Chapter 2.

I own nothing. The characters belongs to Jenji Kohan and Piper Kerman. This is my first attempt of writing and I only use phone sorry for the typos. I'll edit it after my computer got properly fixed and sorry if my English is bad its not really my native language..

Darkness, I can't see a thing, I'm scared I don't know what to do."Mom! Are you in here?" I'm all alone in the dark crying. Is this hell? I'm I in hell? Is this my penance for all the sins that I had done? Is this really what afterlife is? DARKNESS! "Please ...mom come get me in here... I'm really scared." A light you see a light from afar. You follow it maybe your mom is in there , but as you follow it the light gets smaller and smaller like it's running away from you. "Vause wake the fuck up it's been a week now." There's a voice you didn't recognize it. Stopping your track to see where that voice came from. The light its comming from the light.

"Honey you gotta keep going" you hear a voice again but its familiar, you knew who it was.

"Mom? Are you there? Where are you?"

"I'm here honey, I'm always right here"

"But...but... I can't see you show yourself mom...please..please come get me in here."

" It's not your time baby, you gotta keep fighting didn't I teach you anything?"

"I already lost the fight mom, she's gone, she leaves me..please..please just take me with you, I don't want to be alone."

"No baby just keep going, follow the light and remember I am always right here with you. I love you so much Al don't FORGET THAT. "

"I love you too mom. Mom?...mom? Please come back" You run towards the light because that was your mom ask you to do.

"I swear to God, Vause if you don't wake up I'm gonna cut you fucking head off and hung it at my apartment as display." That voice again it gets louder as come near to the end ...

Piper was stunned, unable to move, battling whether she's gonna shook Alex's hand. After feels like hours but only it just seconds Piper eventually took Alex's hand and shook it. The comfort and warm feeling of it brings back memories. She feels an electric current that flows all over her body when their skin touch. Alex's smile at her and she smiled back.

"Nice to meet you Piper... Piper hmmm... Alex said like testing it in her mouth and stares directly to the blonde ...I like your name." She said and smirk at her. Alex was about to pulled her hand first but Piper holds it more tightly feeling it a little bit more.

Alex chuckled "Can I have my hand back now? I know It's soft but I kinda need it back"

"Oh yes! , I'm sorry" Piper finally spoke, as she let go off her hand.

"Where just about to say goodbye Vause, I got all the stuff that I needed."

"Ah okay I'm gonna grab your wine first before we pay... Alex looked back at Piper and stares at her intensely in thee eyes. Squinting her own eyes as if she recognize the woman who is in front of her... "I hope we see each other again Piper Chapman." Alex said to her. and wave goodbye before she turned back around and walk towards to where the wine is...

Nicky was about to walkout to but Piper grabs her wrist and pulled her back. "What just happen?".. Piper asked "what is that? Is she playing with me?.

"Wouldn't you like to know"

"You said that you will explain it to me afterwards, you owe me an explanation." Piper said rasing up her tone a little.

"No Chapman I really don't, you've lost the privilege to asked question about her along time ago. So I don't! I don't owe you a fucking explanation. Nicky answered back with the venom on her voice.

"I...I know Nicky but...but please this is the last time" Piper beg. Nicky sigh she really doesn't want Piper to know the real reason why Alex acts like that towards her, but she has to know, that was the right thing to do, her conscience will eat her up if she lies about it. The question of "WHAT IF?" Will bug her if she doesn't tell Piper the truth but can she handle it? Nicky thinks for a while before she answer Piper back.

"Okay"

"Okay what?"

"Okay I will tell you everything or explain but not in here Vause is waiting for me, lets meet for a lunch tomorrow, give me your phone." Piper puts out her phone fast to gave it to Nicky. "Here ring me on where do you want to meet, I really need to go Chapman so see you tomorrow. Nicky said and leave.

Piper is still frozen from where she was standing. Taking in and processing on what just happen minutes ago. There is so many questions that flashes on her mind, but quickly drifted away. A smile pulled across from her lips as she remembers, she just seen Alex Vause again. She haven't seen her for 8 years now and she looks the same. Piper's mind is still wondering when her phone vibrated. She just receive a text from Polly

"Where are you? What taking you so long? (Polly)

"Sorry, I just run into someone be there in 40 (Piper)

Nicky spotted Alex and walk towards her. "Hey there you are, come on lets go pay now."

"You mean lets go and I pay" Alex chuckled

"Ha.. Ha.. Whatever"

"Who was that chick? Old fling?"

"What? Fuck no!"

"Well you are having intense conversation with her earlier."

"We were friends before , long story nothing important" Nicky said as they walk to the cashier.

"Well too bad she's hot by the way do you have her number?"

Nicky chuckled and look back at Alex with a disbelief in her face. "Yeah Vause...she is..."

"Hey Nicky are you ready to meet my new friend? Alex said with a glee on her voice.

"You sounds excited for this new friends of yours, she must be really important."

"No!... Well maybe I don't know" Alex answered trying to defend herself.

Nicky laugh " Your going soft Vause and I didn't peg you for a dating kind of girl" Alex punched Nicky because of that statement "ouch don't get violent on me because I hurt your ego"

"Yeah well if I'm going soft, I think she's worth it" Alex said as they open the door of the bar .

"There she is Nichols hot right?" Alex pointed to the blonde who was sitting alone at one of the tables.

Nicky chuckled. "Yeah Vause...she is."

I feel numb all over my body, my aunt just called to tell me that my mother just passed away, and she is leaving. She's living me today, all of my happiness are slipping easily off my hands. Is this karma? For all the bad things that I have done. "Please don't leave...not now." I'm begging her, I don't beg but she's the only person I really needed right now "Please not her too" you said it to yourself. But she still walk away without looking back, leaving you helpless. You heard that door closes loudly. She's gone, your mother and her are gone on the same day. What else are you supposed to do?

Alex jolted awake in her sleep. She was crying, "it was the same fucking dream" she thought to herself. Was it a dream or nightmare? It was so vague that she doesn't remember what it is about she just always waking up crying. Looking for her glasses and puts it on to see what time it is. 5:00 am she wasn't really an early riser but for this past few days, she always wakes up early because of the dream or nightmare or whatever she was having, since that thing started she can't think clearly. She's been blocked and the book that she currently working needed to be finish by the end of the month. Alex pulled herself together and jump out off bed to straight to the shower. As she cleaning herself her mind wonders back to the blonde she saw yesterday, thinking hard on where she has seen her before because she looks familiar, but nothing. After she clean up and got dressed she went straight to her office to start her work.

Nicky and Piper sat quietly at the table across from each other. They are on a restuarant, they eat lunch first quietly and not talking to each other. Nicky sigh and started the conversation.

She take a deep breath and talked " There 's been an accident 3 months after you left her." Piper grip the table tightly as she listens carefully on what are Nichols is saying.

" She acts that way Chapman because..."

"Because what?" Piper asked

"SHE CANNOT REMEMBER YOU... AT ALL."

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