Dear diary,
I forgot about you, I'm so sorry! Two years passed since the last time I wrote here and it was kind of funny to see how everything changed in two years. I'm still a werewolf, not that there's a solution for that problem but, oh well. I'm now part of the Marauders; it's me, James, Sirius and Peter. In my 2nd years those stupid dummies wandered where am I going in the nights and followed me and McGonagall to the Whomping Willow. If McGonagall wasn't there, I would actually bit them! They are stupid, really really stupid, but they're still my friends. They didn't tell anyone about my 'furry problem' (this is how James calls it) and they stayed my friends. They even try right now to turn into animagus so I'll not be alone at full moons. I think it's very dangerous and stupid, but who can stop them? Anyway I discovered that James didn't lied about his quidditch skills. He's one of the best chaser I ever saw, and of course he's playing as the chaser in the Gryffindor team. We won last year thanks to him. Sirius didn't change a lot except his girls-thing. He asked out almost every girl that in Hogwarts, or at least in the third-fourth year, and guess what? Even one girl didn't reject him! Sometime I feel jealous because of him when I thinking about this girl I have a crush on her. She's from Ravenclaw and her name is Sara. She doesn't even know me, or at least no more than 'the Marauders book-worm'. I tried to change and stop reading for a change but I just can't. I wish I was stronger and braver like the others, because I'm a wimp. I don't even know why I'm in Gryffindor. but the girls thing isn't passing only on me and Sirius, it's also passing on James. I caught James while he was writing Lily with hearts in his notebook. After I told him I saw it he just said 'oh, yeah about that, don't tell to Sir okay? I'll tell him'. He did tell him and Sirius so laughed after it. James is lucky he didn't see his notebook. I don't know about Lily's feelings about James but I'm pretty sure she's hate Sirius. I meant it, she's so hate him. Most of it is because Sirius is her friend, Severus, enemy. And when I say Sirius's enemy I mean that Sirius always prank him with James. Actually its James that Severus hate so I guess that Lily hates him as well, we don't really talk about them so I'm not sure. Oh yeah Lily and I are friends, we always study together, James says I'm lucky but I think I'm pathetic, Sara don't know I'm alive. Right now only James know about my crush but I don't have a choice but to tell Sirius sometime, but it's not going to be anytime soon. I'm not so sure about Peter, he's the same quiet boy in the first year except that now he's like James's fangirl. He's getting excited from every little thing James is doing, it's scary. I think he learned from the girls that always after Sirius. Now that it thinks of it Lily hadn't been asked out by Sirius, maybe she rejected him and he didn't tell us? Because there's no way that Sirius will ignore Lily's beauty. And there's no way that Lily will agree to Sirius's begging's.
Full moon in a week, kill me!
Remus, a teenage werewolf.