How many times have a pictured this? How many times have I pictured Edward hurting me? Seems impossible right? Well we all thought vampires weren't real but they are, but im not confused by that anymore. Im confused of why Edward wanted to rape me. Rape me after I promised to make love to him on our wedding night. All the times he had told me he loved me, that I could trust him, that it was his job to protect me. It all seemed like a graid of sand now. It was nothing. I guess you cant protect your true love with a massive boner in your black jeans.

" Edward where are we going?" I asked excitingly. He told me he had a surprise and knowing Edward I knew it would be a great shocking surprise. He smiled and stopped the car on a dirt road and started blankly kissing me, pushing me back into my seat. I broke the kiss.

" What are you doing?" I asked blankly. He chuckled. " This is what you wanted right? For me to be inside you?" my eyes got wide. Thank god he couldn't read my mind I shifted under him casually and without him paying attention I opened the Volvo door and ran. I knew it would be a matter of seconds until he would catch up. I kept running and running for dear life. I loved him yes, but now he was scaring me so much.

Still running I looked back to see if he was behind me and he wasn't. I slowly turned my head and suddenly I was on the ground. He was towering above me and my head was bleeding and already had a bump. I wish they didn't feel like stone.

" You stupid bitch!" He yelled and kicked me in the ribs. I screamed in pain and clutched the ground trying to get away. Then he foot came down on my hand, breaking it. " So you think you can outrun me?" he chuckled. All the while im whimpering and crying in pain.

He was standing above me now undoing his belt. " Take off your clothes!" he demanded. I just whimpered and shook my head slightly refusing to give into him. He laughed and spit on me, " Stupid little lamb." He gripped my shirt and tore it off harshly along with my jeans. I screamed again when he got between my legs and lowered his pants just to reveal his long stiff cock. I shut my eyes and tried to think I was in a different place rather than there. I was quickly interrupted when something thick filled me while a rush of a sharp pain came over me.

He grunted with each rough thrust he gave me. I couldn't even find the words to describe the pain. Fuck I only use extra small tampons, imagine how this feels. 9 inches long and 2 inches wide is what I can describe filling me and popping my hymen.

He gave one last grunt and grabbed my throat. " You fragile little human."