(Bella POV)

Potions:

I walked into Carlisle's room. Carlisle was sitting at his desk.

"Bella how was the hunting trip," Carlisle asked me.

"Not as good as I thought it would be. Edward and I got in a fight and I need you to give me something because of that."

"Oh, what was the fight about?"

"Nothing important, something pretty stupid for husband and wife to fight about, actually. Though if you ask Edward he might say something different. We didn't get to talk on the way home. Alice took me one way and Emmett took Edward another."

"Okay, if you are sure that you don't want to tell me. What do you need?"

"A humanity "potion". I need one for the sake of Edward and me."

He went wide-eyed.

"I am not sure if that is the best idea, Bella. There are very specific rules and features of it. It is too dangerous," he told me.

"What are the dangers and features and rules and all that?"

"Well, until midnight you will be a human. The only way to go back to your vampire-self now is to have Edward, your true love, kiss you before the twelfth ring of the clock at midnight. If he doesn't kiss you, then you will be stuck as a human until re-changed. I don't want to put you through this now. I refuse to do this to my daughter."

I liked how he said daughter when referring to me.

"Don't worry, Carlisle. I Edward walked over to me before I came up here. I think to apologize so I'll be alright. I just want to show him that it isn't good for me to be human. Also, I want to be human for a day."

He sighed and then said, "Alright, but I will not give it to you until you and Edward have definitely made up because I will not take the chance of losing you or making you have to go through the pain of transformation again."

I was alright with that and then I ran downstairs. When I got to the last step, Edward caught me there. He wrapped his arms tightly around me.

"I am so sorry. I shouldn't have been so… so… non-understanding," he said.

I looked up and kissed him. He kissed back which meant that Carlisle would be giving me the potion soon. I thought that maybe now I shouldn't take the potion. Looking at him, I needed to remember what it was like to be human again. I had to remember what it felt like to be wrapped in his cold arms and the shock that went through my vein when he kissed me. I wanted my heart to beat and feel it jolt when he touched me.

"It's okay," I said.

"What are you thinking about," he asked me, knowing that I wouldn't unlock my mind.

"Nothing, just about my life, before I was a vampire. The way you wanted it and probably want it now."

"I want it to be that way and not at the same way."

"If there was any way for me to be human again, even just for a day, would you want it," I asked him.

"Yes, I would."

At that, I ran up to Carlisle's room once again.