a/n: Hello, okay so it took me a while but I have CHAPTER two up. you wanted it and here it is. I enjoyed writing it, chap 2. its in HPOV I own nothing, its all made up, please enjoy, love you all.
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Beep...Beep…Beep...Beep. "Naya," I groan. Nothing. I open my eyes and see her side empty, "Nay?" I call; nothing again. I reach over and flip the switch on that stupid clock so it will stop, where I see a note.
Hey love, sorry about the alarm but I knew you wouldn't wake up without one and as you know by now I am not here. Get dressed eat some breakfast, and come to the studio. Love you,
Naya.
I try to roll over but my protruding belly stops me. "Seriously" I say touching my stomach, "You are getting too big in there." I am almost five months pregnant and feel as big as a house, no bigger, I feel bigger than a house. I pull off the humongous white v-neck shirt I slept in and find some clothes; my go to right now: yoga pants and a tank top, the only thing that feels remotely comfortable anymore. I want to just be naked all the time, but I think society frowns on humans not wearing clothes in public. I keep telling Nay we need to move to a nudist colony but she doesn't't seem to be on board; I believe her exact words were: "Fuck no, that's uber disgusting." I can't help but smile as I think of her words. Nay and I have been together for almost four months now, though it feels like forever already. There was a major freak out moment on her part when I told her I was pregnant; granted I didn't probably pick the best time. We were in San Diego for Nickayla's show we had stayed at a hotel there and had just had a very memorable night.
"I like waking up with you" I said with her my eyes still closed.
"I didn't know you were awake…" I could feel her smiling.
"I am I have been for a while, I don't want to go back."
"Me either…" she said "It's been an amazing escape."
"That is has." I couldn't keep the smile off my face.
"Heather…" She said nervously… which made me nervous.
"Yeah?"
I could tell she was hesitating, I took her hand to get her to relax a little. "I think I love you…"
I froze, I didn't say anything. Nothing, of course I loved her too but there was something I needed to tell her, and I was worried it was going to change her feelings. Instead of saying something, anything, I get up and run to the bathroom.
Naya knocked on the bathroom door, "Baby, Heather… I am sorry I shouldn't have said that, I am sorry."
I feel bad for leaving her, and I knew I had to talk to her I opened the door, "No, Naya that's not it, I love you too… I want to be with you and this trip has been incredible, you're all I want but…"
"But what" she asked, she looked terrified like I was going to end it all right then and there.
I took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant."
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We had a rocky couple of weeks after that conversation, Naya was very confused and hurt, even though she knew I was with Taylor, I don't think she wanted to think about it, let alone have to start a relationship with someone about to have another person's baby. I figured it was all over to be honest until one night there was a knock on my door…
I hadn't talked to Naya other than little texts and on set in almost twelve days days, when I was sitting at home eating Ben and Jerry's straight out of the carton when there was a knock on the door. I honestly expected it to be anyone but Naya but when I opened the door, that's who was standing on my doorstep.
"Hi" She said.
"Hey, wanna come in." I could tell she hesitated but she nodded and came inside, we sat on the couch, and for almost two minutes neither of us said a word.
"I am sorry" I said breaking the silence.
"Why?" she asked.
"Are you kidding, for…. Everything."
"Are you going to keep the baby?"
I nodded.
"Good." She smiled.
"Good?" I asked surprised, I didn't expect her to be happy about this.
"Yeah, I wouldn't't want anyone else to have it… what about Taylor?" I can tell she is shuddering at his name.
"What about him?" I ask not knowing what she is asking.
"Well, he is the father; so are you going to be with him?"
The question took me totally off guard. "Did you just ask me if I am going to be with him, like in a relationship?"
She didn't say anything, she just nodded, her eyes looked sad and scared at the same time.
"You have absolutely lost your mind."
She shrugged, "Well I didn't know."
"How could you not know after that night in San Diego, and that morning when I told you I loved you?"
Silence.
"I do you know, love you." I took her hand.
She let out a breath that she had apparently been holding, "I love you too." She smiled.
I leaned in a placed a kiss on her lips, she stayed with me that night, and we haven't spent a night apart since.
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I grab the keys and head out the door, Nay has been recording her own album lately so I have been spending a lot of time at the studio with her. I love watching her work, she is amazing, not to mention freaking sexy as hell when she is in the recording studio. On the way I decide to pull into the Starbucks drive threw to pick something up for Nay, myself and John who is producing this new album.
"Hello welcome to Starbucks my name is Jordan, what can I make for you today?" The girl with the sweet voice asks.
"Can I please get two Trenta Green iced teas un-sweetened no ice." I order for Nay, "And a venti" I look down at my belly, "Decaf caramel machiato, non-fat, upside down" I don't love that I have to get it decaf but this little alien who is invading my personal space cant have caffeine... no fun, "a caramel Frappuccino venti, and a trenta black un-sweetened no ice as well."
"Will that complete your order?" Jordan asks.
"Can I also get three trenta cups of ice" The alien kicks, "And a birthday cake pop… make that two." I think of Naya.
"Of course, I will have your totally for you at the window" She says, I thank her and pull forward to wait my turn to pay. I put my hand on my stomach, and immediately my hand gets kicked. "Hey you in there watch it, or I won't give you that cake pop I just ordered for you."
I pay for my drinks and head to the studio on the way I have devoured both cake pops, "So much for one of those being for your mom." I say.
My phone rings, I push the button on the stereo and Naya's voice fills the car. "Hey baby, are you on your way?"
"Hi love, yes we are almost there." The alien is kicking like crazy, always does when it hears Naya's voice.
"How is our little alien any how?" She asks.
"Good, kicking away because it hears mama, PS I cant wait to find out the sex so we can stop calling it 'it' and 'alien'" I laugh.
"Me too, today today today!" She sings.
My phone beeped, my mom was calling. "Hey Mom's calling, I am almost there, ten minutes max, love you."
"Love you too, tell Mom hello." Naya says.
"Will do." I click over, "Hi Momma." I say.
"Hey, how are you and baby doing?"
"Great, we're drinking a Starbucks; and just ate two cake pops, alien is happy."
"Why must you call my grandchild an alien?"
"Because mom, I feel like I am being invaded by aliens; but I won't have to after today!"
"I know, what time is your appointment?" she asks.
"Two-thirty" I say as I pull into the studio parking lot.
"And what are you doing until then?" mom asks.
"Hanging out at the recording studio with Nay, and then hopefully she will feed me before the appointment."
"Have you talked to Tay lately?"
There is was the hundred dollar question, and I could actually say I could and that things were pretty good between us right now, all three of us actually.
"Yeah, last night after his game… he kind of wanted to come for the ultrasound but had another game tonight so he cant swing it. I am going to text pictures though."
"I am glad things seem to be cordial between the three of your guys now."
Me too, they weren't at first, but we have come along way since then; Naya realized there was no reason to hate Taylor, he didn't do anything wrong in this situation, he treated me right and loved me, I was the one whom fell out of love with him. And taylor had come to realize I was happy, and in love and Nay treated me great, and I was never going to take his child away from him and neither was Nay, though she was going to be in their live in a huge way. In the beginning I had no idea how this was going to go, but it seems to be falling into place well; Naya wants to be involved heavily in its little life and we have even talked marriage as of recently. I cant help but smile when I think of that word, my life is pretty damn perfect right now I must say.
"Yeah, me too" I say.
"When can you guys come see me?" that is my mom's favorite question as of lately, I swear once this baby is born she is going to have to move here or we are going to be In AZ all the time.
"Um, I am not sure, I will talk to nay about it today." I say "I love you mom."
"I love you too dear, you call me as soon as you are done with the appointment okay, first call."
"You got it Mom, love you talk to you later."
"Love you bug, bye."
I hang up and grab the trays of Starbucks off the seat, "Everyone is excited to find out who you are..." I say talking to my child, "I think you're a boy, I just have a feeling."
"Hiii!" Nay greets me as I walk into the studio, like she hasn't seen me in months, I love this, that she gets excited to see me, that she misses me after just a few hours.
"Hi baby" I put the drinks down on the table and kiss her.
"Okay gross" John says walking over to greet me. He hugs me, I hand him his frap. "Thank you you didn't have to do that."
"I know, but I wanted too.'' I smile. "How's work going?" I ask.
"Good, your girl here is FANTASTIC."
"Tell me something I don't know."
"Oh please" Naya says putting a straw in her tea.
"Take fifteen Nay, hang with your girlfriend and kid, I am going to make some calls, then we can finish this track and you can go."
I love the sound of "her kid", I know biologically it's not hers, but Naya is such a big part of my life now, and going to be a permanent part I decided I wanted her to be one in this baby's life as well, that is a night I will never forget.
"Hey babe." I said lighting the candles in the bathroom, the tub was almost full and Naya was on the couch thinking I was going to get in alone, she had no idea I had done this for us.
"Yeah" she hollered.
"Can you come here a minute, I need you." Within seconds Nay was standing in the doorway shocked at the romantic setting I had created in there, "Will you join me?" I asked.
She nodded and slipped her clothes off, at this point Naya and I had been together about two months, things had gotten serious fast; I think it may have been the intense friendship we started out with.
"I love you." I said, I was sitting in front of her laying back.
"I love you too." Her hands rested on my stomach.
"What are we going to do...? I asked
"About what?
"All of it, us, the baby, our relationship?"
"Well as far as us and our relationship goes, we are going to be happy, forever, hopefully, if that's what you want." She paused. I nodded. "And as far as this child goes, I am going to do whatever you want me to, this is your baby, well yours and Taylor's baby and I am going to be who ever you want me to be to it."
"But who do you want to be?" I know who I want her to be but I am not sure what she wants still.
"I want to raise this child with you, and him of course I understand that it is his baby and I have no intent in taking that away from him, but in a perfect world, I would be his mama and we would be together.
"Like how together?"
"I want to marry you Heather, I hope that doesn't scare the shit out of you already but I know its what I want in the future. I want to marry you and be with you and raise this baby with you."
Are you stoked to find out today?" Nay asks snapping me out of my thoughts.
"So stoked." I nod.
"Still think that little alien is a boy?" She asks taking me feet and placing them on her lap, she starts to rub them, damn that feels good.
"Yes, I do."
"Me too." she smiles' "How's mom?"
"Good,"I say she wants us to come visit soon." I figure she is going to say the same thing as normal, that she would love to but she has to record.
"Yeah we should try and go next week." she says taking me off guard.
"Really?" I ask with a smile.
"Really, I only have 2 more tracks to record should be done by Friday and then we can pack up and go for a week or so, I don't have to be on set for glee until the end of the month again."
"Oh my gosh YAY! I am going to tell mom after the ultrasound." I kissed Naya, you're the best!"
"Yeah and we can see Tay while we are there too." I looked at her a little stunned she brought up the idea herself. "What he is our sons father." She smiled.
"Son?" I smirk.
"Yeah, its a boy, I know it!" she says.
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