Jon bounced her as hard as he could on his cock, watching as her breasts moved along with every thrust he made, the long hair falling down around her getting tossed every which way. She felt amazing around him, the first time he'd had sex in two weeks. His hands gripped her hips tightly. He didn't care if he hurt this girl or not. He just needed to get off.

With one more thrust, his hips stilled as he filled the condom he was wearing with a throaty groan. He wasn't going to risk getting her pregnant and having another kid. Her green eyes bore down into his hatefully. She hadn't gotten to finish and he really could care less. She groaned and got off of him as he lay back on the bed, pulling his boxers up after he had discarded himself of the condom. He lay in the quiet hotel room, the only sound the strange girl showing herself out.

Lily lay awake in bed, curled up with Jon's pillow. If she took a deep enough breath, she could still smell the scent of his shampoo. Her heart ached for him, the way he'd cuddle her on nights like this when she couldn't sleep, the way he'd rub her head as she nuzzled his chest to lull her closer to dreamland as his raspy voice rumbled into her ears. He'd talk about nothing, dumb things that got her to laugh. She remembered the first time he did it.

Lily had laid awake beside Jon for hours, looking over his sleeping face and just how handsome he was. His lips slightly parted, his breath came out in short snores, but his grip on her never loosened. She loved being able to watch him sleep, the way his eyelashes rested against his cheeks, the way his eyelids fluttered as he dreamed. She'd often wondered what he was dreaming about, what a dark mind like his could dream of. Her movement woke up him. It always did. When she moved in the bed, he was suddenly alert and asking where she was going.

"Why are you still awake," he groaned, looking over at the clock. "It's 3 o'clock."

She shrugged. "I can't sleep. My insomnia is getting the best of me tonight."

"Yeah?" He blinked, his blue eyes gone from her sight momentarily. "Well, what are you thinking about?"

"You," she whispered, nuzzling his chest as he lay flat on his back "And what you are dreaming of?"

"I was dreaming about you, Rose, and I living in a big white house. You werethree months pregnant, I was in a wheelchair, and Rose was twenty-three years old with two kids of her own and was coming to tell us she was pregnant again…by Kane."

"Kane?" Lily laughed, looking up at him.

He nodded as he stared up at the ceiling. "Kane."

"Remind me to have a talk with her tomorrow." Lily's response got a smile out of him, his dimples showing in his cheeks.

"Definitely." He smirked as he looked down at her. "I love you."

She smiled softly. "I love you too, Jon."

The memory seemed so far from her even though it only happened maybe two months ago. Jon would be home tomorrow and she planned on sitting him down after Rose had gone to sleep to have a long talk. She didn't like where their relationship had ended up. She didn't want to be like her parents, minus the drugs. She wanted to fix her confusing marriage to the man she loved, the first man she'd ever loved so much like this.

Seth had walked back into the hotel room and sat at the foot of the other bed, glaring at Jon. Jon looked up from his phone at the two toned man in annoyance. "What?"

"What the fuck are you doing, Jon," Seth almost yelled.

This confused Jon. "I..uhm…I'm playing Tetris."

"That's not what I'm talking about and you know it. Why are you putting this strain on your marriage?"

"Why…uh, why are you all up in my business?" Jon arched an eyebrow.

"Goddamnit Jon, don't be stupid. You have a beautiful wife and a beautiful daughter who love you. You may not see it but she's in love with you, Jon. I know it, I can see it in her eyes, the way she looks at you. She loves you, Jon. You need to stop being such a stupid fucking idiot and realize it yourself. Those girls waiting on you at home will be heartbroken once it gets out."

"Why do you say it'll get out, Seth?" Jon shook his head. "I'm not talking to you about this."

"You are not going to hurt those two girls." Seth glared at him. "And I mean it."

Lily sat out in the waiting area, watching as Rose and the other two girls played while waiting on their fathers. She was sitting with Roman and Seth's wives, waiting on the plane to land. The two girls acted strange around her this time - like they knew something she didn't, which was strange. They were always super chatty with her.

"Flight 1027 has now landed, boarding now is flight 334," the voice over the intercom came.

"That's Daddy!" Rose squealed, running over to Lily and pulling her out of her chair. Lily pointed her to where Jon would be coming out and stood a little bit back, watching as she waited for him. She got hugs from Roman and Seth but they were quick - she pulled away quickly in case she missed her dad.

Jon walked around the corner and watched as Rose's face lit up as she took off running for him with her hands in the air as she yelled his name. He scooped her up in his arms and held her tightly, instantly feeling bad for doing what he had done last night. He had failed his daughter and he knew it. He just had to try and not do it again.

He walked over to where Lily was standing contently. She looked happy, a beautiful smile adorning her face. He'd missed the smile. He hadn't seen it truly in a few weeks. He bent down and placed a soft kiss to her bottom lip, indulging in the taste that only Lily had.

"I've missed you," Lily mumbled against his lips. "We're going to be alright, right?"

"Yeah," Jon nodded softly. He tried to keep his face calm but inside his heart crushed in its ribcage.

Messy situation, huh?