My alarm clock went off. I slammed on the snooze button before rubbing my eyes and stretching. I get up and go to the bathroom starting the shower. I then undress from yesterday's attire and hop in. Burning myself cause I was too stupid to turn on the cold water. If anything it sure woke me up. I only got a couple hours of sleep. The consent thought of my mystery writer kept me up. This hasn't been the first time it's happened. I'm almost always losing sleep over complicating thoughts. As well as zoneing out. Right now I was just trying to concentrate on getting ready for whatever that man had planned with us. Strange he had told us not to eat. I wonder if he planned to take us out for breakfast. Nahhh. He didn't seem that nice. Sighing I finished my shower. Guess I'll just have to wait and see. I got dressed and headed out.

Before going to our meet place I had to take care of something. The Chi river wasn't to far from my house.The river's real name is the Noki river ,but after the battle of the Nine Tailed Fox happened it was nicknamed the Chi river. Chi ,meaning blood in English ,because many of those that died in that battled ended up in that river and stained its water red from all the blood. Even though its not stained anymore that nickname has still been forced upon this river. An appropriate place for me don't ya think. The Nine Tailed Fox who had killed many people ,now lives within my body. And though I was supposed to regarded as a hero for it ,people could never see it that way. Instead of seeing me as the one who stopped the beast ,I am the beast. To them that's all I'll ever be. There was one rose bush near the river. Or its supposed to be a rose bush ,but from what I could see their had never been even a single bud on that bush. Just thorns. But it was the only bush virgin suicide could have been talking about. So I left my reply under all the thorns. Making sure it couldn't fly away. Then headed off to meet the team.

When I got there Sakura was already waiting with Sasuke. Thankful she was too tired to start drooling over Sasuke. I just sat down on a nearby stump and started thinking about the reply I had just sent to my virgin suicide.

Hello virgin suicide. You know me ,but I have yet to know who you are. Whats your name? Why did you want to write to me? and Why are you "forever my virgin suicide"? This doesn't make sense. Please tell me more.

signed Naruto

It wasn't much ,but really how can you reply to that message any other way. I almost fell asleep waiting for Kakashi to come. He told us that he was busy strolling of the path of life. Fucking asshole! Then he told us to try and take some stupid little bells. And well lets say it was definitely not my day. The bell lesson was suppose to teach us teamwork ,but thats exactly why it made things go from bad to worse for me. Sakura did attempt to share her lunch with me. But just so Sasuke wouldn't have too. And the only reason he attempted to share his lunch with me was so we could get the stupid freakin bells. And by attempting to share lunch with me was the key to winning the mission. Weird much. So anyway that was my first mission. Walking back home I decided to check the bush to see if my reply was still there. I figured the bush would probably be empty and that who ever had wrote it would be reading it right now. However thats not what happened. Their was virgin suicide's reply right there in the bush. Man that was fast. I bent down to try and untangle it from the thorns. One of the thorns stabbed me. A little trickle of blood dripped down my hand. Oh well its just a small cut. After I saved it from the thorns I sat down in the grass and read it. And it read...

Dear Naruto,

Names are just labels we are made to wear. Our true names our the ones we choose for ourselves. I call myself Virgin Suicide but you can just call me Virgin or VS or something of that nature. I wanted to write you because your eyes are like mine. Their filled with such loneliness and pain. And I'm sorry ,but want to cling to that. To the thought that maybe I'm not alone. And because of that I'll always be your virgin suicide. But if I am wrong then I guess I let my fantasies get the best of me. But I'm not wrong am I? Does that answer your questions well enough.

signed Forever Your Virgin Suicide

Whoever this was they certainly had a way for words. I went home and started writing a reply.

Okay then I no longer want you to call me Naruto. My name is Devil's Blood. Blood or DB for short. So Virgin what other hobbies do you have besides writing to random people?

signed Devil's Blood

After signing it I ran to the thorn bush and hid the note. It didn't even seem like I had been in the house for more than 5 minutes. My mind was racing at the thought of my mysterious writer. Going back home I did whatever I could to keep my mind off her. Guessing it was a her. I tried resting on my bed and turning on some music to distract my mind.

Say farewell to the dark of night

I see the coming of the sun

I feel like a child ,whose life has just begun

You came breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine

You threw out the lifeline

Just in the nick of...

Okay next. I turned it to another station hopeing this one would be better.

Cause you know

You know ,you know

That I love you

I loved you all along

And I...

Next. I switched it to yet another station.

One more night i wanna be with you

Where I would hold ya tight

It feels so...

NEXT!

I don't wanna runaway ,but I can't take it I don't understand

If I'm not made for you why does my heart tell me that I am

Grrrr... I start banging my head into the wall.

Is there any way I can stay in your arms

Maybe if my lucky I'll hit my head enough times on this wall to give myself a concussion.

If I don't need you than why am I crying on my bed

If I don't need you than why does your name resound in my head

Dammit it's not working. I stop banging my head and just stare angrily at the radio.

If your not for me why does this distance maim my life

If your not for me why do I dream of you as my wife

I don't know why your so far away

But I know that...

I sigh and turn off the radio. No use starting a fight with an inanimate object again. In any case Virgin definitely had my curiosity. And had my hopes up which I should know better than that. Getting your hopes up just make them crash around you harder when you find them to be false. But it could be possible. Right? I mean maybe their could be someone like me. Someone who could like me. Love me even. Right? The next day's mission seemed like a blur to me. I think it had to do with finding some lady's cat. I could still feel the scratches to my face and hands from that fucking thing. But that didn't really matter to me. The only thing that did matter to me was getting to read her reply. I ran straight to the thorny roseless bush. Grabbing it ruthlessly out of its thorn. Which only gave me more scratches on my hands. It read...

Okay then Blood it is. And don't think I write to just anyone. I only write to those worthy of my time. If you don't think you are then I'll stop.

signed Forever Your Virgin Suicide

And to that I replyed...

Well Virgin I can't say that I am worthy of your time ,but I don't want to stop writing you. So I'll let you decide if I'm worthy or not. So how many people do you consider worthy of your time ,Virgin?

signed Devil's Blood

The next day I woke up early and decided to check to see if she had replyd yet. Racing to the bush. Our bush. And there it was. It read...

Only you.

signed Forever Your Virgin Suicide

Already with paper and pen in hand I wrote her a reply.

Your very odd to consider me worthy or even your lost love. But if thats how you decide to see it then let's do this right. I ,Devil's Blood , shall forever be your lost lover till death do us part.

signed Forever Your Devil's Blood

The mission for the today was only to weed some old lady's garden. I was so zoned I didn't realize I was pulling out herbs instead of weeds. I got the usually treatment of them calling me an idiot. I don't care. I've heard it all before. But for once in my life I've found someone who doesn't think that. Someone who actually thinks I'm worth their time. Someone who doesn't fear the darkness that surrounds me.

Very well then. I ,Virgin Suicide , accept your offer and plegde to forever be your lover. A promise that even death will not part us. Though the chaos of everyday life. Though the darkness of my own heart. I am yours forevermore.

signed Forever Your Virgin Suicide

Songs played as follows:

Back to One by Brain McKinley

Far Away by Nickelback

One More Night by Cascada

If Your Not The One by David Bedingfield

Sorry ,but I just thought I should give credit to those who legally own the songs.