Hi guys! Thank you for reading! so here goes the 2 chapter for Black Halo I hope you like it, I didn't felt like being so explicit with the sex stuff but If you want me to be more explicit in the future just let me know. I am not an expert but I don't mind trying. I hope you like it =) ft. Gareki's doppelgänger.
When the Lights are Down
I couldn't help but be nervous, here infront of me was the spitting image of Gareki, he had his legs elegantly crossed, and he was having some tea. Well those are things Gareki would have never done. "So how long do you plan to stay here?" he asked. "Ehm- e- well-" This must be some kind of karmic rule lol, there's no way I can stay traquil around him, well he's not him, but it sounds like him and it certainly looks like Gareki, but when I see his manner and his way of express himself it certainly is not him.
It's Gareth, he on the other hand seems so composed, "For sometime?". I try to say, I hope he heard, I feel my tone is very low. "I see" he continues, picks up his cup from the tray he has on his hand, movements, perfect, elegant, he's like a cat. He sips from it and then puts the tray on the table. I hear it slightly, the sound against the table. "Say Nai, have you taken liking into any of the ladies in the town?" he asks, a confident look on his eyes.
"Well not yet, I would prefer to meet them more personally and get to know each other more" I hope my answer is convincing, it usually works. "Or, do you have a different sort of preference?" he says suddenly, I don't know if I heard well, he seems so composed as if he just had asked me if it was a sunny day. "I beg you pardon?" I tell him. "Do you have another sort of preference?" he repeats sound and clear. I didn't answer fast enough, and I notice that. I am also not good at conceiling my feelings or the expression on my face. Maybe is the sorrow that push me to believe there is hope.
He makes an expression I didn't believe his beautiful and gentle manner could concieve, he smirked. "I see" He stands, moves towards me and I push myself more to the back of the chair thought I know it's not possible to go any further. He inclines puts a down an hand on one of the arm rest of the chair. And looks at me with those eyes. Gareki's eyes, I almost believe it's him and that he can reap away the black seal from my soul.
He closes the distance between us, I feel his lips on mine and then it's as if all the lights in my mind went out. This is not the burning touch of Hirato, the lust for Tsukitachi or the warmth of Gareki. It's just the comfort and make believe of the last. I want to believe this is Gareki that the warmth and lust I am feeling can be prolonged, that I can find Gareki on someone else's skin. His lips part mine and I feel his tongue come in. I am breathing again, uneven but breathing.
And there was no more to say, we looked at each other. "Lets continue this somewhere else" and without any other word we agreed. He took me to his room, I gently sat on the border of the bed, he undressed me slowly, I feel weary, I think he noticed it, fore he grabbed my arm, carressed it and said. "Relax, I will be gently, that's the only way I could treat such a beautiful creature like you" He kisses me and we finish what we started.
Nai, becareful. Gareki? I reach for him for a light. "Huh? Nai?" I listen to Gareki's voice again. "Gareki" I feel a someone is shaking me. I open my eyes. "Nai" it was Gareth. Then it comes to me, Hirato brought me here, he's fooling me again. I look down my lap I am so dissapointed with myself, tears streak down my cheeks. "Hey are you okay" Gareth says, thought it's not his fault, I may have hurt him in my lust. I know this might fool my loneliness and unconformity, but this is not what I am looking for and I can't sell my soul at this price to Hirato.
I hug Gareth and he hugs me back, at least not for Gareki I can't sell myself so cheap like this. Even if there's no more true light within me there's the one Gareki lent me while I was with him. It's Hirato's fault and my actions that lead to all this I can't let this person go through this pain too. I move back look deep into his eyes and give him a soft kiss on his lips.
Well then guys I guess this is all for this chapter, hope you like it =) I think it was sort of cute? Well at least much more cute than the rest of the dark chapters I've written before. Well then thank you very much for reading =) take care! hugs! and Please if you want leave your review =)