The kiss was slow and hesitant and was over way to soon. Chesh looked into my eyes and smiled before kissing me again with more force this time. I parted with excitement and Chesh's tongue invaded my mouth. He was fast and passionate and he felt so right up against me. His hands ran through my red hair and his unnaturally long cat-like claws scrapped through my scalp sending shivers through my spine and i drug my nail down his back and lifted his shirt so i could touch his skin...

I awoke with a start as i realized it wasnt true and that i was in my bad at home with a lot of stitches and gauze around my body, i felt like crying i wanted it to be real so badly. I keep thinking of him and every time i did it made me want to break into tears. It's not like i wouldn't have told him i was just waiting till every thing died down and the drama stopped. I didn't want him to worry about me being gay and him being distracted while working on his studys. I got up out of bad and dressed in the looses clothing i have which is a pair of black sweatpants and a very baggy shirt so it doesnt rub against my stiches in my side and doesnt squeeze my fractured rib any.

As i walk into the kitchen i look at the clandar..it's been five and a half days since ive seen Chesh its like he doesnt want anything to do with me...I hated myself because i hurt him, i really am ever since we met in third grade he was the only one who talk to me and i followed him around every where and he never let something get between us sure we had our arguments but it doesnt look like im ever going to be able to tell him how i feel after hiding for so long it feels weird being out in the open with Chesh...

I ate breakfast and after a five minuet talk from my mother about taking it easy and not over doing it. It was tuesday and my doctor told me that i coud go back today but ui had to take it easy for at least another week. As i wated for the bus i played on my phone. After beating 6 rounds of angry birds I heard the bus comming. My eyes werent swollen anymore and i could see fine but my body hurt like a elephant had stomped on me. As the bus arrived i felf a pang of sadness Chesh rides my bus...

As i got on i saw Chesh sitting in the back just starring out the window with no one beside him but i figured hes still mad at me so i sat with Lea and as i was going to sit down i note was handed to me...I could tell it was from Chesh because he always doodled on his notes.

Come sit back here

Im not going to hurt you i could never do that

I...I hate that you didnt tell me but all this time ive been scared to death that you were seriously hurt.

And what you said about me being like Tom and them...

I could never do that ever your my best friend and its staying like that.

I starred at the note and smiled as i got up andmoved back to sit with Chesh my best friend.