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Chapter 2 The Park

When I woke up I immediately remembered last nights catastrophe. I picked up my journal that was still beside me on my bed and flipped through the pages. I grabbed a pen and wrote all about what had happened last night and when I was done I thought of where I could put it. I ended up taping to to the underside of my desk until I thought of a better place. I took a shower and changed my clothes. When I was done doing that I headed downstairs to get something to eat.

Jeremy was already down there enjoying a bowl of cereal and I grabbed a granola bar from the cabinet.

"Hey" I said sitting next to him. "We need to talk about last night" I said trying to get him to talk

"No we don't" he curtly replied.

"Jeremy, I'm sorry, but I do love you and I was just trying to help" I whispered furiously not knowing how close Jenna was. "You couldn't see yourself, it was like mom and dad died all over again, and you were better because of it."

"Better because I couldn't remember a vital part of my life?" he asked

"Your grades got better, you stopped doing drugs, you stopped fighting, and you were at least close to happiness, and then Anna-ཛྭ

"Anna is dead" he said loudly. I could only hope Jenna was out or in the shower.

"And she loved you before that happened. You were happy, and that's all I ever wanted to come out of that. And I'm while I'm sorry that you had to find out like this, but I would do the same thing again if I had to." I said standing my ground

He'd finished his cereal and stood up and walked out of the house, grabbing his coat on the way. I walked out to a few minutes later to see if we had gotten the mail. My seventeen magazine had come and I decided to go to the park while I read it. It was I nice day out so I saw no need to drive. I headed to my room to grab my phone and my shades and was on my way.

There was a few people in the park. A couple having a cute picnic, a father and son playing catch, and some teenagers, well, being teenagers. There were a few stands with people hanging around, but I found a nice spot by a tree to sit by. I took off my hoodie and sat on it. When I was about halfway through it I glanced over my shoulder and jumped when I saw Damon there.

"How long have you been there?" I asked, my heart still beating wildly.

"Since the 'are my breasts normal' article." he replied with a smirk on his face

"Well, I'm not in the best mood, so what do you want?" I asked him

"Nothing. What's wrong with you?" he asked, and I knew that he didn't expect an answer, but I needed someone to talk to.

"Jeremy read my diary" I said

"And. . . ?" he asked

"And, he found out that you took away his memories when I asked you to. He brought up this whole story from when we were kids and everything, and he's really mad at me" I told him setting my magazine down and putting my head on my knees.

"Well, then that's his problem. You did the right thing."

"That's what I told him, but did I? Shouldn't I just have let him get through it? That which does not kill you, makes you stronger, right?"

"Unless it would kill him. Elena, he tried to commit suicide, sure he thought he would be brought back, but what if he never knew about vampires." he said "Trust me. If Jeremy is happy to be alive today, then you did the right thing"

"Thank you." I said accepting what he said as the truth. "Maybe your right." I didn't want to believe that Jeremy would kill himself, but I also didn't want to believe that Stefan and Damon could be vampires, and Bonnie a witch.

"And besides, he shouldn't be complaining. Its not like he remembers not wanting it." he smirked and got up and left.

A/N I don't know if I should continue this because I don't know where I would take it. If you want me to tell me and I would like at least 5 reviews please. And also, that's a real article.