Chapter 2: Remus Lupin
So for the first time in my life I was unable to control my situation. Sounds crazy and OCD, I know, but that's how I am, get used to it. This has never happened to me before. I'm still shaking. You're probably confused, sorry. My name is Remus Lupin, and I'm a werewolf, though you probably knew that all ready didn't you? Guess who else knows, Alysia Snape, that's right you didn't misread that, a Snape knows that I'm a wolf. See the reason for my freak out and shaking?
I mean, what was I supposed to do, she out right asked me if I was a werewolf! I'd never had someone ask me that before. I thought I was about to have a heart attack. However, this story gets even stranger, when I told her the truth (don't ask me why I did that, I still don't know), she completely accepted it. She told me it was fine… that I wasn't a monster… now's when I started to think I was dreaming. I wasn't, don't worry, I checked. It never once crossed my mind that anyone, much less Alysia Snape, would accept what I am like that. I've never been caught more off guard than in that moment. It was horrifying.
After I told her and she left the room, the true panic set in. what if she told? What if she told her brother? What if someone found out? What if her brother tried to kill me? What if someone saw us together and told her brother that we were together and then her brother tried to kill me? I started to hyperventilate, and I probably did a number on the cuff of my sweater, I tend to try and unravel them when nervous my mother hates it. Anyway, I went down to try and have a normal meal with the others, but of course Sirius saw through that in about two seconds. I can never lie to that guy… so he and James dragged me to the Room of Requirement and tried to calm me down. Well actually James tried to calm me down, Sirius freaked me out even more and I think he ended up in a spa or something, that's beside the point. James calmed me down enough to save the sleeves of a sweater and said he needed to go to the Owlery… I was still freaked out, but breathing normally at least, and now had a conversation with Sirius not quite ready to see the general population.