexy crooked smile that makes my knees weak. I give him a small smile back and he puts his arms around me and gives me a chaste kiss on the lips.

This god in my arms is Edward. He is the father of the baby he knows nothing about. I feel bad about not telling him but I doing this for him. If he was to ever find out he would it would ruin his life as well as my own. Edward is destined to be a doctor like his father, Carlisle. He knows everything there is to know about medicine and is basically a professional already.

"Hey you." he said in his velvet voice. This is the way he has greeted me ever since i met him. If only he knew.

"Hey." I replied in a small voice. His face drops. I hate seeing him like this. I tare my eyes away from his and look at the floor. I can't help but wonder if he found out would he leave me? Of course he would. In another couple of months I am going to be the size of a whale. How can anyone love someone who is huge?

"Bells. You okay?" He asked. I hadn't realised that I had stopped walking till he pulled me from my musings. I looked up at him and nodded before looking at the floor again. As we started walking again I got a wave of dizziness and I suddenly felt really sick. I let go of Edwards hand and ran back into the school and into the toilets. Morning sickness. Great! I thought sarcastically as another wave of sickness came over me. I must of been in here for about ten minutes being sick non-stop when someone came in.

"Bella. Are you in here?" Alice called out to me. I tried to be as quite as I could because i didn't want anyone to know. I heard her footsteps as they were going back to the door when I was sick again. "I will be right back." Alice called through the doors and then left. Please tell me she isn't getting Edward. I didn't have time to think anymore though because I was sick. Again. This time two people were with my rubbing my back and hold my hair out the way. I was secretly glad that Alice didn't get Edward and chose Rosalie instead but I didn't want anyone to see me sick. They may get the wrong, or in this case right, idea.

When I had completely emptied my stomach it was half way through first period. Alice and Rosalie tried to convince me to go home but I told them I was fine and I would go to the libary and catch up on homework for the rest of the day. When lunchtime came around I had done my homework and was starving.

As I made my way to the canteen everyone was looking at me. It wasn't just paranoia this time. I mean everyone was looking my way and whispering. Do they know? How do they know? Could Rose and Alice have guessed and told the whole school? No, they wouldn't do that. They are my best friends. Did they tell Edward that I was sick? Did he guess I was pregnant? Did he think it was someone else's and I cheated on him?

I couldn't deal with this anymore. I really don't need this stress. I Edward knew then he would have come and found me to talk to me about it. Wouldn't he? Or did he not care and leave me?

I looked up from the floor as I walked into the canteen and looked straight into the eyes of my worried boyfriend. Maybe he does care. I walked over to the lunch line to get something to eat. I decided on a ham sandwich, some crisps and a chocolate muffin. I paid for it and went over to the table where all my friends were sitting with worried looks on their faces.

As I sat down I ignored all the questions they were asking me and ate my food. It tasted so good. After I had finished I took Emmett's chips, much to his dismay, and ate them as well. Everyone was looking at me like I was mental.

"What?" I asked shrugging my shoulders. "If you haven't forgotten I got rid of the contents of my stomach this morning." I said as I took Alice's chicken wrap and ate that too. I just rolled me eyes at the looks I was getting. When I had finished eating and so had everyone else the bell went. I went back to the libary and decided to read a book on pregnancy. I read the whole thing and put it back just as the bell went signaling the end of the day. I grabbed my bag and headed outside to wait for Charlie.

All I can think about is the face that Edward didn't even speak to me at lunch time. Not even a hello. Maybe he does know and hates me for it. I need to stop thinking like this. It's not doing any good for me or the small person I am carrying to be stressing out about small things like that.

Charlie's cruiser pulled up and I got in. the drive home was quiet but it wasn't uncomfortable. As soon as we arrived home Charlie had to go back to work so I had the house to myself.

Here is just a short chapter to know what Bella is going through and her thoughts on the pregnancy.

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