It's Angela again. I'm 12 years old now, and I wanted to write in here again because it's a way of saying how I feel. The last time I wrote in here I talked about my sister, Lilith, and I haven't really changed my mind about her. We fight a lot more now, sometimes I won't even be near her and she'll just come up to me and shove me, or poke me. Mum is still saying I should just ignore her, that she is doing it for attention. I don't really think so though, she makes me feel really bad and I don't like it. I don't even think I like her.
I saw something bad the other day. I was at home, and mum was at work. Dad was upstairs, and I went to ask him something and I saw him kissing our maid, Kaylynn. I didn't know what to say, dad told me not to tell mum but I feel bad because she should know about it... I can't even talk to Lilith about it because she'll be mean to me about it.
Lilith and mum still fight, over worse things now, like her clothes and hair. She has started wearing fake nose studs and earrings, which mum doesn't like so she gets angry with Lilith. Lilith still has the same colour and style of hair as me, and we have the same shape of face, except Lilith has started wearing eyeliner and black lipstick and I don't wear any makeup. Mum and dad say that it doesn't suit her, and that we are nothing alike. I wouldn't want to be like Lilith.