Chapter 1: Nightmares, pain, missing
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A/N: " * " means dream
Miley's POV:
* "Miley, we need to talk" Nick said with an awkward voice.
"Say" I replied simply.
"Outside" He said bitterly.
"But Nick, it's raining!" I told him.
"I know. Just…come!" He said taking my hand.
When we were in the middle of the garden he asked me: "Can I hug you?"
"Of course you can" I replied, opening my arms.
We stood there, hugging and (from time to time) kissing, in the rain . It was so romantic, but then:
"Miles… Miley, take this" He said giving me his original dog-tag.
"Thank you" I said taking it.
"Nick what's happening, you're acting weird" I said worried.
"I want to break-up" Those words got straight at my heart and broke it into millions pieces.
"What?" I said holding his diabetes dog-tag, I looked down and read: 'Nicholas Jonas Diabetes'
"Miley, we're living in to much drama, I can't handle it anymore."
"But you said we'll make it through" I almost whispered.
"I'm sorry" And with that he walked away.
Suddenly the rain become the biggest storm I ever saw. But I didn't care anymore, I wanted to die, I wanted to disappear so I ran away. I ran into the forest and when my legs couldn't run anymore I felt on the ground hugging my legs and just cry as the flashback of our meeting ran into my head.
"Stop it!" I screamed.
Then I saw him, he came after me, he took me into his arms and carry me to the hotel.
"Please, don't do this ever again" He begged and then left. *
"Ahh!" I screamed when I woked up form this nightmare, I lived and dreamed to many times.
"Miley, are you okay?" My best friend Mandy asked, half-asleep.
"No, I dreamed it again" I said sincerely.
"Him?" She asked simply.
"Yes" I replied shaking when I got flashbacks from that day.
"You want to talk about it?" She asked me.
"Yes" I said.
"Say, I'm listening" She said
"Mandy, I-I miss him" I said and then started to cry.
"Oh, honey" Mandy said probably tired of this discussion we had to many times before "You want to call him?"
"No, I'm not going to give away one year of tries just like that" I said and then looked at the clock- 2:00 AM, Date: 19th December 2008
"One year of pain" I cried again.
Then she looked at the clock too. "I'm sorry" she said.
"He was too" I said crying again.
"Good night" I said putting my head on the pillow.
"G-night" She replied.
I closed my eyes and started thinking: I can't believe, why everything, just everything reminds me of him? I think I'm obsessed. We broke up one year ago and I still miss him? He definatly doesn't, he has Selena now… And I have the pain of missing him, and Justin… just Justin.
*"Daddy?" I asked when I entered his room.
"Yes honey?" He replied.
"Can I dry my hair black?" I asked not looking at him.
"Why would you do that?" He asked. "I love your hair, you look pretty with this color"
'But, I don't want to be pretty anymore' I wanted to say, but instead of that I said: "I just love black."
"Ok, if that makes you happy" He respond.
"Thanks dad" I said.
The next day I died my hair as black as I could and when he saw me on TV, he called:
"Hey Miley!" He greeted
"Hey." I said
"So… what's wrong with your hair?" He asked
"I love black now" I lied.
"Oh. I understand" He said
"Something else?" I asked
"No. Bye" He said and then hung up.
"Oh, you're killing me." I said hoping he heard me. *
"Miley wake up" Mandy said "You have a huge day today"
"I'm up, I'm up" I said.
Nick's POV:
"Sooo…" My big brother Joe said.
"So what?" I asked.
"What are you doing today?" He asked.
"I don't know… maybe… go out with Selena" I said without any enthusiasm.
"I thought you want to come with me" He said
"I don't" I said bitterly.
"You don't even know where I'm going." He said
"I don't care" I said
"Oh man, you're acting weird today." He said
"I'm not"
"Okay, than I'm not going to tell you" He said as he stood up "that I'm going at Miley's." He said and then shut the door.
I shacked, I don't like to hear her name, she's like a poison to me, she is in my veins and I'm trying to get her out. "I have to write a song" I said as I stood up and got my Music Notebook. I sat on the floor and wrote:
'Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights by lullabies helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down, told you that I'd be around
Building up the strength just to say
I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
You told me this time is the last time
That I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame for leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're going to walk away
Leave me with the price to pay, before you go I wanted to say
That I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
You told me this time is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
I can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go then please girl just leave me alone
'Cause I don't wanna see you and me going our separate ways
Begging you to stay if it isn't too late
I'm sorry for breaking all the promises
That I wasn't around to keep
It's all of me, this time is the last time
I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But you're already on your way'
"Nick, this is for Miley?" Joe asked.
"Maybe"
"Oh my god you two write so many songs about eachother…" He said.
"She does?" I asked.
"Did you heard her album 'Breakout'? He asked.
Of course I did, I stood in my room and studied every song she wrote on that album.
"Yes I did" I replied looking down at my notebook.
"How did you get in?" I asked.
"Doesn't matter." He replied and then closed the door.
A/N: I know 'Sorry' was write in December 2007 not 2008 but I don't care.
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