I was looking at the trophies in the trophy case then Puck came up to me. I asked him if he really wanted to be friends with me again, then why would he sing a lovey duet with Rachel when he knows that I'm trying to get over her. He said that she came up to him and asked to do a duet with him to make me jealous. I was a little excited to hear that she would put so much effort to get me back.

Karofsky comes up to me while I was putting my zombie make-up on. Rachel taught me so well.

GOD! I have to stop thinking of her.

Anyways, he comes up to me to ask if we should to a practice number acting like zombies. I was shocked.

At the championship, Azmio and Karofsky come up to me with a few other guys. They were surpised that we were still going to play. I see Mercedes, Tina, Lauren and Rachel walk up the field.

She looks so cute with her little gold stars on her helmet. A metaphor, of course. When we were dating, she told me that gold stars were her metaphor her being a star. I remember everytime I would get a text from her, she would sign -Rach*. I thought it was so cute. HUDSON, GET OVER HER! IT'S YOUR FAULT. YOU COULD OF HAD HER. NOW SHE'S GONE.

I pat her on the head, trying to hide how I feel. I call a play and Puck, Sam, Artie, Mike and I are all ready and so excited to start. I can tell that the girls were excited too but I was nervous for them. Us guys were all risking it big by having the girls play.

What if one of the girls got hit of someone steps on Rachel's foot. She would be so upset because if it damaged her dance moves, we'd be even more screwed for Regionals. I thought.

Hudson.'I heard my head saying. This time I honestly didn't want to hear it.

I see Tina and Mercedes go down like a frog and Rachel sticking one leg out like she's in the middle of one of her very famous dance recitals.

I remember going to one of those recitals. She had a solo and it was to the Taylor Swift song "Crazier." She told me before that she chose the song and it was suppose to be for me. I was amazed as always. Rachel Berry belongs on the stage. Not a football field. My worries came back.

Lots of things happen and all I remember is Coach Beiste telling Tina to pick up the football and run. Tina did as she was told and started running. I honestly thought that she was going to make a touchdown but then this guy from another team tackled her.

I felt so bad for Tina and Mike. I wasn't there to help Tina at least. I could totally feel how Mike was feelings. I can only put myself in his shoes. If Rachel was hurt, or even touched by a guy on the other team, I would of have been going insane.

We rocked the half time show with the help of the Cheerios, I mean ex-Cheerios, and the football guys. I called all the glee club and the football team for a party at my house for an hour after the game. I texted Rachel.

Finn: Rach, u cumin 2 my party in an hr? celebraton for our win

Rachel: I wouldn't miss it for the world. -Rachel*

Finn: Good cause i have 2 tlk to u bout sumthin important... do ya think u cud cume a little ealier like in 20min

Rachel: Sure see you soon, Finn. -Rachel*

"This is it," I thought. I was standing akwardly at the door waiting for Rachel and Kurt tapped me on my back.

"What do you think you're doing, little brother?" he questioned me.

"Waiting for Rach-el" I didn't want Kurt to know that I still called her Rach. Maybe he would think that I'm not over. Wait. Of course he knows that I'm not over Rachel. He tries to drag it out of me every night. I know this is hard for him. Not experencing the drama that he craves so I tell him how I feel.

"I get it. You're going to tell 'Rach' that you still love her. Tell her I say hi," Kurt put little air quotes on Rach. He knows.

"Tell 'Rach' yourself. She'll be here in 5,4,3,2,1 min-" Just as I say minute a small, brown- haired girl opens the door. It's not like Rachel to open a door without knocking but, it was my house.

My mom even told her that she was welcome all the time. I guess I forgot to tell my mom that I broke up with Rachel because my mom thinks of Rachel as the daughter she never had. My mom loves Rachel and I don't want Rachel to get a bad rep with my mom because I still think that she will be Mrs. Finn Hudson in the future.

That's what I've been convincing myself anyway.

"Hi Rach." I stare.

"Hi, Finn." She says quietly.

"Uh. Hey Rachel. I feel like a thrid wheel so I'm just going to up stairs. Rach- you did amazing at the game. Lying on the ground for a whole half must of gotten boring." Kurt said breaking the tension.

"Thanks Kurt." She smiles.

My heart melts. Her smile.

Both of our eyes follow Kurt as he quickly runs up the stairs to his room.

"So. What 'important' thing do you have to talk to me about?" Her eyes meet mine.