I won't make this Author note long. Again thanks to my beta, this one needed a lot more work then I thought.
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picnic great. I can't believe Edward hadn't stood up for me when
I protested against Alice. This must be more than just a picnic.
Edward knew I never liked surprises so why would he hide this from
me? Maybe I could bribe Emmett to tell me, but I could now see
Alice's blank face and how she would
know. I'd never see the
end of her torture. But it was too late anyway; we were already in
Edward's Volvo with Jasper and Alice driving to the mystery
destination. I was sitting in the passenger seat and my back was
leaned against the window to study my angel's face.
"Can you please save me the begging and just tell me what's so special about this picnic, Alice?!" I whined.
I knew she wouldn't budge, none of the Cullens would tell me. To keep a secret was one of their many skills, but a girl could try.
Alice popped up from Jasper's lap with an evil smile.
"Bella, you should really save your breath. It's not going to work, the whining or the begging."
Edward shot Alice a look that would have killed an ordinary person. He then carefully composed his face and turned to me. His smile sent my heart beating; it was like a humming bird. He knew the affect that he had on me but never seem to understand how embarrassing it was for six other vampires to know. A blush crept onto my cheeks. Edward leaned into me, stopping only a couple of centimetres from my lips. My heart rate increased rapidly as his eyes locked into mine, hypnotizing me. I would of felt embarrassed by now as Edward rarely did this in front of our family members, but my lust for him was to overpowering. I leaned in slowly, my lips seeking his.
"Ah, could you please keep the lust down! There's enough in here to fuel a whole school!" Jasper shouted. It surprised me; he was always shy in front of me or afraid to hurt me.
My stupid human reactions reacted to the embarrassment. I was probably as red as a tomato by now. Seeking coverage from more embarrassment, I turned to face the window and pulled my scarf up only just hiding my cheeks. Now I knew why Alice had literally strangled me to get me to wear this when it was barely winter. I'll thank Alice later.
"Sorry," I managed to whisper.
"It's not really your fault Bella; it's the 108 year old Virgin that's tempting you!" Jasper explained, shooting a glance at Edward.
The word virgin only deepened the blush. I never thought our whole family would know about the deal we made. While Edward and Jasper fought about something new, I felt shameful that I would only marry Edward if my human experience were complete. The reason people get married is because they love each other. I loved Edward so much that I would love him forever even after forever. But I was unwilling to marry him only if I got my human experience.
"Love, are you ok?'
Edward's voice pulled me out
of my train of thought. He undid my seatbelt and cradled me in his
arms. Something must have been on my face that he must have noticed.
A wave of calmness entered my body. I didn't notice Jasper or Alice
there; I just looked down at my hands balled into fists. He started
to
gently open my hand finger by finger. He bent down to my face
and whispered into my ear.
"Love, What are you thinking?"
He pulled my chin up and cupped my face with one hand while the other rested on my back. Lovely golden eyes hypnotized me and my train of thought was gone. I leaned into him, wanting no space between us. Lean into him, wanting to kiss him and forget everything. But he restrained me.
"You didn't answer my question,"
I
hated it when he used his strength and eyes on me. He chuckled
lightly,
just enough for me to hear. My face had slipped into a
pout without me even noticing it.
"I don't want to talk about
it," I said with a low, sad voice.
Edward didn't need another thing to worry about considering me.
"Let's just get this picnic over and done with. I hope you didn't pack lots of food," I said in the happiest tone I could manage.
He said nothing and I took the opportunity and ran with it pressing my lips lightly against his, my other hand searched for the handle. I was out of the car as fast as I could. Then I stopped in my tracks.
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