-1I Don't Wanted This Life

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I don't own Harry Potter and it's characters. I only own the plot.

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Chapter 2: Revelations.

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Ginny went to the Potion's class later that day. She noticed something. Not very noticeable but she notice it. Hermione and Draco is exchanging looks.

'Could it be?' She asked herself.

'Don't think about it, Ginny' she whispered.

She was shocked when somebody tickled her. It was Luna, her best friend.

"What were you thinking?" Luna asked.

"Nothing." Ginny answered with a shocked look.

"I might be loony but I know you are thinking of a very mandatory thing" Luna said.

"No time for jokes, Luna" Ginny said.

"I'm not joking." Luna said.

"Detention, Ms. Lovegood and Ms. Weasley." Snape said.

After the class, the two went to detention.

"Do you saw what I saw a while ago when you asked me?" Ginny whispered to Luna.

"I'm afraid yes, I saw you looking at Harry" Luna whispered back.

"Heck, no" Ginny whispered.

"Don't deny it. I know you love Harry" Luna whispered.

"You're really loony" Ginny whispered back.

When detention is finished, Ginny went back to their house. Also Luna.

Ginny laid on her bed and started thinking even she didn't want to think about it.

While in the library, Draco and Hermione were dating.

"Hermione, I would like to tell you something" He said as he tap her shoulder.

"What is it?" She asked.

"My dad won't let me be in a relationship except a relationship with Pansy Parkinson so please make our relationship a secret." he said.

"It's OK" she answered.

"Oh man, nearly dark. We need to get ourselves at each others home" Draco said just to get rid of Hermione.

"Ok. Bye" Hermione said as she go.

'Hermione is off the list. Two more 'til three girls will cry' he thought.

The next day, It's Saturday, No classes but Draco wake up early. He wore a black polo shirt and a slacks but he covered it with a coat. He fixed his hair with messy accent because he knew Luna would like it.

'Time to be loony' he thought.

He went to Hogsmeade to find Luna there. It took him an hour before he found Luna.

"Hey Draco, you look new today" she greeted.

"Not really. This is the true me" he said.

"I don't know that" she said.

"So, you going with Ginny?" He asked politely.

"No. You ain't going to invite me, don't you?" She asked.

"I'm going to invite you if you are going to take my hand" he said as he offered his hand.

Luna took Draco's hands. She felt that Draco's hands were very warm.

"Warm hands" She said as she put Draco's hands on her cheeks.

Draco gave her a smile. The truth was Luna has a slight admiration on the Slytherin bully. She loved it when her crush is spending some time with her. Draco was one of Luna's crush list. The other guy is Harry.

"Oh, yeah. Can you please let me see the wand tucked on your left ear, if I can?" He asked.

"Ok. Here I'm letting you see it" she said as she removed the wand tucked on her left ear.

He grabbed the wand.

"The rumors were true" he said as if he was amazed but he wasn't amazed at all.

"It is really true" she said as she shot Draco a big smile.

Draco hugged her.

"I love you, Luna" he said.

Luna was overwhelmed because never in her life that her crush likes her back.

"Awesome" Luna said as she looked at Draco's face.

"Do you love me back?" He asked.

"Amazingly yes" she answered.

"Today is my happiest day in my life" he said again but in an other girl.

"Same." she said as she notice Ginny waving at her.

"Oh, bye for now" she said as she went near Ginny.

Ginny pulled Luna in a corner.

"Hey, Luna, Don't tell me you and Malfoy were dating?" Ginny asked Luna.

"Absolutely yes" she answered.

"Don't you know he dates Hermione on the library. I saw him once" Ginny said.

"Huhh?!?!? If you like Draco just tell me and don't tell lies" Luna said angrily.

"Never mind about it" she said as she went away.

While Draco is in The Three Broomsticks, hanging out with some Slytherins.

"Hey, Draco, got some story to tell us?" Crabbe asked.

Draco didn't answer. He was thinking of Cho. He was thinking on what Cho would like.

'Cedric-look' he whispered to his self.

The next day was Sunday, a fine day for the students. Draco again woke up early and took a bath. He wore the most normal outfit he can wear. He fixed his hair as his normal one. He went out to the entrance courtyard to find Cho. Cho was out of sight. He went to the suspension bridge. He saw Cho there. She was looking in a distance.

"How's life treating you?" he asked.

"Not very fine. Tears go by my cheeks often" she answered sadly.

"Like my life. It's killing me. My life is planned since the day I was born. I'm often alone. Also looking in a great distance" he said smiling.

"Life is just borrowed from God. God will also take it back." she said sadly.

"Do you mean life only means death?" he asked.

"Yeah, so don't expect much happiness" she said.

"My life is like a round of hurdles. Full of obstacles. My only hope of living is a very special person" he said.

"May I know who's that lucky person you owe your life?" she asked as she looked at Draco's face.

"It's you" he said as he hugged her.

Ginny is going to DADA classroom to see her professor when she saw them in the bridge. Kissing. She almost dropped her books when she saw them. She went back to their room when she saw them.

'Time to move' she whispered to her self.

Ginny thought about her feelings.

'Draco was okay. I feel what he felt. He wants to put some challenges to his life. He added some but he did not think about other's feelings. He multiplied the challenges he put. How would he manage to tell the girls? How would he manage to tell his family about it? How would he manage to keep the girls mouth shut? No, he can't manage it' she thought.

She saw Hermione walked up to the room.

"Hermione, I would like to ask you something" Ginny said.

"Ok. What is it?" Hermione asked happily.

"You and Draco are girlfriend - boyfriend, am I correct?" Ginny said with actions.

"I don't love him. I just want Ron to be jealous and to know if he likes me." she revealed to Ginny.

"He likes you. In fact, he'll sacrifice his life for you" she said to Hermione.

"Is that true? And why do you asked me about my mock relationship with Draco?" Hermione asked.

"I saw him Luna and I also saw him kissing Cho." she finally said with a gasp.

"Is that true?" she almost shouted.

"Yes." Ginny said.

"Let's make a plan" Hermione said as she tell Ginny about the plan.

After Hermione told Ginny about the plan.

"I'm going to tell the girls" Hermione said as she go.

Ginny laid on her bed and started thinking things.

'I understood Draco and I know the plan would kill him on the pain he would feel.' she thought.

A music started playing on her mind:

what day is it?

and in what month?

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up

and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

She shook her head when she remembered that lyrics.

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

She gasped.

She was completely out of mind on what she is mesmerizing. It was the song 'You And Me' she was thinking.

'Could it be possible that I'm falling for Dra-?' she thought.

"NO!" she shouted.

While on the Slytherin's common room, Draco was there sitting. He was so bored that he remembered a song that he heard when he was on the muggle world.

The dawn is breaking

A light shining through

You're barely waking

And I'm tangled up in you

Yeah

'No, No, No. That is impossible! No, I'm not falling for Ginny. She is not on my hit list' he thought.

I'm open, you're closed

Where I follow, you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again

'That is impossible, Malfoy. You are destined to be a Death Eater, not a Weasley girl suitor' he thought.

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

'I do accept it now. I'm falling for her and she's not going to fall for me. If she is, that will be awesome' he thought.

He went out of the common room and went to the lake. Ginny also did that. Ginny taken a different path. The two met each other at the lake.

"Uh, I do-, er, oh yeah ,ermm, Hi?" Draco said nor asked.

"Oh, Hello." Ginny said with surprised look.

Ginny walked near to the lake to take a closer look.

"Pretty peaceful here, huh?" Draco said as grab a stone near the lakeshore.

"Yeah. The most peaceful spot I've ever seen." Ginny murmured as she watch Draco throw a stone in the lake.

"This is place is really, really cool." Draco said as he moved a few steps away from the lake.

"About what you did to me, last, last week. Why did you do it?" Ginny asked as she moved near Draco and tapped his shoulders.

Draco remained silent.

"So, you have the right to remain silent? Is that it?" Ginny asked sarcastically.

"Yeah." Draco said with a grin.

Ginny nodded.

A song began popping in Draco's mind. Also with Ginny.

"I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you," Draco began singing with a low-pitch voice.

"When you breathe I want to be the air for you," Ginny continued.

"I'll be there for you" the two sang in a perfect unison.

"Looks like, we are thinking of a same song" Draco said as he smiled.

Ginny and Draco was talking when, Hermione saw them in a far distance. In a far distance, they look like kissing but not. Hermione misunderstood the scene she saw.

Later that day, In the Gryffindor common room. Ginny, Hermione, Ron and Harry was there.

"Ginny, would you like to tell me why are you with Draco in the lake." Hermione said a smile.

"Hermione, it was just a coincidence. I was looking for a peaceful place then, I went to the lake. Draco was there. And of course we talked." Ginny said.

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A/N:

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