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Chapter 2
Epov
I had left Bella again. I couldn't look at what I had caused her mind to do to her. Me and my family had left a month ago. We all figured it would be best for Bella. Seeming how she would flinch away from our touch. We figured without us around she might get better if her comatose state was caused by fear.
It broke my heart to leave her. Sense we had left I was no better than her. I lay in my room curled up into a ball. Staring off at nothing. It was slightly better this time than the time before when I had left her. I got out and hunted regularly with my family. I went to school with the rest of them. Yet it all felt wrong because apart of me was missing.
I told my family they could stay if the had wanted to. I wouldn't force them this time to stay away from her if they didn't want to. But they had decided to come with me. Alice was sad about it at first but she started to cheer up slightly after one of her visions. I don't know what it was about but it seemed to make her happy again. She had blocked her mind from me so I couldn't find out. I tried no to get frustrated I figured that she would tell me when the time was right. I hoped it was about Bella getting better.
BPOV
It had been a month sense he had left me again. How could he do this to me. He had promised to never leave me again and yet he does. And this time it's my fault. If I could have just pulled myself together. Quit being so selfish and pulled myself from this nightmare.
Jake had been coming by a lot sense Edward had left me. AT least he hasn't left me. He has recently taken to forcefully taking me form my house and taking me to La Push. I called it torture, he called it healing. All I wanted was to be curled up in my little ball. But no he wouldn't allow that. He told me I had to get over my fears. That once I was healed that everything would be alright. And my world would be the same again.
I doubted that. How could my world be the same without Edward in it? I wondered if he would ever come back? I doubted it. I had ruined everything all because of my fear of him leaving me again. And he had left. I wouldn't come back if I were him. I looked at my arm where the heart that Edward had given me for my charm bracelet still resided. I never took it off. I was afraid that if I did all connection to him would be lost. Little did I know that the connection would never be lost. It was soul deep.
"Bells? You up yet? It's noon already so you got to be up. Come on we're going to be late for what I have planned for us to do today. And you know you need to get out of the house. Staring at that bracelet all day is not going to help you any. Now come on or else I'll come in there and get you ready myself."
I rolled my eyes at Jake although I knew he couldn't see me doing it. And how did he know that I was staring at my bracelet. It was like he could read my mind. It had always been that way between us though. "I'm coming. Hold you horses." Why couldn't he leave me alone to mope? I climbed off my bed and made my way to the door.
"You look like hell Bella." Jacob said as I came out of my room.
I glared at him. :You're evil you know that right Jacob."
"I'm aware of that yes. You seem to tell me that every time I tear you from your room so that you can have a life, or try to anyways. You know you could help me out with that and actually try to get over whatever is wrong with you."
Jacob took a deep breath after his little rant. I thought it was over boy was I wrong. It seemed Jake wanted to get out all of his pent up feeling all in one afternoon.
"But seriously you look even more hellish then usual. You really do need to take better care of yourself you know. I can't be the only one caring about you health. You really need to help out. Have you even eaten today? Come on I'm getting you something to eat."
He started to pull me towards the kitchen. Pushing me down onto a chair. He started to rummage through the cupboards and going through the fridge. Taking things out to make a sandwich. He put it on a plate and added some chips.
"You will eat all of that or I'll figure out a way to torture you till you eat it." Jake gave me a stern look while saying this.
"Yes Father." I replied sarcastically while picking up the sandwich. I ate about half of it before my stomach started to feel sick. I tried to ignore it but it just kept getting worse. I pushed myself away from the table and started my way out of the room trying to make it to the bathroom as fast as I could. I didn't make it far before my world started to go black and everything faded away.