This isn't really based on Degrassi. But its all about drama so i decided to put this story in the catergory.
JV told people what had happened, and what we had did a couple days after that, & I got dumped. I was really upset, and never stopped crying. I did stuff with JV one more time after that, and then I noticed how stupid I was for doing oral sex with a guy I didn't even go out with. I stopped all connections with him. Until In the middle of August i ran into him while watching a football pratice with Rose . He took my phone and things again, and I DID NOT want to do anything with him. I didn't even chase him this time to get it back, cause I knew what it would lead too. I waited a hour for him to come back with my stufff, and he didnt. I went up to him & Rose helped me try to get it back. But it did'dnt work. He walked over to the woods and we followed him to get our stuff back. We asked JV's friend to get it back for us. But he was no help; Rose left me to try to ask someone else to help us. JV & me were just talking. We started making out, and I could'nt resist to make out back. I tried walking away, but he kept pulling me back. He dragged me into the woods. I didn't wanna go, and I told him that too, he dragged me anyways. Rose watched as he dragged me into the woods. I thought to my self " why did'nt she get me ? She know's I dont want to do anything with him! Now im going to have to give him head, or him finger me, or both". & What I thought, happened. Until we started making out, and he unbuckled my jeans. He never does this, he would always go down my pants. He kept pulling my pants down, but I told him stop. I told him I did'nt wanna have sex with him. I was only 13. He was probably 14 or 15. I didn't want to loose it to him. I finally got my pants up. He said he'd stop, but when we started making out again, he pulled them all the way down. I tried to pull them back up, but he was too strong. I didn't know what to do, I knew what was going to happen. I kept telling him no, and that we had no condom so i was going to get pregnant. He replied in a nasty voice "its called pulling out". He was starting to scare me. I let him bend me over, he slipped inside of me, easier then i thought, and nothing hurt. But i felt disgusting and weird, I stood up & tried escaping. He pushed me back down, and stuck it back in. After 5minutes of me being confused and scared, I tried standing up again. He started yelling at me, and I was upset, and tramatized. He tried pushing me back down, and he suceeded. For 5 more minutes, I was having sex. At 13, in the woods with a boy who wasn't even my boyfriend. I stood back up, & pulled my pants and panies up as quick as possible. He started calling me stubborn and frusturating. I told him I was leaving. He started walking first. I struggled putting on my belt as I walked threw the woods. When i got out the woods, [him ahead of me) I saw Rose, Bryan, JV's friend, and some other kid standing nearby. Rose took me into a different part of the sidewalk alone where we could talk, and asked me what had happened. She asked the usual "head.. finger.. both?" Usually I'd say yea & we'd be like yea whatever. But this time i looked at her, worried. She knew something was wrong, she asked me "did you guys fuck?" Since it wasn't the first time he tried to have sex with me. A tear came down my face, that I quickly wiped away. I didn't answer her. Her being my bestfriend, she knew we did. She said ugh whatever, being suprised. We walked by to the boys, and they all stared at me. They all said they had to leave, JV didn't even give me a hug. They all just walked away, me not touching any of them. Rose & were on the side of the road. She asked me what happened. I started crying and could'nt stop. I didn't know what to say. I told her the story in quickcheck, leaving out the parts about me being bent over, and giving him head before it. I cried for days. I just wanted to be back with my ex shomari. Its a month later, and i still do.
I came back to Degrassi Middle, people not knowing about it. Some 9th graders know, but as long as the 8th graders don't Im okay.