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What is my full pertencul in life what will i gain and what will i losse , the greastist question to be asked and never given a proprer answer i suposse we find out when the light within us can not use this extira any longer ,i dont now where to go from here , so conflicted do i wait or do i act should i be couragus or fearful give them what they desire to break me to take everything ive dream and hoped for to be taken from me in an intence never understand and find the beauty of this world and understand the very meaning of life it self , love his love that will never be broken its strength and desire for me can never be broken from an emortal or the spirts they know the truth within are love theyve seen it many times but are love is the brightess in the dark his heart pure filled with houner and self ness his life in his world different but understandable never given the time to think about his own desires and hopes rather his happyness is that of which he gives to another to see there bright smile of the sucess and pure happyness he`d fight a million lifes to keep those perious to him out of harms way not a day goes by when the look of worrie isnt spread across his face , his love id never change it but why dosent he come is the love of which he says he holds for me is fake or is he in danger such as me the very thought made me sick to my stomach even if his love was a lie id never change never take back the " i love you " becasue i ment every eight letters to my very heart
The opisites of the elements the cold and the warm the black and the white of the ying yang the push and pull the never ending desire following each other to the ends of the earth should i give up my hopes for the return of our bonding love but i carnt get the fulided beating of his heart from my ears should i be selfish and think of my surivul i suposse the day will come when the answers are given and we shall be reuineted until that day i suposse sleep is nesscuy if im awaiting my fatul end its rather tieuring . As my head gently lays apon the metal floor we meet again is the sarcast thought replaying in my head but rather true when will i ever lay my head onto a soft pillow again filled with the clouds plucked from the heavens if were treated badly in this life are we reborn into a carefree life filled with luxurilles i guess i shall find the truth soon since my death isnt so far away ,getting my self into a comfortable spot unconisussness crept through me for once a night mare didnt suddenly awake me i suppose thinking of my frist love gave me comfort